Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

today was pretty fun! went to the parliment with the rest of 06A03 (minus KEVIN cuz he always PANGSEH us) and it was really funny! zomg! i wanna take class video of all of us la! haha. after that, qi,nic,jess,jane,gloria and me went to raffles place to search for food and i hereby declare raffles place to be a new edge PARADISE now. the place there is like @_@ wow, PURE OWNAGE! hahaha.

and i have A LOT of things to do. its like 33 more days to promos! study hard clarice, then u can play like mad. ^_^

nights ppl!


And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last...

sometimes i feel really scared..

about the uncertainity of how my life is going to be like in the future.

and just about....you.

):


sean, you make me feel scared to like someone with all my heart and i hate it. i get scared when i finally get to know the guy i kinda like and when i know that he thinks i like another guy or when he have a fling with another girl/ have a girlfriend alrdy. sorry, im scared to get rejected. fuck.

Switchfoot- This is your Life

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes,
don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

and you had everything to lose

damn nice song la! (: RIGHT, so this morning, i woke up at like 5am plus. took a bath and did my eng summary. THEN RIGHT, i went to check my hotmail and i found out that LIGHT added me on friendster! ^_^ mmm, school was alright. i especially love 06A03 when we have pe. lots of cartoon-mania in action. ahahas. oh then after history, i was feeling pretty tired and was like walking to the com lab. on the way, Y walked past me and gave this super SWEET smiling face! and he went like, 'eh! see this time i remember! *beamswidely*' zzz omg! XD XD XD

after sch, went to drink bubble tea and had some snacks with huiping and audreyyyy. hahah and errr i went to cut my fringe and i kinda wished that i didnt cut it? mmm but anyways, im still glorious as ever yeah. amen. weeeee and tmr, theres no school! happy girl! i wanna study my integration cause i dont know why i just dont understand integration. then aiyahhhh, got a lot of math stuff to do. PLUS, laoshi remembered i havent hand in my chi comic drawing thingy. im not really a drawing person you know.

so God bless ya all people! (:

not systematic
poor time management
not task orientated
not focused

those above points are what ms wong said to my mummy! ahhhhh. haha so yesterday we had meet the parent session and well, nothing much happened. just those usual comments.

TODAY, went for the carpenter's tools concert with JESS and i enjoyed myself a lot. heh heh. lunch before that at city hall first. haha so the concert was pretty good and HIGHLIGHT of the day(especially to qi&nic): I TOOK A PICTURE WITH KYLE AND SHOOK HIS HANDS! dghsdlghs;dghsjdhgf;ahdfa;sdfh!!!

^_^ God bless ya ALL!

i dont like PW.
i dont like PW.
i dont like PW.

): ): ):
its depriving me of my sleep.

ewwwwwwwwwww, and my maid is going back to indo later on.. ): ): ): i feel very upset. shit, no one to make milo for me in the morning, no one who knows where i always misplace my rubber bands, no one who knows what kind of shoes i want to wear, no one to wake me up at 6am, no one to just........put my everything in the right place. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

haiyerrrrr,
and the new maid comes tmr. ):

(:

im back home early today and it feels really really good. i keep falling asleep in class today despite sleeping pretty early yesterday night. i dont know why. but nvm, i shall attempt to sleep earlier tonight. haha. during break today, we were eating our food and i was eating my wanton noodles. THEN, the RAIN came and it came in the direction of the cafe. so the people sitting at the side all rushed to move to the other side of the cafe and it was a really funny sight. haha.

and i currently love this song.

How to save a life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong,I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong,I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong,I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong,I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong,I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

God bless ya all.

went for first service today with huizhi&serene. after that we had lunch at crystal jade and we shopped a bit A BIT only. mmm im now at a disadvantageeeee. huizhi&serene both gang up against me! its like damn bad cannnn. after that, bro chua came and he gave me THIS:
yeah he said it suits my brain hurhur. yeah it tasted so bitter alright! i had to add a packet of sugar in to finish up the drink. lol. after that, we went to watch tokyo drift and its super super good! one of the best movies ive ever watched this year. nods. its MUCH better than initial D. lucas black is love.

after the movie, they sent me to my tuition place WILLINGLY. XD and i was happy. hahaha. math was strenuous. we did rate of change like zzz! next week integration. omgomg! damn tough la. econs was as usual. nothing much. ahahs. and i always like the bus ride home from sunday tuition.

hello people, meet my two veryveryvery good companions. cant do without them both(: even though sunday is my busiest day of the week cuz i usually wake up at 6am and reach home only at like 1030pm, i think i like sunday the best.

thank you abba for giving me sucha good day and i believe im gonna have a blessed week ahead. amen.

PS, i like pretty earrings ^^

okay, so here is a picture from our national day help out at toapayoh cc. yeah me, qi, nicky&jess(:yesterday, we had a mini celebration for ONGZHUANGSHU SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY! at mrs khan's house. haha eh zhuanggggg, your the bestest person to sit beside with during class. really glad that you sat beside me during sec 3&4 and diffused some of your smartness to me and yeah i think ur more innocent than me! hehe. love YA! have a great 17th birthday! thanks for sending me homeeee after that(:


and you probably had a normal praise and worship session, or perhaps praise and worship under the stars, BUT how about a praise and worship under the stars, the moon and THE FIREWORKS?! yeah thats what i had yesterday night. met up with the JC cluster people at marina bay and we had praise and worship with the fireworks! the view was reallyyyyyy good. and it made me a really happy girl cuz praise and worship was just so good! even thou we only have lionel playing the guitar, the presence of God was there.

the sky at about 7 plus. awesomeeeee isnt it? the beauty of it all...


watching fireworks might just be a simply event and you might watch it every year. but what REALLY makes it different is WHO you are watching it with. nods. i had a good time overall(:

and my brain started to think so much during the praise and worship again..about life and all..i sometimes really wonder why there are some things which are put into my life to hurt me so bad. it feels really sad when you know whats the problem and you know not how to solve it. but as i praise and worship gradually, my brain stopped thinking and there was just an inner peace..a peace which my heart yearn for. a peace which makes me feel like everythings gonna be alright. and that peace, i can recognise it. the same peace when im at cg where lionel pray for me and the same peace when agnes prayed for me. it feels so lovely..and as i praise and worship you, tears started to flow down my face because i know that its really not about what i can do but about what YOU can do. i dont really know how to explain everything but i just knew that i was at peace and i could smile so sweetly when i praise and worship you. the power of praise and worship(:

'whats your dream in life?'
'my dream is to be a worship leader and lead people into a new and higher different realm of worshipping him.'

amen.


byeeeeeeee.

woahhh, i survived 5.5hr OF first aid lesson today. plus i reach the place one hour earlier which means that i spent 6.5 hr of my tuesday at the first aid place. oh well. haha ytd and today were pretty much okay.

lessons on monday were as usual. but what was fun was that me and nic went to buy ice cream just before pe lesson starts and we finished our ice cream in less than FIVE mins! haha. damn cheap thrill la! yeah then i had my 2.4km run and my timing was 14.01mins :/ well, at least i didnt stop running and thanks to classmates especially nicky who was cheering me on! ^^

TODAY, we went to toapayoh cc to help out and the old people are really nice! and its my first time in my whole life seeing a one room flat. gsdfghd;g;hsafhdfghd; damn small leh! though the old folks are not very well to do, they are VERY nice and polite. ohmygawd. they asked us to visit them when we're free and im sure ill do it! haha i remember the block where they're staying at and which level. hah.

after that, lunch with the class and it was pretty good(: had mcflurry for desert. haha. then we (me,qi,jess,nic&gloria) went to the supermarket to buy snacksss and sweetsss. headed for first aid place after that and qi was feeling reallyreally tired and she is really UNGLAM! i took the most unglam pictures of her today and im happy! hahaha. oh what made first aid really fun was when me and cheryl went to the toilet, we heard like boom boom boom sound. then i was like asking cheryl..

cl:eh, since when do they have a bowling alley here?
ch:its not bowling alley leh!
cl:THEN WHAT IS IT?
ch:sounds like fireworks....
cl:EH YEAHHH!
ch:EHHH PEE FASTERRR!!

LOL, so yeah we stood outside the st john place for a while and watched the fireworks. it was really nice..the view was pretty good there and we both got damn excited la! so retarded. so yeah here i am, blogging and im off to bed soon..btw, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PPL!

first service today with huizhi&gracia. sermon was reallyreally good(: after that, lunch at sakae sushi. then we started taking photos!





after that, was supposed to go studying with gracia but she felt like going home so yeahhh then i went back to look for huizhi&gary. slept for a while at starbucks while they studied. then i woke up and studied a bit too. once again, i dont know how to do maths!! rahhhhh :/ then i did my compo halfway.

my beloved sis and her boyfriend. hahaha. SO SWEET LUH. i took this photo OKAY! (:

went for tuition after that and i tell you, i LOVE my maths tuition! it was rather productive and mmmm, it was pretty good. alpha had to listen to my ramblings and i know alpha read my blog so thanks alpha! haha I TELL YOU RIGHT, S is really cool. then he keeps........ (: damn scared he remember me! and yeah aiyahhhhh i just like maths tuition. heh. econs after that and as usual, it was boring. zzzz..

went home after that and here i am! feeling tired alrdy. im gonna finish up my compo and go to bed. i cant do maths. goodnight world. God bless(;

hello people, please meet my new love...

^^ okay luh, maybe its just 'another' crumpler bag, but considering the usefulness of the bag and the quality of it, i guess its worth it(:

today was spent bumming around at home, then met gracia at town to buy my bag, dinner at pepper lunch, ice cream for desert& then bus ride home. on the journey home, we saw the fireworks! hurhur. pretty nice, but its almost about the same as last years. so yeahhhh.

OH, i finish reading the chinese comic which we were supposed to read for CRC(chinese reading club) hahaha. its quite nice actually. although there are some parts where i get really annoyed cuz i dont understand the words, so i follow gracia, READ THE PICTURES. ^^ and right and right, that time the CRC ppl were like asking how come the doctor has a scar on his face and how come his hair is white sometimes right...EH, THE HISTORY OF IT IS FOUND IN MY CHAPTER OF THE COMIC BOOK!! haha so the next CRC session, im gonna tell laoshi and all how he got the scar and stuff.

yeah, thats about all...goodnight and God bless you ppl(:

just got back home from bs and supper. yeah went for bs with gracia, huizhi and gary whereas supper was at macs with huizhi&gracia(:

yeah today morning, there was this band who came and performed for us. they are like a christian band or something and their performance was really good. haha. or so i think luh. chi test after that, it was alright i suppose. and today is cui's birthday so HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CUIFANGG! yeahhh we had a cake for her and audreyy. then math test. :/ no comments. hurhur ehhhhh now theres A LOT of maths hw and i dont think i can finish doing! oh my goshhh, somemore the part which i have to do is damn hard to do lehhhh.

yeah after that, waited for PT to start. in all, ran twelve rounds. damn tired after that and the sun was scorching hot. and now, im having a headache. met gracia, huizhi and gary later for bs and i fell asleep luh. was feeling super tired. after service, all of us were walking to city hall mrt station and we saw yaoguang and his friends. hurhur. they went to watch sa dance concert. talked to his friend for a while and then we left. lol saw quite a no. of sa ppl too.

yeah oh that day me, qi and windri were talking about Y.
w: yeah i think Y has X factor.
c: *turns to qi* see! i told you he has the X factor alrdy *beamsss*
w: ehhhhh, btw ah, whats X factor?
q&c: -_-"
thanks a lot. hahah.

yeah alright guess im off to beddd soon(: goshhh, cant wait to have a good sleep. goodnight and God bless you ppl...

omggggggggg, im super ultra tired today!

odac ended at like 8+...we painted banners for our open house and for senior farewell night. then we did the video and some other stuff. surprisingly, i felt happy today (: ah shucks, i forgot what i want to say. ohhhhhh first aid this fri is changed (YAY!) to tues (...) at least i can go for bs heh. and then right, tues first aid is from 4 to 9.30pm!! oh my gosh, eh hello, im gonna waste 5 and a half hours of my life away on a tues night and go to sch on wed. i can guarantee that im gonna be so sleepy on wed.

after odac, it was pretty late and the gate was locked luh. so i was with wanling and zhiqi(?) i hope i spelt her name correctly. they just finished band. so yeah the gate was locked. SO we climbed over the gate. eh, damn exciting can. ahahahs. cheap thrill hurhur. AND right, qi ALWAYS get to see the ppl i wanna see. lucky her. then she will tell me she saw ali or shes in the same grp as Y. -_-'

the journey home is always so...long. haha ohhh my aunt bought me the chocolate cake from lana cake shop!! you know we were all talking about it during econs tuition like how lana cake shop can be used as an example for being unique and special and stuff, and i was like EH I NEVER EAT THE CAKE FROM THERE BEFORE! so i asked my aunt if she knew about this cake shop and then taDA! im eating the cake now! niccccc, im a nOOb no more ^^ the cake is damn good and addictive.

i think i shall go to bed early tonight because tmr right, i SURE will fall asleep..how not to when you have econs lecture, followed by one and a half hour of CHINESE, then history TUTORIAL and finally econs TUTORIAL, surviving only on half an hour break. you tell me. hurhur. after that i have CRC! ahahas. followed by english tution. rahhhhhhhh :/

i was looking thru some of my neoprints today and i miss huizhi, gracia, zhuang& chenpei. and i realised that i kinda havent take neoprints for quite some time. AIYA, i dont care. SUNDAY WE ALL(huizhi, gracia&chua) GO TAKE NEOPRINTS. but sereneseahforest wont be coming cuz she has this cip thingy.. then NEXT SUNDAY WE ALL, ALL OF US GO TAKE NEOPRINTS.

^^ goodnight and God bless u ppl!

actually i wanted to talk about service learning last wed..but then cuz i didnt have the photos yet but nowww that i finally got back my cam from zihao, i can upload the pics alrdy. haha. yeah uploaded some of the pics here..but not all. i think i shall go upload them on shutterfly or something then it can become a class album ^^ yeah so last wed, 06A03 went to grace heaven for service learning... we painted the walls for a room and it was really fun juz painting the room and having fun with each other. haha i think its a good time for our class to bond, like reallyyyy.



well, thats miss wong, our civics tutor.hurhur shes damn funny and cute man!


we celebrated greg's birthday too! yeahhhh..



yeah then we had a birthday bash for the children/teenagers there and well, i really enjoyed myself cuz the kids there are so adorable. yeah my heart goes all out to them and i love the kids a lot a lot.

so thats our service learning. very meaningful and fulfilling indeed. yeah heh. today, lessons were alright but i was feeling really tired..so i shall attempt to sleep earlier tonight. and i photocopied my history notes! ohhhhh yeah. you know you know, the bookshop lady doesnt help us photocopy notes from our books anymore..so that means, we have to photocopy the notes ourselves if we want. yeah so i stood by the photocopy machine for an hour just trying to print some of my history notes..like from pg 59-131 and another set for chapter 17. then qi and i discussed about the odac senior farewell video and i hope its gonna turn out good. nods. yeah then crapped a bit with qi. SHES UBER DISGUSTING IF SHE WANTS TO BE. ewwwwwww. yuppp thats about all. so yeah God bless ya all ppl ^^