Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay



today's our last pe with mr lam! definitely will miss him. netball today was funnnnn. heh. i think we really played till we were all very exhausted. i wanted to eat mixed rice today but you know like they have such limited variety of food....tsk..oh after sch, we (dawn,ping,jess,marcus and me) were walking out of the school and then he banged his head unto a wall....and it was really funny. haha. see grow so tall for what! and im not gonna say what happened next. :D

went to study a bit before going for maran. saw sereneseah and audrey! haha. hey bestie, hope you get well soon...(: and these few days, i keep forgetting about things...like i cant remember what i have tmr and i have to think really hard to remember....:/

and i have run out of things to blog.
ha ha ha.
okay byeeeee.

okay, im back from seeing the doctor and have taken my medicine.
but my nose is still blocked although the headache has subsided.
i always expect medicine to work immediately once its in my stomach. and i tend to forget that it takes time for the medicine to take effect. hurhur.
ANYWAY,

ITS 98 MORE DAYS TO THE START OF A LEVELS!!
and
115 MORE DAYS TO END EVERYTHING.

:/

argh, im really not feeling well.
its like this sick feeling with running nose, then blocked nose..and when i sleep i have to breathe through my throat and then now my throat hurts too.
and the constant headache...before and after i sleep.
:/

SO its true...

OHMYGOD. im still in a state of shock.

if theres a time where i know how to spell SHOCK,
ITS NOW.

im having THE SHOCK of my life right now.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!

its so freaking scary if its true.

gosh....and i think now i know why it never worked out.
AHHHHHH
*SCREAMSS!!!!!*

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity


well, these few days been pretty fruitful for learning journey...from learning how to play volleyball to salsa to balloons to henna drawing with the classmates and helping out at comic drawing!

and sometimes, all it takes is just one person to perk up your day (:

my favourite fang-jie in the world! (:

learning fest tmr and thurs! hope it's gonna be good!

today is one of the most exciting school day ever. hurhurhur.

bye!

its a new school week,

so God bless everyone in school!

(:

hello! i love fridays, cause there's no school on saturday and sunday. (:

anyway, today's a good day! sch ended at 1230pm with me winning dawn, qi and jess in scissors, paper, stone! hahaha. after sch, cui and i went to marina square to cut out hair at heatwave! i keep thinking it was waveheat. hurhur. anyway anyway, i think we're the real fang sisters now! gosh..lol and the hairdresser was irritatingly funny. when he cut my fringe, he went like 'oohhhh ooppssss...' and my heart nearly stopped beating, only to find out that he was just playing a joke on me. he did the same to cui...JOKER MAN.

after that, cui and i went to get donuts! been eating too much donuts these few days...ate munchy donuts with ping on wed..haha then we just walked and talked and walked and talked and then took a train home. hee and it was really fun! (: will post pictures up when i get them from cui. hehe. enjoy yourself later with ur hockey friends fang jie!

anyway, im home nowwww and ill be going for cg later! hope it'll be good. yeap. andddd tmr's rapture with the lovelies! hahaha. okayyyyy bye now! God bless ya all!

cant wait for the weekends to come!

& thank goodness sch ends at 12.30pm tmr

cause i think i really need this weekend to settle my thoughts.

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnt even matter

im so bored.

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okay, maybe not anymore.

:D

happy 15th birthday trish! hope you liked your present and had a fun day yesterday. and PLEASE dont get me that thing for my birthday. pleaseeeeee X infinity..

after sch yesterday, had lunch at pizza hut with nicky, dawn, ping and audrey. finally had a good meal cause the last time we went there, i ordered the wrong kind of food. hur... after lunch, met up with cousin to studyyyy. and it was rather productive. heh. then we walked around tm to get trish her birthday present and we finally decided on a pair of billabong slippers. though its a little oversized, i still think it looks nice! then met up with trish, bj and jj for dinner at ljs.........and decided to walk home all the way from tm! the walk home was funnnn, especially when you walk with a group of funny cousins. :D




and thats trish's present from bj and jj...thought it was really cute. heh. so okay! the weekends are here. enjoy your weekend people! before sch starts on monday! byeeeeeeeee.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
.
.
.
.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

(thanks dawnieeee for sending me this song, one of the best!)

