two little burnt girls.

nonethess, kayaking was good today. haha finally got one star kayaking. (: but as usual, i feel giddy all over again. so im going to bed now! goodnight world.

dare grad was today and denise asked me to help out with it. boy, saw peeps who used to be in the same cg as me when i was in dare and some others all graduating now. so sweet. made me think of how last year, i was like one of them with the rest of my batch peeps getting to know campus for the very first time in my life. and i know that during this one year, ive grown and learnt much more from God.

so we played games and mingled with them. my goodness, theres this one game whereby 5 ppl had to finish up two tubs of ice cream and it was like a competition to see which grp could finish up the ice cream faster. so everyone was like chionging to see who could finish the ice cream faster. ice cream torture i tell you!! i dont think ill touch ice cream for at least a week. but then again, i think i always change my mind. haha.

after that, i went home and got ready for cg. hee. made sandwiches for potblessing. then i met up with the rest of the cg for potblessing at eunice's house. the world is like so super small i tell you, because this girl called sheryl in my cg..shes in the same class as shamir now and used to be in the same class as qi during first three months. im like wow. so qi said if she had stayed in cj, then she probably be in the same class as shamir..but then again, everything would be oh so different.

cg was good. we discussed about a lot of weird qns and it kinda feels good to know that at least your not the only one who thinks 'weirdly' because at one point or another, we all ask ourselves weird qns. we got too carried away and thus we didnt manage to finish today's cg message. but it was still good anyhow. then rach and me went to meet huizhi at ang mo kio mrt station (makes me think of jess suddenly) and rach went back home with her parents. me and huizhi wanted to take train but the train stopped at toapayoh (now it makes me think of nicky) and told all of us to get off..so we didnt manage to get to city hall and had to take a cab home in the end.

i really really think that this world work in a very unpredictable manner and sometimes i really think that boys are doltish. haha okay, goodnight and God bless you world.

wow, i just received an email from denise which was sent by zj and it just answered all which im going thru right now.

"You know sometimes in life you meet people who disappoint, judge or even hurt you. And over some time your heart might put up "fences" to make sure that you don't get hurt. You don't dare to love again because you don't want to get hurt. You don't dare to be open again because you don't want to be judged.

But you know what? You don't have to fear. You don't have to put up "fences", you don't have to isolate yourself. Because Daddy is mighty to save. haha. He is really is! Daddy is a wise Dad. He gives you favor with everyone you meet but the favor comes with protection.

2 Corinthians 12:9And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Do you know sufficient ( G714) in Greek means::
1. to be possessed of unfailing strength
(a) to be strong, to suffice, to be enough to defend, ward off
(b) to be satisfied, to be contented

haha. When you're strong in yourself, Daddy want to but He can't protect you. Daddy didn't ask you to enjoy the weakness and wallow in it but in the midst of your weakness, know that His Hand is mighty to save. His Hand is strong and able to place that favor and blessing upon you even when you are in that valley."

thank you for speaking to me daddy. amen.

so today was meeting up with rachel and off to vivocity we went. my second time and her first. shopped a little and had lunch. then it was happy feet. the storyline was a bit weird but the penguins are really cuteeeeee. haha. then it was bus ride home and a good talk. all in all, today was a happy day just like happy feet.

"sshhhhhh, can you hear who are they calling?"

"MEEEEEEEEE!"

i really really really hope tmr will be good.

tonight was seriously the best night ever in year 2006. i wouldnt wanna trade anything in this world for tonight man. hillsong united, i heart you lots! hohoho. usually, i only listened to them on cds and stuff, but tonight they came over to ncc and had a worship concert at rock auditorium! the place was like full even though we were in the front queue.

and praise and worship was brought to a higher level for me. really. it touched me in many ways and made me think quite a bit again. haha for the good this time though. kinda heard Him talk to me and reaffirming me of some stuff. heh. it was just so......good to be in God's presence and i really could spend every night away like that. i wouldnt mind. coming to think of it, the only reason why i think im staying on this Earth is because of Jesus and i think my life is made to worship Him.

qi is back from china and nicky is off to hongkong, AND rach is coming back on monday! hopefully we can go fetch them but the thing is, i dont know if they're arriving at terminal one or two. oh nooooo, rach told me all the details but left this one out :/

i guess i finally know what my lovelies meant when they told me that there are many more fishes in the sea. i think i met quite a few good fishes recently. hahaha. today, i saw a pair of shoes which looks like yours and it made me think of you......but nvm, i think im fine now. thankyou.

goodnight ppl. first tmr, i hope i dont fall asleep during service! heh. God bless (:

this week had been good,

and i think i could make do with more of such holidays (:

i dont like to play pool because im not good at it, its kinda boring and i think most importantly, i hear you teaching me how to play and i dont like it.

