hello people! i havent been blogging for quite some time because ive been really busy with schoolwork and cca that i dont have much time to blog. well, sometimes thats a lie. i just dont feel like blogging. so the weekdays mostly consist of sch, cca, msp and tuition. and my weekend is reserved for church and tuitions. and hardly anything exciting happened (not that i can think of) so (: im not watching my korean show now because i watched them on the internet already! but i havent finish watching all the episodes yet though.

today was cca teambuilding day and it went pretty well, considering the number of dry runs and preparation that we had. was the facilitator for CRC and at first, i was kinda scared that i wouldnt make a good facilitator at all. but then all glory to God, everything went well and im really glad that i got to know everyone in CRC better! (jess, windri, tiffany, jiexin, teri and celine) its a pity chandra was sick or else he could have join us. overall, im really really glad that everything went well and i guess everytime after such an activity, i come out a stronger girl. a more independent lady. i dont deny that im such a weakling at times with my rollercoaster emotions but thank God He never gives up hope on me and thank God for all the lovely friends who had been there for me. no words could ever express how much i really thank daddy for friends like that.

there's pretty much a lot of work to do for me but im really such a procrastinator. always delaying my work, telling myself that theres still tmr and when tmr comes, theres still another tmr. bad habit clarice. today, im gonna give myself a good rest and then wake up tmr morning for church. i gotta admit that i really do miss church and services. yeah, and two tasks coming up for clarice would be first aid refresher course and LTC and im giving it to daddy that He will make everything right for me. goodnight ppl and God bless!

btw, today while taking the train home after cca teambuilding, i was so tired that i fell asleep and my head landed on this lady's shoulder beside me (somehow or rather). but i was too embarrassed to wake up so i pretended to move my head up and pretended to sleep until i reach pasir ris. haha.

the feeling of helplessness is when you stare at your work and nothing comes into your mind. when you look at your question paper and realise that you actually cant do any of your chemistry questions. and you wonder why. and then you pray but there's no reply.



'there's a story behind everything. how a picture got on a wall. how a scar got on your face. sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. but behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin'.

its only the second day of school and i feel like its nearing the mid year alrdy. history test, math test, chem test, econs test. aiya, u name it they have it. like what marc says, 'the jcs now all super enthu' haha and when msp starts, my sch ends on the average at 6PM on mon, tues and thurs and about 8PM on wed and fri. today, i was walking to the train station with jess and i realised that its one of the FEW times that i get to go home on a bright and sunny day cuz usually whenever im going home, the sky is usually dark.

haha, alright i think i should go back to doing my math. math. math.

mmmmmmm (: God bless ya all people.

weeeee, so like school's starting in a few hours time. gosh, this holiday really just fly by huh. so ive been staying at home trying to finish up my hw. bet many of you are doing about the same thing as me XD

geez, 2006's been pretty good, although not exactly good. and i know year 2007's gonna be a better year yo. haha. the thought of turning eighteen in ten months four days time makes me feel old, but excited. like hi, clarice's eighteen now (:

okayyy, so God bless everyone and hope you guys will have a good and fun time in school ming tian! (:

HAPPY BLESSED YEAR 2007 TO ALL! (: