im back from LTC! (:

and LTC is definitely a camp where i experienced ALOT of mixed emotions. it was good and bad in some ways. good cause i've learnt a lot of new things such as how to write proposals, conduct station games and all the new friendships made. bad cause i felt that i didnt meet up to others expectations and it hurts to know that it doesnt even matter how hard you tried cause your never good enough as compare as to some others. like qi said, "just because you lack experience as compared to the others which is why you lose out." well, i guess its true..i really dont have as much experience as compared to the other ppl out there.

its like the one thing which you like the most when hurt you, can hurt you REAL bad. i guess that was how i felt. yeah but thank God who gave me friends and odac seniors who truly care for me, im better. and today, i was reading through the daily devotional thingy and i came across this part, "So when you fall, dont be conscious of your failure and feel bad or condemned. Instead, be conscious of who you are in Christ, pick yourself up, dust yourself and continue your walk with God!" yeah i guess that was what cheered me up the most. its like Jesus has never forsaken me in anyway. i might not why im going through all these disappointments in life but i know that He still loves me no matter what. sooo yeah im gonna pick myself up, dust myself, and continue my walk with Him.

after LTC ytd, i went home, took a bath and went to suntec to meet the mt ophir grp to buy food. after that, the whole odac met for dinner at seoul garden. haha it was pretty goooddd.

the LTC grp 2 - yuda, weihao, me, richelynn, geok and xiuhui(:


the mt ophir grp 4 - lester, yuda, geok, me and qi(:


J1 odac-ers(most of us)


qi, me and wanlingggg, with ziyi and edmund trying to act like ghost(?)


today, met up with qi, min qi and edmund to discuss about the mt ophir filler game. then we went to buy the equipments needed. took about 4 hours plus in total. :X nowww, im gonna pack my stuff for ophir trip tmr and be backkkk some time later.

to gracia, huizhi and serene: im reallyyyy sorry i cant go for today's party. i know things wouldnt be the same without me HAHA but i will be really tired for the ophir trip if i went tonight. so yeah nonetheless, i hope you guys have fun and you guys are the BESTEST in my life!

26th to 29th may - LTC camp(:

i think i had one of the most tiring but fulfilled day of the month today(:

sch and lessons were alright. after sch, we met up for odac briefing for mt ophir and stuff. then we headed to macritchie for trekking and we walked super a lot until bukit timah! ohmygawddd then we climbed up to the summit, down and up again. and i realised something, i reallyyyyy SUCK at climbing the steps. i was like the SLOWEST girl i really cant climb the stepsss and there are so many of them. my legs were aching like mad with every step i made.

i was soooo glad when i reached the summit for the first time. then they told us to go down and up AGAIN. oh the horrors. i was like :\ haha but yeah managed to do it finally. the guys were like cheering me on and talking lame stuff to make me press on. im really glad(: thanks abu, joshua and all the others for cheering me on plus weihao and yuda for helping me carry my bag!

after that, we went for dinner at some place near bukit timah and boy, we had a feast! we were all feeling SOOO hungry. haha. but yeah i think the J1 odac-ers are quite bonded now and i feel that we're actually close together! teehee. i hope that all will continue to go well and we'll bond even even more after LTC and mt ophir trip.

yeah for now, im tired and i wanna go to bed. goodnight and God bless(:

today wouldnt have been perfect without gracia and huizhi(:

i think today i had the most embarrassed moment of my life in the month of may. haha. during econs, we were going through elastic and inelastic demand then while we were discussing about inelastic demand, laoshi asked me to give an example of an inelastic demand product and i went like errrrrr..clothes?

BIG MISTAKE. omggggg. the answer is WRONG la OKAY. its supposed to be necessities, no close substitute goods and addicted goods. everyone was laughing! haha but it was funnnn. i hope our class can remain this small foreverrrrr.

now i wish i had more time, i really need timeeeee. i have a lot to do and i dont have enough time. guess ill have to sacrifice my sleep then. :X anyways, God bless ya ppl with a blessed week. and of course, a GOOD and BLESSED week awaits me. amen(:

i just got home and its like 5am NOW.

in the morning, i met up with gracia and we went to get my flu JAB for mt ophir and i cut my hair a little. not that its very obvious but yeah. the doctor was really nice and he said im a brave girl(: okay thats sooo random.

headed for town after that with gracia to get a top and we walked for damnnnn long but we still couldnt find a nice one. finally decided on one zara top and one necklace. went to eat after that and we talked A LOT, like i've never seen her for 2454354 years. then we wanted to go back home BUT we took the wrong train and we ended up in khatib and sooo we've decided to take a bus homeee. she fell asleep like a girl who has never slept before in her entire life and it was very cuteeee seeing her sleep. :X

went home, got ready and went off to meet serene and nic at town. walked A LOT before going for chronic at indochine. at first it was so freaking screwed up cause no one was going in. so we waited for superrr long before serene and i finally got annoyed and decided to go in. it was quite scary? but yeah fun too. then nic and serene were like quarrelling and i got pissed too. so in the end, the three of us got pissed.. BUT we finally talked it out and were okay after that.went back in and to my horror X100000000000000 i dont know why they were playing techno songs?! and there were so many weird ppl ard suddenly..so after a while, me, serene and nic decided to go off.

saw stan outside and it seemed like he was having a bad day too. so many problemssss. yeah then me, serene and nic went to lido to slack a little before we went for a walk and GUESS WHAT? indo got raided! ohmygawdddd. just when we were out, the place got raided. and we were so glad we went out. haha so i guess that save me, serene, nic and stan from all the trouble. went to mac to sit and slack a while more. played the finger game before i went home(:

church later and so many more things to do. all i want to do now is to go to bed. but yeah i guess today was a good day afterall(:

i must study hard already LA.