REWIND BACK TO TUESDAY PLEASE. THANK YOU.

so tues, like i said, we went to dawn's house to get ready for val's surprise birthday party! here are the pictures!

arrival of the birthday girl... (:

next up was dinner and more pictures!
then was the dancing part. haha. HELLO, MEET THE TWO MOST CRAZY-MAD-FUNNY-PARTNERS, QI AND HUIPING.

playing with sparkles...

and then the cutting of cake (:

wednesday

went kayaking with the odac ppl. it was fun. i got forced to learn how to swim and i was like really slowwww. had fun for the first time being the first aider of odac. hahaha. was really scared for the capsizing of the raft part though. cuuz we had to tap the bottom of the raft three times before we can come out of the raft and i dont like staying underwater with my body upside down. overall, it was fun la. haha the second lesson's on 4th dec. heh. dinner at kfc with odacers. then took bus with qi. AND TOOK THE WRONG BUS. hohoho. k my bad. ended up at some unknown place and then qi was going mad because i said 135 and 136 goes to the same place since its only different by 1 number! haha she looks like she was ready to kill me anytime please. thank goodness i managed to send her to city hall so that she can go back home safely.

thursday

met up with sereneseahshuling. ice cream at island creamery. then crystal jade at holland v. wanted to catch a movie at tiong bahru after that but there wasnt any good timing for the shows so we went to cathay instead to watch a good year. was pretty boring. not very nice. dinner at wisma and long talks with the girl. haha was a good day spent. (:

friday

met up with odacers for prata before heading for trekking. played games and all. then we had to rush back cuz we were kinda late. and my gawd..i started to breathe so freaking fast i felt weird. my breathing was so fast and short it wasnt like going to all parts of my body. so i stopped and walked slowly back. dinner after that at thomson plaza. KFC BABY! heh and talked quite a bit to the odacers. hoho. bus ride back home was lonnnnnnggggggg.

"change is the only constant" so true huh.

i think that at times where i feel like im dragging everybody down and when i feel like i cant hold on much longer, it always warms my heart to hear people cheering me on, asking if i feel alright, holding my hand to pull thru together and carrying my bag so that i can run faster. its really at times like this where from the bottom of my heart, i really love where i am.

sometimes its so easy to know it in your head but so hard to believe it in your heart. but then again, maybe all you need is just a little faith in Him to put things right for you. take the first step out of your comfort zone and place ur trust in Him and see Him do wonders in your life. i think im beginning to learn and see that happening.

goodnight world(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

after kayaking today,

whenever i sit down,

i feel like im still floating on a raft and it feels so real and gi.....ddy.....

OMG.

i feel like puking.

:/

today was mad fun.

meeting up with jess, audrey and cui then headed to dawn's house, got ready the balloons, AUDREY IS SCARED OF BALLOONS, pictures, got ready the food and stuff, hid behind the wall to give val a surprise, sang val her birthday song, ate ate ate, talked talked talked,more pictures, the funniest ever performance by val, qi, ping and jane, learning dance steps from cui, tribal dance, just dancing, having people starting at us, moremore pictures, sparkles, AUDREY IS ONCE AGAIN SCARED OF SPARKLES, SCANDALSSSS, cutting of cake, lots of laughter and fun = one of the bestest day in the month of november.

ill post pictures up later on and btw,

HAPPY 17th birthday VAL! (:

YAY! rachel is coming back on the 6th of dec so that means she can celebrate christmas with me and the rest! heh. im really really happy! weeeeeee. cant wait cant wait!

MEANWHILE......
i think i better start doing some of my holiday homework now. lots to be done.

met up with charissa at plaza sing today and it was REALLYREALLY x1000000000 nice catching up with her. havent had a good talk with her for so super long. so we had lunch at long john and then we talked for like hours. mmm it was really nice and i miss her a lot. i think the next time we're gonna see each other would be like during history makers cuz shes like really really busy with her studies and dare stuff.

AND,
I
WENT
TO
CUT
MY
HAIR
TODAY.


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but it doesnt make much of a difference though.

tmr marks the official end of PW. i seriously hope they dont take pw out of our system anymore because, hey! pw is so fun and nice right! X)

wednesday

spend the day going back to sch for odac meeting. now i know what people mean when they say choose a JC nearer to your home? haha. goshhhh, but i still like my school (: just that sometimes travelling for one hour for a meeting which last twenty mins is...... :/ after that met up with serene to bake cookies! haha she wanted to bake for nicco and me, of course i bake for my lovely friends! the results as shown below..haha the cookies were mmm kinda thin though. hoho.

thursday

the end of OP! hehehe. no more written report and oral presentation! yayness x100000000 to that! hahaha. had lunch and watched step up with half the class and it was niceeee just hanging out with the classmates. heh. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: nicky and cui jumping on the trampoline. XD

after that, chomp chomp with the three other girls and it was good. haha food was never bad yo. and then tuition.

friday was juz slacking and stupid day. dinner with huizhi and then juz talked and talked and talked.

TODAY

today was the hip hop event and woah, it was funnnnnn. way cool. haha praise and worship was execptionally good(: sermon was short and sweeeeeeeeet. dinner with cg after that. overall, it was nice and fun. AND yay, im going for camp. my FIRST history maker camp YOOOO buddy.

goodnight ppl.

and i guess it didnt matter if i danced or not. cuz what matter most is i've learnt something out of this. its to go ahead and do what i like the next time without having to feel embarrassed or scared. i like it, ill take it. its not about having to excel, but its all about trusting God in areas where i am weak and just......enjoying myself and have fun. i think thats what i've learnt and its good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aVZ7upoq0k&eurl

pwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpw.

byebye.

PA, PLEASE LET THIS WORK.

went to vivocity with huizhi today. haha we both lost our virgin vivo trip to each other. XD so vivo is like damn bigggggg. omgzzz was a bit giddy when i went there cuz it felt so foreign and there were like lotsa ppl. vivocity = a summary of the main shops in Singapore but more elaborated. ^_^ like what huizhi said, "if i were a tourist, id rather stay at a hotel near sentosa and shop at vivo everyday." hahah. right, so dinner was super good because i was very hungryyyyyyy. then we went to walk around and shop. and i saw val and amanda. heh-heh-heh.










then we left at around 10pm plus. didnt manage to walk the whole of vivo though. too big la. haha anyway, the above pic is a classic shot la. huizhi suggested it. go figure how we took it!



and finally, the bestest and nicest sister in the whole wide world. i heart you lots. (:

GOD BLESS.

Bryan Adams - Never Let Go

can you lay your life down so a stranger can live
can you take what you need, but take less than you give
could you close every day without the glory and fame
could you hold you head high when no one knows your name
that's how legends are made - at least that's what they say

we say goodbye - but never let go
we live we die - cuz you can't save every soul
gotta take every chance to
show that you're the kinda of man who
will never look back - never look down
and never let go

can you lose everything you ever had planned
can you sit down again and play another hand
could you risk everything for the chance of being alone
under pressure find the grace - or would you come undone
that's how legends are made - at least that's what they say

The Guardian is a damn good show. ashton kutcher is cute. heh-heh-heh. first in the morning, then went to watch the guardian with huizhi. and tuitions after that. (:

"So Others May Live"

hopefully there wont be anymore chinese test/exams/lessons for me. AMEN. haha.

today i finally went for my first denise cg. hurhur. been hesistating whether i should go and this constant hesistation lasted for like what? from march till now. been quite a while. but nonetheless, i think im glad that i went. because, really, i think God is just putting everything into place and for me to grow and learn more. so overall, today's cg was good. (:

met up with jess, cui and the rest of jess youth cg later on for barbecue food and a sharing session at her aunty's house at holland. it was good too. heh. i enjoyed myself a lot. *nicky and qi, next time must come along la! i feel very mmm..homely when i go for her youth cg. you know sometimes being in sucha big church where the youth ministry is also big doesnt allow you to know everyone. the feeling is totally different. i think daddy is teaching me something along this line. but i dont know what is it yet though. nonetheless, thanks jess for inviting me! after that, sean and sherry (supercuteandmatchingcouple) fetched me and cui home. thank you to the both of them. heh-heh-heh.

so now im home.
happy and full as can be (:





goodnight world.
God bless.

the trouble with never is never never works.

op dry run 2 tmr.
chinese As in three days time.

on a heavier note, i still cant seem to find my entrypass for chinese As.

okay, before i start this post,

HAPPY 17TH NICOLE TOH!
hope you liked the presents (and yes i know you do)
(:

morning started off damn badly. my maid woke me up at 645am and im like !!!! im LATE alrdy. so i thought maybe ill go to sch after math lecture but NO, miss wong called and said i MUST reach sch by 810am to see the principal and all. then she say cannot be late ah. then im like shucks! omgzzz. really pressed for time and i seriously felt like crying. yeah but in the end, managed to reach sch on time and had some principal talk. Daddy has really shown me His grace this time round. like what nicky said,'never knew TWO points was SO important' hurhur. now i know.

math lecture. econs lecture. then me, jess and nicky went to cine to watch the prestige. its a super good show i tell you. was kept in suspense all the way till the end of the show. qi didnt join us because shes not feeling well. EH, PS LA. then juz walked ard town and ate with the two i-cannot-find-words-to-describe girls. LOL (loads of loveeee) yeah then nicky gotta go homee. walked ard somemore with jess and then we decided to go home because for once, jess legs felt tired and she was gonna kockout any moment.

so by right, i was supposed to go home too. BUT by left (i see nicky's eyes rolling), i dont know why but i landed myself up in church, for bible study on a thursday evening, alone. haha. the feeling of going to church alone came back and it felt not bad. heh. anyway, service was good but the praise and worship part, was excellent. nothing can beat that. and then i went home a happy girl(:

God bless ya all.

shalom
shalom
shalom shalom
sar shalom...

hello world.

i have no idea why i cant reply on my tagboard so im just gonna reply here. haha. cui, yeah the grp photo is cute. i mean you must see whose in the photos right? ^_^

monday morning was spent doing OP dry run 1. omg, i got so nervous during the answering of qns session that i stumbled on my words and my answers were kinda crappy. hurhur. nvm, gotta try to do better for dry run 2 next wed. :/

after that, met up with chenpei the lameshitgirl to celebrate our birthdays. hohoho. had dinner at the village/marche and then tcc. super freaking full pls. but i miss that girl. man, shes doing so freaking well in poly while im struggling to get promoted! ahmygawddd. the next time we meet up, we go k-box k? then we'll go study together. heh-heh-heh. cant wait to see you the next time! had a great time with you(:


TUESDAY was spent with these two ah mas aka jess and qi.. (with nicky ps-ing us because of her bowling training)
AT...
playing combat skirmish. it is the only painless real-life outdoor combat simulation game in Singapore and its so freaking fun like mad. omg, i had a real time of my life running around fort canning trying to kill my opponents (qihui). felt as though i was a soldier fighting a war for my country. HAHAHA. but it was really damn fun. we signed up for the membership and i tell you right, next time we must play combat skirmish as part of class gathering. CONFIRM 100% FUN AND LAUGHTHER. hanged around with jess youth grp after that and i guess ive learnt a lot. her youth group is small and cosy and its like everybody knows everybody. new creation is now getting so big that sometimes its kinda hard to even know who are all the people in campus itself. hurhur but i think its nice to have a whole new feel of things which ive heard people say of, but never really experienced it myself.

AND TODAY morning, met up with the pw grp members to discuss about OP. was super pissed off at first because i walked to my bus stop ONLY to find my wallet lying happily at home. sfhdkghd;fsgdfkl!!! okay nvm. our grp is the best. we're supposed to meet at 9am and everyone reached at about 10am. so our next meeting would be at 9am which also mean it will start at 10am XD

went back to sch for chinese with laoshi. laoshi is always so super funny. hurhur. odac at 3pm. learnt how to tie the ropes and stuff for rock climbing and mr ho is really niceeeeee. hes like so patient in teaching me and qi what are the things to take note of for rockclimbing. then it started to rain heavily. after odac, me and qi went home AND RIGHT, i tell you i love the rain but im damn scared of lightning!! and to top it off, qi is also super scared of lightning and we had NO umbrella. so in the end, we PRAYED for no lightning to strike us when we cross the road and grabbed each others hands and ran to the mrt station. :X

okay, God bless and byezzzzz.