hello! today was really nice... :D

played netball during pe and i was playing happily when the attack of the cramps came! so i stopped playing and watched the rest played. mr lam's leaving us soon! i feel pretty sad that he's leaving...but tuesday never fails to make me happy because its fried food day = chicken cutlet day! haha but i have a feeling that im gonna get sick of it soon. yeah soon.....miss tan didnt come to sch today so we didnt have chem..went to the library with dawnie and wen...and it feels really good to just listen to your ipod and STONE.

huiping's and audrey's masterpiece...


after sch, we went to celebrate greg's belated birthday at the hongkong cafe at marina square. the food there's really good. too bad i couldnt drink the milk tea because of....!!

me, dawnie and nicky..


the guys...


me and dawnie then went out to pacific coffee to buy a small piece of cake for greg...but we didnt have a candle so we put a straw on the cake instead..and we sang him a happy birthday song...so happy 18th birthday greg!

the birthday boy!


next up, we took photos and played the fingers game! it was hilarious to play that game.. (:

group photo!


the finger game!


the two remaining survivors...


and then the guys took some....ahems ahems...picture of jesse but i dont think ill post it up here (go read ping's blog for more!) and then it was the walk to the bus stop with ping!

retarded kids...(look whose the uncools here....)


went home to take a bath and then went to meet huizhi and gracia for a good chilling session at tm starbucks! talked about a lot of things and its really nice to just hang out with them, even if its less than two hours. (:



goodnight everyone! God bless ya all!

well, this week's been good. (: outing with the girls (HUIPING, picturesss!) was definitely a blast! two hours of lesson was okay i guess...meeting up with people whom i havent met for a long time was great too..one and half bowl of shilin noodles (shiok!)....and cg outing! :D

i really like this week and i think its a good break for me....cause monday when we all go back to school, we have to work doubly hard! and i really shouldnt procastinate any longer! NICKY!! we have to take action!

heh third tmr and everybody wear green (:

you know although many things might have change overtime,

some things just dont.

just like how i still hear you say, 'what's the worst that can happen?'

the songs which i keep in my ipod but dont listen anymore...

and how ill never want to go ice skating for a date anymore.

yesterday
end of block test! went to ps with audrey, dawn, nicky, val and sammie after math paper...bummed around for like an hour plus sitting at carls junior sharing drinks! sammie, try harder to make nicer ice lemon tea or else your gonna get so full by drinking them up yourself! haha..and when these people are around, laughter is guaranteed. no joke! hurhur. had lunch at pizza hut before catching the transformer...its a really good show! after that, we bought somemore food and val went to the dentist while sammie went for training...and nicky, audrey and dawn accompanied me to get serene's birthday present! thanks a lot! (: and then it was home sweet home...

TODAY
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SERENE SEAH!
well yeah, woke up in the morning and got ready to go out by like noon time...but before i left the house, miss wong called (yes folks) and she asked how i was coping along with my studies. my first reaction in my mind was 'OMG i totally screwed up my block test thats why she's calling me' haha...but she went like 'nooooooo, i just wanted to ask how are you doing...' so im like okayyy and we talked a little...talking about whats my main problem in studying and stuff..and then she told me theres sch on fri and she wants to see me there or else shes gonna call me up..so ill be going to school on friday. time spent travelling > time spent in school..

after that, i travelled to vj bus stop and waited for serene's parents to come fetch me. haha it was meant to be a surprise for serene cause they were going to fetch her from school...anyway i reached early and so i waited for like 20 mins at the bus stop and it was so hot i was perspiring like mad..met vannessa at the bus stop! haha. serene's parents finally came and i tried hiding in the car to give serene a surprise...and i think it was a success! haha she was pretty shocked. heh..

went to her house after that..and i think yuki and i made improvements today! 'yuki, good girl!' *claps claps* lol thanks to serene's parents for buying lunch back for us! btw NICCO, i saw the roses and they're really nice! then we shopped a bit at taka before heading to cine to catch GOAL 2! its a pretty good movie! haha. next up was dinner at miss clarity cafe....

the food there is really niceeeee. and after that we tried looking for........but to no avail..and obviously we asked the wrong people for help cause they couldnt figure out what is the place that we were looking for...tsk.....so in the end we just walked around bugis....and then serene parents came to fetch her home and i went home too. yeapppp hope u had an enjoyable birthday girl! (:

the pictures are with serene so i guess ill probably post them up some other time..meanwhile, i think im going off to bed..haha goodnight everybody!

and jia you huizhi and gracia for the rest of your papers! and jess and ping for bio tmr! (: