wow, this week have been really really busy for me!

fri - reuben's 18th bday! so after sch and odac, i headed down for his bday party at his house despite having a throbbing headache. and as usual, cousin only invited all guys! plus 3 miserable girls (who are his cousins btw) but it was great fun cause his friends are really a sporting and funny bunch of people. haha. took some photos but i havent got the pictures yet cause its in shirlynn's camera.

sat - ss teambuilding. i broke my record and woke up the earliest at 540am and got ready to go to sch. reached sch at like 630am :/ was the facilitator for the scholars and at first, i was really scared cause i didnt know any scholars at all. but then, things turned out pretty good. the scholars were all so sporting and nice! and i really enjoyed myself for the ss teambuilding (: after tt, went for campus and then dinner with the cg.

today was church with the lovelies and i was feeling very very VERY tired. so yeah, fell asleep during service. had lunch at kenny rogers, then we studied at starbucks (i slept all the way) and then went for tuition. hahaha and now, im home with still quite a lot of things to do. :X

so its like 24 more days to block test ONE.

gp
math
econs
hisotry
chem

haha, okay everybody JIA YOU!

yesterday, i didnt go out for any visiting cause i had some work to finish up and also to study for econs test. (which i dont really know how to do anyway) then i met up with gracia and huizhi for dinner at pastamania and just hanging out together, talking about almost everything. (:

today was as usual. sch, odac and stuff. after odac, while on my way home, i suddenly thought of . (i dont know why either) and i realised that for me, some things, no matter how hard i try to forget, traces still linger in my heart.

Ill never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

Ive got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Youll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

Ill wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears

I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

this song feels so applicable to me even till now although it has alrdy been sucha long time ago...

photos taken on v-day! there's two of my most fav ppl in this world plus two of my fav bears! (:

anyway, day 2 of cny was pretty good too. as usual, ATE a lot la. haha. nothing much happened, just the usual visiting, EATING, collecting angbaos and yada yada. oh, but the cousins (me, tricia, shirlynn, reuben, justinn and bryan) with some of the parents went to watch just follow law at 12 midnight, and boy was i surprised to find that the WHOLE cinema was filled up. i thought the cinema would be empty but i guess i was wrong. the show's pretty much retarded and lame. (YES, NO LEGS) HAHA.

schs starting tmr and i shall not slack anymore! (cross fingers) and its damn amazing how my cousin now know my PRIMARY sch friends, my sec sch friends and my jc friends and how my dad friend's son know my cousin and my sec sch friends. haha to cut the long story short, it feels like everyone knows everyone! so friendster like! you know like first degree, second degree friends etc. hee, alrighty im going to count my angbao money now!

God bless ya all! (:

happpy chinese new year to all!

the above pic is part of the cousins united. haha okay, so today's been pretty busy, with all the visiting, ANGBAOS (i could make do with more) plusplus i ate super freaking A LOT! omg, like really a lot. and tmr, i'm gonna eat more again because morning ill be going to my babysitter house (EAT) then to aunty's sally house (EAT AGAIN) and then to pinpin's house (EAT AGAIN AGAIN!)

NICEEEE, suddenly i thought of standing broad jump and...someone really needs to teach me how to jump :/

and my room is once again, yes, in a mess so i feel like cleaning up my room tonight haha or else later all the relatives come they're gonna get a shock of their life seeing how messy my room is XD thats about all. hope all of u guys are having a fun time too! God bless. ^-^

P.S, some say i look chubby and i just looked up the dictionary for the word 'chubby' and this is what it says...

–adjective,

round and plump: a chubby child; a chubby face.

GGXX. OWNAGE. X_X

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

and then from friends to strangers.

after all these years...

happy \/ day people! yozzzz.

sch today was pretty happy! almost everyone gave everyone small little gifts for valentine's day in a3 <3 so sweeeeeeeet. heh. thanks all for the gifts and i hope you guys like the gifts too! haha. after that was odac orienteering. learnt quite a lot of things like using a compass, tying different kinds of knots, reading a map etc. (eh geog people, dont laugh ah) then we had gift exchange for odac. got gift from yumin. (:

AND the rest of the day was a JOKE. met up with huizhi and gracia at tm for dinner at pizza hut. yesterday, huizhi wanted to book a place at pizza hut but then the waiter said dont have to cause he didnt think that there will be a lot of ppl at THIS time (NICEEEEE, just what was he thinking about, its v-day man.) and then huizhi got damn pissed today cause the queue was like SO long. SO the waiter gave us priority to the seats. and then, the waiter spilled COKE on me (!!!) and worst still, my precious BEARS. OMGGG. so right now, my bears uniforms are being washed. but then they gave us discount so...haha.

dinner was good. took photos and also a funny video ^-^ then we juz walked around a bit and wanted to go home. while waiting for a cab, theres this guy who came up to us and he said he wanted to ask us some qns, something like a survey. and then u know what he asked? he asked what was our opinions if a guy just ask a girl for her number on the streets. so we were like obviously NOOO. and then he repeated his qns again which is quite stupid. haha. sooooo retarded.

i THINK that singapore is really a small country. TSK. i THINK i wanna take bus to school with huizhi and gracia from now on. HAHAHA.

btw, im naming my bears valentina and valentino respectively. haha. tina and tino YO. huizhi came up with their names. XD alrighty, goodnight and God bless ya all!

P.S, GRACIA AND HUIZHI, DONT COPY ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG. ITS COPYWRITED.

today is miss wong's birthday! and we wanted to give her a surprise birthday and it WORKED! haha. we pretended that val fainted and cui hurried her to the cafe to check out on val. gosh, her face was so hilarious when she ran towards all of us. hehehe. then we sang her a birthday song, gave her a balloon and dedicate a song to her. (:

FINALLY bought almost all of my chinese new year clothes and stuff ^-^ NICEEEEEE. and tmr is valentine's day. SO, happy valentine/friendship day to YOU!


love me for a reason
and let the reason be love.

hello! today was a pretty okay day (:

sch was alright, except tt math lecture was really tiring! after that, msp..and then...i went off to buy SOME stuff for SOME people. <3 haha.

just got back home. heh. btw, i saw 3 juniors today and they told me quite a lot of people coming to sa this year..yay! haha. and then right, khai (junior sports leader) also coming! NICEEEE.

k la, byeeeee.

actually i have pretty much quite a bit to say but then i guess shit just happens sometimes.


sadly to say, this world works in a way thats way too unfair sometimes.

what about a fair chance in everything that we do? you SERIOUSLY think all of us are given a FAIR chance in EVERYTHING?

i thought i gave my best this time round,

and what did i get back in the end?


but i guess sometimes its really not about myself, but its just all about Him and really seeking joy in whatever you are doing.

nonetheless, sundays with gracia, huizhi, serene, nicco and gary are the best <3

wow, so another week just passed by.

today was spent meeting with ODACers early in the morning (815am) at changi jetty to go to pulau ubin for orienteering. woah, i walked like almost the whole of pulau ubin man, for like 4 hours. after tt, i just came back home, took a bath and knock out until 10pm. hahaha

anyway, congrats to gracia and huizhi for getting third in the touch rug competition! (: proud of u girls! hee. XD

today i realised that the world is actually a reality freak.

survival of the fittest. so true huh.

on another totally random note, school is so tiring today! keep falling asleep during gp lesson. then after sch while eating with ping, val and mal, miss lye saw us and came over and asked why i kept falling asleep. :/ and then i did four freaking hours of msp! omg, really wanted to rot. it felt as though time was ticking SO slowly. gosh.. then had ltc meeting, and then tuition. and now, i have quite a bad headache and im going to bed soon.

AND, all the best for everyone's who taking back their O levels results tmr! God bless ya all! (:

my best 'cousin' haha. monday evening was spent studying with gracia, huizhi, gary, jiaying and their friends and they're really a bunch of nice people. studied till about ten and then gary's dad came and fetched all of us home. its really nice to study with them (:


tuesday was spent meeting sereneseahforest in the evening and just have a bestiedate. haha ate chicken rice and i think tt the chicken rice there was really good! geez, all of you must go try the chicken rice sometime k? its at far east. u can date me out and ill bring u there! then we walked around and talked a lot a lot a lot and then ate again. (:

TODAY, we all went to vivo to watch An Inconvient Truth and it was pretty good, just tt i was really tired so i dozed off a while. :/ before tt was lunch with the class ^-^ and i made a new friend today. LOL.

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee and God bless ya all!

didnt go to church today cause i woke up with a really really bad sore eye. so i rested a while more until like 10am plus before meeting gracia and huizhi for lunchhhhhh. heh. they're both two retarded asses who really can make everything becomes (: ! haha. after lunch, we went to macs to study and saw teoweiennnnnnn! he went to the toilet like 4 times within an hour! hurhur. *reminds me of someone who goes toilet very often in school*

after that was tuitiontime. it was pretty okay. after tuition was back to macs to look for gracia and huizhi and then had dinner plus study a bit more. and NOW, im home. gonna sleep soon and get ready for school tmr! daddy, bless everyone with a good and blessed week ahead, especially mine! amen.

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh dont lose your head'
Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

hello all. havent been updating for quite some time huh. alrighty, i just finished my rafting proposal draft one and i hope its gonna be good.

anyway, i really hate cramps. they make me feel so annoyed/pissed/upset for i-dont-know-what-reasons. and then they hurt so badly i literally had to squat down.

yeah, my life's been pretty random so far. church tmr! (: