'We learn from history that we learn nothing from history'

-George Bernard Shaw

sat started off with going to cj for a history seminar. and it was pretty good. should have more of such seminars to make history more exciting. haha saw a couple of friends there =) and i realised that there are really a lot more people from other schools who are wayyyyy smarter than me. haha :/ bummed around with windri before meeting huizhi, gracia and serene (ninjaturtlesunite) for campus. campus was really good and i think the message applied to all of us in one way or another. i really hope that it will really turn out well for me from on now (youknowwhatimean). serene then left for YUKI (!!!!!) and we had dinner before going to esplanade for a walk and we just chilled yo. (:

TODAY,

first with gracia, huizhi, serene and gary. cj for lunch and then we went lido to catch...

haha yup, you got it right, happily N'ever after. hoho. the cinema was a joke and the people *ahems* we met was a joke too. but the show was pretty good. better than TMNT i guess. then i left for tuition and im back home now. and im really tired......

goodnight people, and lets maintain a good balance about everything in our life! (:

so today was a date with gracia, huizhi, gary and the four ninja turtles (raphael, donatello, michelangelo and leonardo) then bs, supper and just reminiscing about good old secondary school days. and its like what huizhi says, 'we never do run out of topics to talk about' =)

more to be continued...

yay! block test is finally over! =)

Packing up the dreams

God planted

In the fertile soil of you

Cant believe the hopes hes granted

Means a chapter in your life is through

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever

If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never

cause the welcome will not end

Though its hard to let you go

In the fathers hands we know

That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

With the faith and love gods given

Springing from the hope we know

We will pray the joy youll live in

Is the strength that now you show

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

well, this song has been constantly on my mind while i was bathing.

thank YOU for everything you've done. there's really nothing in this world that i could ever do to have friends like YOU =) for spending your precious time teaching me chem even though your block test ended today.

huizhi: although the day didnt turn out very well for you, i hope the night's put a smile on your face (: and thank youuuuu for teaching me chem! gracia: thank you for teaching me chem too! and omg, thanks^ infinity for staying until 11.30pm plusplus with me and also for volunteering to wake up and continue teaching me chem when i wake up in the morning. awwwww.. (:

I learned later that some of the answers I had been looking for were in the silence I heard as I waited for God's response to my pleas for help.

what other better way is there... to end the day off with having supper at glutton bay with three of your most favorite people after service and half a day of studying? simply none (:

our language
oyster omelette
+ stingray
+ kaya fondue
+ teh tarik
+ ice kachang
+ lots of laughter and fun

= LOVE!

goodnight people. God bless ya all.

wow, so these few days been pretty cool/fun/emo/yada yada...

going to math tuition for 3 hours (was momentarily retarded after that), meeting up with serene for lunch plus vivo trip and asking the lady to give me the sweets when she was not willing to (cause dear serene wanted it), being emokid after campus but thank goodness for best girlfriends around, sunday service with huizhi/gracia/serene/jiaying/gary/nicco, QUEUING UP for donuts for TWO freaking hours at the donut factory and then feeling like we've won the first prize for buying our donuts and would kill anyone who topple our donuts, not being able to pay attention during econs for the last fifteen mins, encountering a scary tuition friend!! (yucks), not loving YUKI at all, wasted an hour or so because of some stupid policy (bouncer ahhhhh), HAVING A BLAST WITH THE BEST FRIENDS!!, (best family everxzxz, GHOST, GIANT..what have you not), sleeping for 8 hours (luxury good!), meeting serene and nicco to get my stuff, catching seducing mr perfect (NICKY AND JESS, DANIEL HENNEY IS REALLYY GOOD LOOKING IN THIS MOVIEE!! you guys must go watch this movie k!), dinner at ljs (haha, audrey what is ljs hurhur), getting my new pencil box (loveeee!),

AND revising for block test. i wouldnt really like to include this in..

thats my sat, sun and monday for you guys out there.

if im not having my block test next monday, i would say this would have been the best holidays since my jc life started. ha ha.

sch has been pretty exciting these few days. (;

yesterday we felt the tremors of the earthquake in indonesia. haha although i was asleep (both times when it happened) it still feels exciting to have this kind of once in a lifetime experience. and i learnt a bit about earthquake from nicky! haha for once, i was really really interested in geography. heh. well, it also made me realise about the fragility of life. you really never know whats gonna happen next. maybe one moment your studying in your classroom, and then the next your just...gone. so people, live a fulfilling life! btw, amelia came to sa yesterday too. haha.

and today, performed for crc!! because of this crc performance, i havent been really able to sleep in peace these few days because every night before i actually go to bed, i would rehearse what i gotta do in my head. :/ i guess everything went pretty alright (thankyouJesus!) and im glad that its overrrr. haha amanda, dominic, weiliang and george are all in sa! (:

after sch, i met mdm kwan on my way home and we took the same train. she said some stuff to me and i dont know why, but it kinda just struck me that really, we're not just competing among each other in school, but also among those in other schools and those who are much better than us. plus some other stuff that she said, it really makes me realise quite a bit of things. and on my way home, i saw this banner......

well, heres some of the pictures we took on reuben's birthday! haha. i like the third picture the most, cause its like so...nice. haha. cousin and his friends all very sporting! haha if cousin reads this hes gonna kill me for sure, but STILL, REUBEN, PLEASE DO SOMETHING SOON!! otherwise batman will never ever be able to find his robin! HAHAH.

today morning was spent at church with huizhi, serene and nicco. then lunch at the usual place before studying with huizhi at town and then tuition. haha i think thats how i like my sundays done. but it would have been better if gracia was here! heh.

anyway, all the best to serene for her common test next week! go girl! and i think one of the funniest signboard i've ever seen in my whole life is this...

"THIS SHOP HAS LESS THAN $200 AFTER 7PM"

i dont know why, but i just cant stop laughing when i saw it. maybe cuz i saw it at a petrol station near central at around 4am. heeeee XD God bless ya all.

if i could turn back time, there are some things that i would definitely change about my life.

and if i could choose, i definitely would choose to want to talk.

sometimes its not even about you trying your best or not, its about whether you are given a chance to try it out. whats the use of trying to open a door when the door has obviously been locked.

wow, this week have been really really busy for me!

fri - reuben's 18th bday! so after sch and odac, i headed down for his bday party at his house despite having a throbbing headache. and as usual, cousin only invited all guys! plus 3 miserable girls (who are his cousins btw) but it was great fun cause his friends are really a sporting and funny bunch of people. haha. took some photos but i havent got the pictures yet cause its in shirlynn's camera.

sat - ss teambuilding. i broke my record and woke up the earliest at 540am and got ready to go to sch. reached sch at like 630am :/ was the facilitator for the scholars and at first, i was really scared cause i didnt know any scholars at all. but then, things turned out pretty good. the scholars were all so sporting and nice! and i really enjoyed myself for the ss teambuilding (: after tt, went for campus and then dinner with the cg.

today was church with the lovelies and i was feeling very very VERY tired. so yeah, fell asleep during service. had lunch at kenny rogers, then we studied at starbucks (i slept all the way) and then went for tuition. hahaha and now, im home with still quite a lot of things to do. :X

so its like 24 more days to block test ONE.

gp
math
econs
hisotry
chem

haha, okay everybody JIA YOU!

yesterday, i didnt go out for any visiting cause i had some work to finish up and also to study for econs test. (which i dont really know how to do anyway) then i met up with gracia and huizhi for dinner at pastamania and just hanging out together, talking about almost everything. (:

today was as usual. sch, odac and stuff. after odac, while on my way home, i suddenly thought of . (i dont know why either) and i realised that for me, some things, no matter how hard i try to forget, traces still linger in my heart.

Ill never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

Ive got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Youll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

Ill wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears

I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

this song feels so applicable to me even till now although it has alrdy been sucha long time ago...

photos taken on v-day! there's two of my most fav ppl in this world plus two of my fav bears! (:

anyway, day 2 of cny was pretty good too. as usual, ATE a lot la. haha. nothing much happened, just the usual visiting, EATING, collecting angbaos and yada yada. oh, but the cousins (me, tricia, shirlynn, reuben, justinn and bryan) with some of the parents went to watch just follow law at 12 midnight, and boy was i surprised to find that the WHOLE cinema was filled up. i thought the cinema would be empty but i guess i was wrong. the show's pretty much retarded and lame. (YES, NO LEGS) HAHA.

schs starting tmr and i shall not slack anymore! (cross fingers) and its damn amazing how my cousin now know my PRIMARY sch friends, my sec sch friends and my jc friends and how my dad friend's son know my cousin and my sec sch friends. haha to cut the long story short, it feels like everyone knows everyone! so friendster like! you know like first degree, second degree friends etc. hee, alrighty im going to count my angbao money now!

God bless ya all! (:

happpy chinese new year to all!

the above pic is part of the cousins united. haha okay, so today's been pretty busy, with all the visiting, ANGBAOS (i could make do with more) plusplus i ate super freaking A LOT! omg, like really a lot. and tmr, i'm gonna eat more again because morning ill be going to my babysitter house (EAT) then to aunty's sally house (EAT AGAIN) and then to pinpin's house (EAT AGAIN AGAIN!)

NICEEEE, suddenly i thought of standing broad jump and...someone really needs to teach me how to jump :/

and my room is once again, yes, in a mess so i feel like cleaning up my room tonight haha or else later all the relatives come they're gonna get a shock of their life seeing how messy my room is XD thats about all. hope all of u guys are having a fun time too! God bless. ^-^

P.S, some say i look chubby and i just looked up the dictionary for the word 'chubby' and this is what it says...

–adjective,

round and plump: a chubby child; a chubby face.

GGXX. OWNAGE. X_X

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

and then from friends to strangers.

after all these years...

happy \/ day people! yozzzz.

sch today was pretty happy! almost everyone gave everyone small little gifts for valentine's day in a3 <3 so sweeeeeeeet. heh. thanks all for the gifts and i hope you guys like the gifts too! haha. after that was odac orienteering. learnt quite a lot of things like using a compass, tying different kinds of knots, reading a map etc. (eh geog people, dont laugh ah) then we had gift exchange for odac. got gift from yumin. (:

AND the rest of the day was a JOKE. met up with huizhi and gracia at tm for dinner at pizza hut. yesterday, huizhi wanted to book a place at pizza hut but then the waiter said dont have to cause he didnt think that there will be a lot of ppl at THIS time (NICEEEEE, just what was he thinking about, its v-day man.) and then huizhi got damn pissed today cause the queue was like SO long. SO the waiter gave us priority to the seats. and then, the waiter spilled COKE on me (!!!) and worst still, my precious BEARS. OMGGG. so right now, my bears uniforms are being washed. but then they gave us discount so...haha.

dinner was good. took photos and also a funny video ^-^ then we juz walked around a bit and wanted to go home. while waiting for a cab, theres this guy who came up to us and he said he wanted to ask us some qns, something like a survey. and then u know what he asked? he asked what was our opinions if a guy just ask a girl for her number on the streets. so we were like obviously NOOO. and then he repeated his qns again which is quite stupid. haha. sooooo retarded.

i THINK that singapore is really a small country. TSK. i THINK i wanna take bus to school with huizhi and gracia from now on. HAHAHA.

btw, im naming my bears valentina and valentino respectively. haha. tina and tino YO. huizhi came up with their names. XD alrighty, goodnight and God bless ya all!

P.S, GRACIA AND HUIZHI, DONT COPY ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG. ITS COPYWRITED.

today is miss wong's birthday! and we wanted to give her a surprise birthday and it WORKED! haha. we pretended that val fainted and cui hurried her to the cafe to check out on val. gosh, her face was so hilarious when she ran towards all of us. hehehe. then we sang her a birthday song, gave her a balloon and dedicate a song to her. (:

FINALLY bought almost all of my chinese new year clothes and stuff ^-^ NICEEEEEE. and tmr is valentine's day. SO, happy valentine/friendship day to YOU!


love me for a reason
and let the reason be love.

hello! today was a pretty okay day (:

sch was alright, except tt math lecture was really tiring! after that, msp..and then...i went off to buy SOME stuff for SOME people. <3 haha.

just got back home. heh. btw, i saw 3 juniors today and they told me quite a lot of people coming to sa this year..yay! haha. and then right, khai (junior sports leader) also coming! NICEEEE.

k la, byeeeee.

actually i have pretty much quite a bit to say but then i guess shit just happens sometimes.


sadly to say, this world works in a way thats way too unfair sometimes.

what about a fair chance in everything that we do? you SERIOUSLY think all of us are given a FAIR chance in EVERYTHING?

i thought i gave my best this time round,

and what did i get back in the end?


but i guess sometimes its really not about myself, but its just all about Him and really seeking joy in whatever you are doing.

nonetheless, sundays with gracia, huizhi, serene, nicco and gary are the best <3