WE WON RJC rugby todayyy! and we're the CHAMPIONSSS!

hurhur its like the BEST match i've ever watched in my whole entire lifeeee! it was really damn exciting la! omgggg. was screaming my lungs out! yea then i took like superr long to get home cause i took a train from choa chu kang all the way to pasir ris. but like what nic said,

"its all worthwhile."

(:

had a great time shouting and cheering for SA today with qi, nic, jessica, wenyi, cinny, windri, samuel and gloria. and well done jesse and malcolm!

today, i saw nice legs TWO times!! (: (: (: (: (: once was in the morning. i didnt know our classes were pretty near each other. said hi to him(: another was after sch where he finished TRAINING for his 2.4km and was sweating like mad. BUTTT, he's sooooo cuteeeee la!

anyways, after school, hanged around with qi, nic, jess and jesse for a while before me and qi went to meet mr lam. and now, theres pretty much a lot of things to do for odac. but yeah odac's my loveee so im happy. then QI BECAME VERYYY HAPPY and she keeps making me jealous. lol went for tao huay with her after that and we saw zhen and two of his other friends, ming li and joshua. then they left and we finished our food and left too.

yeah anyways, im happy tmr causeee theres NO NOOO chem tutorial which makes lessons tmr GOOD. econs lecture, pw and gp! yay! and after that we're gonna watch the SA vS RJ rugby finals! i pray that we win! amen. and go jesse and malcolm for rugby tmr! XD XD

had a longggg day at school today. history test, gp essay test, NAPFA &^%#@ and then ODAC INTERVIEW. and tmr theres maths test. rahhhh :X

napfa was BAD. my godddd. i cant do DO DOOO standing broad jump and i dont like it when i cannot jump. ): ohh wells. anyways i hope its over? haha.

odac interview was scaryyy! yumin went first, then mel then me. i was feeling sooo nervous being the last person to go for the interview. after mel came out and before it was my turn, nice legs went out of the room and then while he was walking back in, he SMILED at me! (: (: (: (: (: then i went in and the seniors and teachers were there. was really scary cause they were all looking at ME one person! yeah anyways they interviewed me and i just replied accordingly. thankfully, Jesus was with me all along and He made everything alright. XD

sooo i'll have to meet mr lam with the rest and there's maths test tmr and im not exactly sure about the topics which im supposed to know. but ill go read through my notes. and yay! thank God SA is revising through all the past topics for maths so that we can revise for maths common test. <3

hello! im here to blog(:

friday was spent having lunch with wenyi at pizza hut. heard about her story of how her dad's car got banged by a blue lorry and the driver was really inconsiderate! HIT and RUNN lehhhhh. then we met up with yuan yi and headed for nic's house. haha nic's dog, tudy is really CUTE ahh but im scared of dogs! lol.. then zihao came and we spent two and half hours doing our gpp. yeah sooo we finallyyy finished our first draft for gpp! after that, wenyi and i went to town cause wen wanted to buy a present for her mum, but in the end, we ended up shopping for ourselves. hurhur. went to take neoprints at cine but the machine was super LOUSY! it hanged like every TWO or THREE seconds! my godddd. went to zara after that and wen got herself a nice denim skirt(its not short btw) and i got myself a skirt too and we became HAPPY people(: ate a bit more after that and went home. it was niceee going out with wen. XD

TODAY, met up with GRACIAthebum and we went to suntec to eat. had sakae sushi.


sooo you have a happy me(:

and then gracia and i started eating and eating...


and we ATE thissss much


AND BECAME HAPPY PEOPLE(:


then we shopped around and i got myself five pairs of earrings and she got herself three pairs of earrings.i got myself a pair of heels tooooo(: met up with gracia's bro after that and we went for service. service was reallyyyy good. God never fails to amaze me with what he has installed for me. gracia's bro left to meet his friends after that and me and gracia went to meet our dearest HUIZHI who made us wait for her at starbucks for like TWENTY mins LEHH. yeah then she finally arrived and we ordered our food. TALKED, SLACKED, ATE, and just enjoying ourselves. AIYA, THEY ROCKKKKKKK. XD

best friend and me(:




went for first today with serene, sean, stan and liming. (: nic was supposed to come then he overslept. hurhur. today's message was good. pastor lian preached about wisdom and i really need wisdom in many areas of my life, especially in my studies. :X

lunch at kenny rogers with serene and nic after that. mrs khan's tuition and then maths tuition. stupid marc ditched me for his grp of hwa chong friends who suddenly came for tuition today so OKAY NVM.

history test tmr and i havent finish studying yet!! oh noooo. tmr's gonna be a busy and longg day and theres napfa. I CANNOT DO STANDING BROAD JUMP. I DONT KNOW WHY. nvm, i shall go take a bath now, take my history notes and snuggle up in bed and try to study as much as i can. (:

im aching all over today. yesterday i ran my 2.4km and yeah i guess i tried my best. i STILL CANT do standing broad jump. feel like killing myself pls. ohh and we finally handed in our PI. (: am i glad or what? no more very late nights for now.

after sch, had odac physical training. kelvin led the PT. did 20 push ups, 20 sit ups, 20 ranger kicks, 20 ranger jumps and 50 jumping jacks for THREE sets. then we played hand ball and ran 2.4km again. there'll be physical training next wednesday again. hoho. :X

bathed in sch and then went for dinner with qihui. went to town and ate pepper lunch first. then we went to macs and ordered fries. then we went to tcc and ordered oreo cheesecake and an oreo drink. haha. ate a lot and we felt super full. but we're all happy girls after that. XD

went home after that and talked to huizhi for some time. nice catching up with her after sooo long(: TODAY shall be spent staying at home slacking and catching up on my schoolwork, especially for history cause theres TWO history tests on MONDAY and TUESDAY respectively. i dont think i will be able to finish studying though.

had a really packed day at sch today. but i guess its alright cause im getting used to it soon. anyways, went to t-cube cafe after sch with wenyi, jane, jessica, jesse, greg and keith. then keith and wenyi went off first leaving the six of us behind. lol we talked like a lot.. haha all about our secrets yeah i came up with the game that each of us have to tell everyone one secret about ourselves. haha. yeah then we played JENGA before we went back to sch cause jane, jessica and jesse have geo make up lesson. yupp then me and greg walked to the bus stop and we left for home.

we should have a class gathering or just have a simple meal after sch every thursday. (:

yeah and now, i have to do my stupid PI. i think im gonna do badly cause theres SO many comments made by miss wong and i REALLY need to write A LOT more and i CANT cause the max amount of words is five hundred ONLY. ): how to write a good proposal like that? rahhhh :X

there's gonna be napfa and ODAC physical training tmr. AHHHHHH. ah wells, nvm. the weekend is coming and im looking forward to it. (: meanwhile, God bless all.

im BACK from ODAC CAMP! (: it was damnn good.

well for friday, we met at 7pm. i was in group ONE and my grp members consist of siying, eunice, nat, mel, peiyu, edmund, tzurayuki and hakim. yeah our leaders were cheryl, rong rong, henry and yuan ling(?) we got ready our stuff and we had obstacle course. haha it was alright. then we pitched our tents and slept at around 1am.

saturday - woke up at 5 plus to take a bath then assembled at the galleria at 6am. had PT. omg, it was like super tiring and i was sweating like mad alrdy. had breakfast and we assembled to go to ubin. yeah reached ubin and we walked A LOT to our destination. the seniors were like rushing us and we were trying our best. sweat like mad again. pitched our tents and we had orienteering after that. i think we walked like around the whole of pulau ubin. seriously, we walked A LOT. omg, i have nvr nvr walked so much in a day before.

had games and scenarios during the orienteering too. had field cooking during the evening and i think our grp really bought a lot of food! which was good. teehee. yeah then we had campfire. each of our grp had to put up an item. yeah then the J3 seniors put up a performance too! hahah. overall, it was good even though the campfire wasnt very strong.

after that, we had NIGHTWALK and SOLO NIGHT. firstly, we walked as a grp to our destination to a particular hut. from there, each of us had to walk a distance where we'll meet two J2 seniors where they'll assigned us a place for us to stay for the night. ONE PERSON spending the night in the wilderness. YES PLS. yeah so i was the third person to walk and i was feeling really scared at first cause walking alone during night time at pulau ubin is NO joke i tell you. yeah so i sang while i walked. LOL. then i saw two J2 seniors, KELVIN and another girl senior and they assigned me a place to stay put. sooo yeah did my reflection and thought about A LOT of things while i was alone. but its good to know that i always have Jesus with me. the flies were super annoying and there were lots of mosquitoes..but yeah i didnt really think about much stuff and slept....until the seniors came to pick us up at like 4 hours later. but during that time where i was alone, time felt like it was passing like eternity..

next day, we got up at 7 to unpitch our tents and went back to sch. at sch, we cleaned up our stalls and had debriefing before we were dismissed. went to eat tao huay with qihui and windri after that before going home to BATH and SLEEP. overall, the camp was really really good cause i've learnt a lot of things. actually, there were many other stuff which happened but im quite lazy to elaborate. ahaha. sooo ill tell u if u ask me! (: yeah i like my grp pretty much and im really glad im in grp 1 (:

sch tmr and i forgot what hw i have. thanks a lot.