
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Friday, December 29, 2006
the GUYS.
less than a week to sch reopening!!!
NVM, before that, A3 outing first! XD
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
God makes us strong we'll see His will be done
From the highest place
He came to save us
We stand in the power of His name
Salvation's work in our lives proclaim,
Living from the kingdom of hope within us
Shine Your light
Be that city of light
We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all
Colours flowing through my life
I'm not the same now my heart desire
To see the whole world come to know You
I'll shine my light
Be that city of light
We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all
Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna shout Jesus is Lord
Shine Your light
Be that city of light
We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all
He's the Lord of all
He's the Lord of all the Earth
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all
this is currently my favorite song. everytime i hear this song, i feel a sense of victory. (:
Monday, December 25, 2006
(:
go watch this! http://www.furryfish.com/gallery.html# ----> a furry christmas - the one with the black sheep.
Friday, December 22, 2006
thats the back view from my room. its quite err..empty.
jc south girls and still without eunice.
the bestie since childhood (:
kaiyannnn!
gary and kanna. haha im like standing beside two muscularrrr man.
kaiyan and denise. two of my favorite ppl in dare (:
ruoyun (:
me, eunice and kailin.and finally, the whole jc south cg! XD
yeahhhh. and thats the photos taken with my favorite people during hm6. missed out some though. heh. it was good seeing all the old friends again. somehow, they just put a smile in my heart. our group was called billabong when we played games and i really liked our cheer! it goes like this...
B for Billa
B for Bong
B for BillaBong
Billabong BONG!
BILLABONG!
it has this very bongy feeling. hahaha. today, i went christmas shopping with rachel and it was quite fruitful! hee. i just hope i have enough time to buy ALL the presents i wanna give to all my love ones! then met up with parents and brother for dinner and went to the new ikea to walk around. the place is hugeeeee. so yeahhhh thats about all. God bless ya all. (:
Thursday, December 21, 2006
HM6 was definitely a blast. it was my first history maker camp and boy, the experience was definitely different.
im glad that i get to know my cg ppl better and it feels great to just feed on the word of God everyday.
too much to say, but lazy to write it here. hehehe.
now, its time for CHRISTMAS!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Friday, December 15, 2006
bs was good today (:
me: at least your group name is better than mine, mine is like the worst la
kannan: whats your group name? THIS FASHION AH?
when other jc clusters feel that their group names are bad, they hear mine and they immediately feel much better. THANKS AH PEOPLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
and i realised that i actually have a set of naruto's cd set which was UNOPENED (!!!) while i was looking through my letters XD and stuff. so yeah i watched like eight episodes of the show. and zzz the eight episodes which i watched right, its damn niceeeeeee okay! im like WOW. haha. and i actually cried a bit cuzzzz its so touching. but then again, u know i find that anime are kinda long winded? i mean they used like eight episodes to finish ONE battle. wahlao ehhhh ONE battle okayyyy. and then im listening to edison chen's album now. and and and since its the christmas season, i just thought ill put the links up in red and green. hohoho.
i think im very random today.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
"maybe cuz it just shows how great you are la."
okay, im sorry but i thought this is really funny. hahah. i can imagine a lot of people shaking their heads. hoho. ITS FUNNY OKAY. and its even funnier to hear boys, especially weien, talk about girls. TSKTSKTSK.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
huizhi and gracia are in touch rug camp. bet they're gonna miss me lots. XD
Monday, December 11, 2006
you know sometimes shit really do happen. and you ask God why. why you of all people. its like, you really really look forward to things only to be disappointed in the end.
like almost every single fucking time.
maybe its just me. im never exactly good in anything. im just AVERAGE. freaking AVERAGE in everything and it sucks. in my life, studies, sports, friendship or whatever. sometimes i really feel very pathetic.
Friday, December 08, 2006
because of the praise and worship. gosh, i have never felt God's presence so real for quite a while. and i've never cried so much for a long long time. yeah. its like pastor talked about the spirit of rejection and im like wow..just what i needed. because of that particular thing, i have been feeling like shit a lot lately. it kinda makes me think all the negative thoughts. and when the leaders prayed for me, i cant help it but cry like a baby. they prayed and spoke blessings into my life and stuff.
and no words can express the peace which i felt after that. and its not like words can express the whole experience. it was just simply awesome. i know things have changed, but i dont know what or where or when. i just knew it. because GOD is LOVE.
thanks jess for inviting me. i really appreciate it lots. (: food, company and presence of God was great. hee. i really like jess church cuz its small and really, everybody knows everybody well. and they are so friendly and nice (: but it also made me realise that no matter where i am, daddy is always there. because at first i thought it was just gonna be another usual session, but before i know it, poof there He was. it felt like my own church camp and like it could last forever..His presence was really strong and i just could bask in it forever. i really love tonight. really, nothing beats being in the house of God because it satisfies my needs and wants and my cry and hunger for this thing called love.
BTW, my phone is spoilt SUDDENLY and so ALL MY CONTACTS ARE GONE. NICEEEEE. if your reading this, pls send me your name together with your number please? XD thank you! hehehe.
CHANGE IS GOOD.
goodnight.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
after that, went home to change and then met chen pei to study. haha supposedly. i thought we were going to the library so i only brought my history qns paper to do research there but then the dear girl changed her mind last min. so we went to coffee bean in the end. heh. had a bit of lunch at taka and i saw SAW shamir. before that, we went to popular to get some stuff and i think i made her 'lose' 15 bucks. hahaha. but then again, CHENPEI, ITS ALL ABOUT HONESTY AND INTEGRITY. (go read your ngeeann foolscap k!)
she did her work, but i had no work to do. so i took a short nap and then she introduced me to a game called CRAZYTAXI and its really CRAZY. OMG. eh, damn fun la. i was so engrossed and played so skillfully that the com hanged for ONCE and it ran out of batt in about 30 mins when it was supposed to run out of batt only in an hour. after that, i read the newspaper and copied an article out. heh. went to heeren at about 8.30pm and she and i both got some stuff and then dinner = wanton noodle + bubble tea = satisfied clarice.
SO, it was good okay. heehee.
on a totally random note, you know sometimes i really hate being in a place where i know everybody but yet i dont know anyone. you know the feeling really sucks when i dread it so damn much. i keep telling myself that the next time it would be better and then the next time it just become worst. and i wonder is it me or is it me? its not that i yearn for any attention but maybe you could at least use your eyes and see that this poor girl here does exist and spare a thought for her feelings? and i feel like this is just gonna get worst.
seriously, i cant wait for this to end because i really feel very tortured.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
WHY?
because i followed my brother to the childcare. he was like crying and didnt wanna go so i, being the nicest sister ever, followed him to the childcare from 9am to 6pm. bye 9 hours. but it was quite fun. hahah. we went to watch happy feet (again) and then had lunch at macs, playing at the playground, teaching the kids how to DRAW, taking photos (they wanted to take with me), watching them learn hip hop dance, playing soccer and lastly, playing hide and catch. and they didnt wanna me to go yet when my mum came. hahah. sign of grace and favor YO. ^_^
wahhhh, damn nice. some of the kids are like really really cute. hoho. and i thank you daddy for the grace and favor to get along well with them (: really, i dont think i will get along well with them without you. so im a happy girl overall today though i was quite grouchy at first. i have a soft spot for kids who goes 'jie jie, can you help me......' (in their sweetest voice) i cant say no. haha. yup think i shld go get a good rest now. and best thing is, mummy says she dont mind giving me money for helping her look after isaac. heh. byeeeee!
PS, i finally found people who truly appreciate my drawing and coloring! HEE HEE HEE.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Sunday, December 03, 2006
so we played games and mingled with them. my goodness, theres this one game whereby 5 ppl had to finish up two tubs of ice cream and it was like a competition to see which grp could finish up the ice cream faster. so everyone was like chionging to see who could finish the ice cream faster. ice cream torture i tell you!! i dont think ill touch ice cream for at least a week. but then again, i think i always change my mind. haha.
after that, i went home and got ready for cg. hee. made sandwiches for potblessing. then i met up with the rest of the cg for potblessing at eunice's house. the world is like so super small i tell you, because this girl called sheryl in my cg..shes in the same class as shamir now and used to be in the same class as qi during first three months. im like wow. so qi said if she had stayed in cj, then she probably be in the same class as shamir..but then again, everything would be oh so different.
cg was good. we discussed about a lot of weird qns and it kinda feels good to know that at least your not the only one who thinks 'weirdly' because at one point or another, we all ask ourselves weird qns. we got too carried away and thus we didnt manage to finish today's cg message. but it was still good anyhow. then rach and me went to meet huizhi at ang mo kio mrt station (makes me think of jess suddenly) and rach went back home with her parents. me and huizhi wanted to take train but the train stopped at toapayoh (now it makes me think of nicky) and told all of us to get off..so we didnt manage to get to city hall and had to take a cab home in the end.
i really really think that this world work in a very unpredictable manner and sometimes i really think that boys are doltish. haha okay, goodnight and God bless you world.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
"You know sometimes in life you meet people who disappoint, judge or even hurt you. And over some time your heart might put up "fences" to make sure that you don't get hurt. You don't dare to love again because you don't want to get hurt. You don't dare to be open again because you don't want to be judged.
But you know what? You don't have to fear. You don't have to put up "fences", you don't have to isolate yourself. Because Daddy is mighty to save. haha. He is really is! Daddy is a wise Dad. He gives you favor with everyone you meet but the favor comes with protection.
2 Corinthians 12:9And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Do you know sufficient ( G714) in Greek means::
1. to be possessed of unfailing strength
(a) to be strong, to suffice, to be enough to defend, ward off
(b) to be satisfied, to be contented
haha. When you're strong in yourself, Daddy want to but He can't protect you. Daddy didn't ask you to enjoy the weakness and wallow in it but in the midst of your weakness, know that His Hand is mighty to save. His Hand is strong and able to place that favor and blessing upon you even when you are in that valley."
thank you for speaking to me daddy. amen.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
"sshhhhhh, can you hear who are they calling?"
"MEEEEEEEEE!"
i really really really hope tmr will be good.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
and praise and worship was brought to a higher level for me. really. it touched me in many ways and made me think quite a bit again. haha for the good this time though. kinda heard Him talk to me and reaffirming me of some stuff. heh. it was just so......good to be in God's presence and i really could spend every night away like that. i wouldnt mind. coming to think of it, the only reason why i think im staying on this Earth is because of Jesus and i think my life is made to worship Him.
qi is back from china and nicky is off to hongkong, AND rach is coming back on monday! hopefully we can go fetch them but the thing is, i dont know if they're arriving at terminal one or two. oh nooooo, rach told me all the details but left this one out :/
i guess i finally know what my lovelies meant when they told me that there are many more fishes in the sea. i think i met quite a few good fishes recently. hahaha. today, i saw a pair of shoes which looks like yours and it made me think of you......but nvm, i think im fine now. thankyou.
goodnight ppl. first tmr, i hope i dont fall asleep during service! heh. God bless (:
Friday, November 24, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
so tues, like i said, we went to dawn's house to get ready for val's surprise birthday party! here are the pictures!


arrival of the birthday girl... (:
next up was dinner and more pictures!
then was the dancing part. haha. HELLO, MEET THE TWO MOST CRAZY-MAD-FUNNY-PARTNERS, QI AND HUIPING.



playing with sparkles...
and then the cutting of cake (:
wednesday
went kayaking with the odac ppl. it was fun. i got forced to learn how to swim and i was like really slowwww. had fun for the first time being the first aider of odac. hahaha. was really scared for the capsizing of the raft part though. cuuz we had to tap the bottom of the raft three times before we can come out of the raft and i dont like staying underwater with my body upside down. overall, it was fun la. haha the second lesson's on 4th dec. heh. dinner at kfc with odacers. then took bus with qi. AND TOOK THE WRONG BUS. hohoho. k my bad. ended up at some unknown place and then qi was going mad because i said 135 and 136 goes to the same place since its only different by 1 number! haha she looks like she was ready to kill me anytime please. thank goodness i managed to send her to city hall so that she can go back home safely.
thursday
met up with sereneseahshuling. ice cream at island creamery. then crystal jade at holland v. wanted to catch a movie at tiong bahru after that but there wasnt any good timing for the shows so we went to cathay instead to watch a good year. was pretty boring. not very nice. dinner at wisma and long talks with the girl. haha was a good day spent. (:
friday
met up with odacers for prata before heading for trekking. played games and all. then we had to rush back cuz we were kinda late. and my gawd..i started to breathe so freaking fast i felt weird. my breathing was so fast and short it wasnt like going to all parts of my body. so i stopped and walked slowly back. dinner after that at thomson plaza. KFC BABY! heh and talked quite a bit to the odacers. hoho. bus ride back home was lonnnnnnggggggg.
"change is the only constant" so true huh.
i think that at times where i feel like im dragging everybody down and when i feel like i cant hold on much longer, it always warms my heart to hear people cheering me on, asking if i feel alright, holding my hand to pull thru together and carrying my bag so that i can run faster. its really at times like this where from the bottom of my heart, i really love where i am.
sometimes its so easy to know it in your head but so hard to believe it in your heart. but then again, maybe all you need is just a little faith in Him to put things right for you. take the first step out of your comfort zone and place ur trust in Him and see Him do wonders in your life. i think im beginning to learn and see that happening.
goodnight world(:
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
meeting up with jess, audrey and cui then headed to dawn's house, got ready the balloons, AUDREY IS SCARED OF BALLOONS, pictures, got ready the food and stuff, hid behind the wall to give val a surprise, sang val her birthday song, ate ate ate, talked talked talked,more pictures, the funniest ever performance by val, qi, ping and jane, learning dance steps from cui, tribal dance, just dancing, having people starting at us, moremore pictures, sparkles, AUDREY IS ONCE AGAIN SCARED OF SPARKLES, SCANDALSSSS, cutting of cake, lots of laughter and fun = one of the bestest day in the month of november.
ill post pictures up later on and btw,
HAPPY 17th birthday VAL! (:
Monday, November 13, 2006
AND,
I
WENT
TO
CUT
MY
HAIR
TODAY.
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.
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but it doesnt make much of a difference though.
tmr marks the official end of PW. i seriously hope they dont take pw out of our system anymore because, hey! pw is so fun and nice right! X)
Saturday, November 11, 2006
spend the day going back to sch for odac meeting. now i know what people mean when they say choose a JC nearer to your home? haha. goshhhh, but i still like my school (: just that sometimes travelling for one hour for a meeting which last twenty mins is...... :/ after that met up with serene to bake cookies! haha she wanted to bake for nicco and me, of course i bake for my lovely friends! the results as shown below..haha the cookies were mmm kinda thin though. hoho.
the end of OP! hehehe. no more written report and oral presentation! yayness x100000000 to that! hahaha. had lunch and watched step up with half the class and it was niceeee just hanging out with the classmates. heh. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: nicky and cui jumping on the trampoline. XD
after that, chomp chomp with the three other girls and it was good. haha food was never bad yo. and then tuition.
friday was juz slacking and stupid day. dinner with huizhi and then juz talked and talked and talked.
TODAY
today was the hip hop event and woah, it was funnnnnn. way cool. haha praise and worship was execptionally good(: sermon was short and sweeeeeeeeet. dinner with cg after that. overall, it was nice and fun. AND yay, im going for camp. my FIRST history maker camp YOOOO buddy.





goodnight ppl.
and i guess it didnt matter if i danced or not. cuz what matter most is i've learnt something out of this. its to go ahead and do what i like the next time without having to feel embarrassed or scared. i like it, ill take it. its not about having to excel, but its all about trusting God in areas where i am weak and just......enjoying myself and have fun. i think thats what i've learnt and its good.
Monday, November 06, 2006






then we left at around 10pm plus. didnt manage to walk the whole of vivo though. too big la. haha anyway, the above pic is a classic shot la. huizhi suggested it. go figure how we took it!
and finally, the bestest and nicest sister in the whole wide world. i heart you lots. (:

GOD BLESS.
can you lay your life down so a stranger can live
can you take what you need, but take less than you give
could you close every day without the glory and fame
could you hold you head high when no one knows your name
that's how legends are made - at least that's what they say
we say goodbye - but never let go
we live we die - cuz you can't save every soul
gotta take every chance to
show that you're the kinda of man who
will never look back - never look down
and never let go
can you lose everything you ever had planned
can you sit down again and play another hand
could you risk everything for the chance of being alone
under pressure find the grace - or would you come undone
that's how legends are made - at least that's what they say
The Guardian is a damn good show. ashton kutcher is cute. heh-heh-heh. first in the morning, then went to watch the guardian with huizhi. and tuitions after that. (:
"So Others May Live"
Saturday, November 04, 2006
today i finally went for my first denise cg. hurhur. been hesistating whether i should go and this constant hesistation lasted for like what? from march till now. been quite a while. but nonetheless, i think im glad that i went. because, really, i think God is just putting everything into place and for me to grow and learn more. so overall, today's cg was good. (:
met up with jess, cui and the rest of jess youth cg later on for barbecue food and a sharing session at her aunty's house at holland. it was good too. heh. i enjoyed myself a lot. *nicky and qi, next time must come along la! i feel very mmm..homely when i go for her youth cg. you know sometimes being in sucha big church where the youth ministry is also big doesnt allow you to know everyone. the feeling is totally different. i think daddy is teaching me something along this line. but i dont know what is it yet though. nonetheless, thanks jess for inviting me! after that, sean and sherry (supercuteandmatchingcouple) fetched me and cui home. thank you to the both of them. heh-heh-heh.
so now im home.
happy and full as can be (:
goodnight world.
God bless.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
HAPPY 17TH NICOLE TOH!
hope you liked the presents (and yes i know you do)
(:
morning started off damn badly. my maid woke me up at 645am and im like !!!! im LATE alrdy. so i thought maybe ill go to sch after math lecture but NO, miss wong called and said i MUST reach sch by 810am to see the principal and all. then she say cannot be late ah. then im like shucks! omgzzz. really pressed for time and i seriously felt like crying. yeah but in the end, managed to reach sch on time and had some principal talk. Daddy has really shown me His grace this time round. like what nicky said,'never knew TWO points was SO important' hurhur. now i know.
math lecture. econs lecture. then me, jess and nicky went to cine to watch the prestige. its a super good show i tell you. was kept in suspense all the way till the end of the show. qi didnt join us because shes not feeling well. EH, PS LA. then juz walked ard town and ate with the two i-cannot-find-words-to-describe girls. LOL (loads of loveeee) yeah then nicky gotta go homee. walked ard somemore with jess and then we decided to go home because for once, jess legs felt tired and she was gonna kockout any moment.
so by right, i was supposed to go home too. BUT by left (i see nicky's eyes rolling), i dont know why but i landed myself up in church, for bible study on a thursday evening, alone. haha. the feeling of going to church alone came back and it felt not bad. heh. anyway, service was good but the praise and worship part, was excellent. nothing can beat that. and then i went home a happy girl(:
God bless ya all.
shalom
shalom
shalom shalom
sar shalom...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
i have no idea why i cant reply on my tagboard so im just gonna reply here. haha. cui, yeah the grp photo is cute. i mean you must see whose in the photos right? ^_^
monday morning was spent doing OP dry run 1. omg, i got so nervous during the answering of qns session that i stumbled on my words and my answers were kinda crappy. hurhur. nvm, gotta try to do better for dry run 2 next wed. :/
after that, met up with chenpei the lameshitgirl to celebrate our birthdays. hohoho. had dinner at the village/marche and then tcc. super freaking full pls. but i miss that girl. man, shes doing so freaking well in poly while im struggling to get promoted! ahmygawddd. the next time we meet up, we go k-box k? then we'll go study together. heh-heh-heh. cant wait to see you the next time! had a great time with you(:
TUESDAY was spent with these two ah mas aka jess and qi.. (with nicky ps-ing us because of her bowling training)
AT...
playing combat skirmish. it is the only painless real-life outdoor combat simulation game in Singapore and its so freaking fun like mad. omg, i had a real time of my life running around fort canning trying to kill my opponents (qihui). felt as though i was a soldier fighting a war for my country. HAHAHA. but it was really damn fun. we signed up for the membership and i tell you right, next time we must play combat skirmish as part of class gathering. CONFIRM 100% FUN AND LAUGHTHER. hanged around with jess youth grp after that and i guess ive learnt a lot. her youth group is small and cosy and its like everybody knows everybody. new creation is now getting so big that sometimes its kinda hard to even know who are all the people in campus itself. hurhur but i think its nice to have a whole new feel of things which ive heard people say of, but never really experienced it myself.AND TODAY morning, met up with the pw grp members to discuss about OP. was super pissed off at first because i walked to my bus stop ONLY to find my wallet lying happily at home. sfhdkghd;fsgdfkl!!! okay nvm. our grp is the best. we're supposed to meet at 9am and everyone reached at about 10am. so our next meeting would be at 9am which also mean it will start at 10am XD
went back to sch for chinese with laoshi. laoshi is always so super funny. hurhur. odac at 3pm. learnt how to tie the ropes and stuff for rock climbing and mr ho is really niceeeeee. hes like so patient in teaching me and qi what are the things to take note of for rockclimbing. then it started to rain heavily. after odac, me and qi went home AND RIGHT, i tell you i love the rain but im damn scared of lightning!! and to top it off, qi is also super scared of lightning and we had NO umbrella. so in the end, we PRAYED for no lightning to strike us when we cross the road and grabbed each others hands and ran to the mrt station. :X
okay, God bless and byezzzzz.



i think i better start doing some of my holiday homework now. lots to be done.

