i just realised that one of the worst thing that can happen to me is not being able to talk, seriously. like how when i woke up and my throat hurts and my voice sounds weird and when i went to see the doctor i couldnt tell the nurse my name and had to show her my ezlink card. *SCREAMSSSS AND PULLS HAIR!!* thank goodness im finally feeling better now. so the whole of today, i didnt talk much and it felt weird. i dont know why. (so im thinking that when i return to sch tmr......okay nvm.) anyhow, i think im going mad soon because when the doctor asked if i needed mc for tomorrow too. i said no. and right after i said that, i kinda regretted it. ahhhhhhhhhhh. okayyy, back to school tmr. YEAP! at least i can talk to more people...byeeee.

had dinner with the cg today to celebrate coach's birthday and also to introduce john purcell to all of us and im really happy that everything turned out well! (:

HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK: TACO BELL MEAL (no, i insist the word 'meal' MUST be there)

sch from wed to fri was pretty good cause i missed all the classmates! <3 and on fri, we got caught by the very teacher whom we wanted to 'run' away from. wrong choice of location i would say. haha! got miss tan her teacher's day present with dawn after sch on friday and going out with dawn and dawn alone itself was a mistake! never try such stuff. WAHLAO EH, she damn jokerzxzx. like seriously..laugh like mad until stomachache AND she always cheats me of my feelings..hurhur and man, the both of us are super PJ by buying the wrong present!! it said "happy birthday" instead of "just for you' or something like that. how could we missed the words and dawn said it was all over! how. could. we. hahaha. but nonetheless, it was fun la. (: i just really really hope that one day you'll get pranked by gotcha. XD

today was spent shopping with mummy and brother and it was GOOD YOzzz. after that was dinner with family and relatives at coca. and once again, i gotta say that i really love steamboats. heh. TMR, service at indoor and i cant wait to meet up with the loves! YAY! so like bye and God bless!

and nicky, you got me addicted to that song now(:

cant believe that its back to sch tmr! so fast!!

cant get to wake up late anymore!! but at least i get to see my classmates (: i miss them all so so much! teehee.

today was spent meeting up with the cg people (jo, kailin, yvonne, dave, george and joel) doing coach's birthday present and it was funnnn! so glad that we're gonna finish the present soonnn.

alright, think im going to bed now. goodnight and God bless ya all! :D

today, i realised that that feeling died away.

staying at home for the whole day never felt so good! (:

and i watched high school musical two just now. sweeeeeeeeet.

first tmr first tmr!

hello!

prelims are f-i-n-a-l-l-y overrr!! (:

this one whole week had been really hectic with trying to cram all the info into my brain, having late nights and what have you..but thank God for friends who would always keep you going by words of encouragement!

one thing for sure, im glad its over! so all the best to huizhi, gracia, serene and reubs! PRESS ON yeah!

went for cg today and they ended late so i didnt join the girls at jewelbox in the end. SORRY!!! but im sure you all had fun (although cant be as much because im not there) :D but nonetheless, cant wait to see the pictures that you all took! <3

tmr is a saturday and im just gonna stay at home and pack my room (: that would be all. so goodnight and God bless to ya all! (esp those still having their prelims!) im going to sleeeeeep now.

I WANT TO GO FOR LINKIN PARK CONCERT!!
BUT
its like on 13th nov where its probably the busiest week in my whole life because its like the A levels week. ohmygawddddd. ): ): ):

anyhow, jia you for prelims people!

hello!

this week was spent studying for prelims (duh!) hope everyones doing good! yeahhhh.


went for first in the morning and nicco is BACK! haha stupid ass, you better get ready to call everyone up when i get my result slip. you just wait and see OKAY! but it feels really really good to have lunch again (finally) like one big family (:


so its the prelims week for most of us tmr so everybody JIA YOU and all the best! God bless! (:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GRACIAGAN!

today, met up with huizhi at ws at 430pm and then we went to collect the nibbles at raffles place. it was raining so heavily like ohmygawddd. i was still at home when huizhi msged, 'im here alrdy'..and i was like !!!! so i got out of my house in less than five mins and took a cab to ws. lol. after collecting the nibbles, we ate a little first cause we were feeling so hungry! then we went to bk to complete gracia's card and got everything ready...

after completing our stuff, i called gracia to ask where she was...and she said she was gonna be late..so we decided on where to eat and then i met her at city hall mrt station while huizhi went to wheelock sakae beforehand to give the nibbles and also to get a table. yeah and after that was like a drama cause i tried to bluff gracia that huizhi just ended tuition and she might not be coming and yada yada...but she was so sneaky!! she kept laughing and that made me wanna laugh too..and i tried not to.....like seriously..but i guess it wasnt very successful in the end! haha. then we went to wheelock sakae and met up with huizhi!

dinner was great! then we gave gracia her birthday present and her card....plus we asked the person to bring out the nibbles BUT right, she only brought out ONEEE and me and huizhi were like wtf??!! haha so we told them to bring ALL of them out but they were all out of place so we had to ask gracia to close her eyes while we put the nibbles into place and then we sang her a birthday song! SERENESEAH couldnt come along cause she had dinner with the 'in-laws' LOL. glad that it went well for you girl! although it would have been better if you were with us... but its OKAY. haha

after dinner was spent walking around town and talking and laughing and just having fun..plus taking photos (of course)!

took a train back to pasir ris (a sense of home-is-near-feeling) and went to macs to chill...

before going home! okay so thats gracia's 18th birthday! hee..i know you have enjoyed yourself girl! LOVE YOU A LOT!! :D

so like okay God bless ya all! for more details about gracia's 18th birthday, pls click on graciaaa or huizhi blog add. thxandbye.

P.S, im sorry huizhi..i really try not to look at you when we are taking pictures together! hahah.

happy teachers day to all teachers yo!


woke up at about 730am in the morning and gave morning wake up call to huizhi cause we were going back to sch to visit the teachers! met up with huizhi and zhuang at 830am at the minimart before entering the school. the nostalgic feeling came almost immediately when i stepped into sch. bahhhhhh. the all too familiar look of the security guard, canteen, hall..et cetera. we went to the hall first and spotted some of the teachers! was getting real excited when i saw all of them! caught a glimpse of the teachers day performance before we went to walk around for a while.


(the school toilet holds much memory for us so we decided to take a picture in the toilet! XD)

we first saw xielaoshi! haha talked to him for a while. gosh, i remembered he used to teach us how to play basketball! (ha ha ha a pity my height is still like that) next, we saw mr das!! omg, he still look so cool and sound so funny. hes one of the BEST history teacher ever around..one who really made me love history very much. after that, received a msg from weien telling me that he reached sch alrdy so we met up with him and vincent and went to the hall.



saw mr njoo next and he couldnt recognize me! like seriously. haha. hes the best bio teacher ill ever have in this lifetime of mine i guess (because i dont take bio anymore ha) how we will run to the bio lab so that we wont be late, the chionging of tys like mad, the late night remedials with the other classes and having to squeeze in together. definitely memorable!



and then we saw mdm kang! and shes still feeling bad about the venice incident! awww! but shes really nice! and then we saw mr raj! haha and hes still calling me 'clarince' and huizhi as 'huisi huisi' lol but yeah he gave us the balloons! and pe with him was definitely pretty memorable. but the more memorable part would be being a sports leader, getting to know more people, doing GYM duty (hurhur), slacking around when we're supposed to do work and not forgetting holding the sports day and charity walk!

after that, we bummed around in the foyer. saw the e5 peeps before that and then at the foyer, saw other school mates whom i really havent met for a really long time! so nice to see them all! and then the e1 peeps came. haha and they started discussing the math paper. and stupid weien kept reminding me about the mistakes that i've made! lunch at subway with huizhi later on and it was good. heh. then gracia messaged to say that shes in sch with miss faten so we like went back to sch cause we really wanted to see miss faten! oh before that, i called mr khoo to wish him happy teachers day. hes teaching in RI now but its so nice to even just talk to him for like 5 mins! hes my chinese teacher for four years and im his chinese rep for four years ahaha btw, hes one of my favourite teachers!


(sorry gracia, your head was blocked, not tall enough! jkjk)

then we bummed around and talked to miss faten for quite a while. huizhi left soon after cause she was feeling really tired and she was going out at night to shop. hope you had a great time sis! yeah then we just talked and talked and talked and i saw a lot of other people! so i was feeling really happy! after that the guys went to eat while me and gracia went home.

went home, packed my stuff for a while and then went to airport to meet cousin and zhou to study. saw terence! studying was not very productive BECAUSE we were all so distracted by everything around us. but i managed to do a bit of work so thats okay. dinner together after that and cousin and zhou went to their friend's house to 'study' while i went home. the channel 55 hongkong detective show at 9pm is really nice like ohmygawddd!!

haha okay thats about all. its a pretty long post today. so like goodnight and God bless ya all! oh btw, heres one of my art piece done by me which is proudly hanging on the school wall: the butterfly. hahah and its really not bad considering the fact that i really cannot draw(:

):

i really really hate myself when i disappoint others.
please dont place your hopes on me.
because i feel like im going to screw it all up.
im sorry.

all the best to everybody for prelims! (sa peepos and sereneseah TMR!) & huizhi, gracia and gary on thurs!

this weekend has been much needed by me. i feel really contented to know that when i fall, i have friends who would pull me back up and remind me of God's love for me. its really a blessing to have friends who know that despite of the shortcomings you have, they still accept you for who you are. sometimes i really dont think that i deserve friends like that but still, God is really good. so thank YOU, you, you and you very much (:

now i know, its not about how prepared you are. but its about knowing that God loves you and going in with a sense of love which would cast out all fears.


i feel very blessed.

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
And though its darker than December
Whats ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love...

your so right..cause at the end of the day, i sure am gonna remember the days we were so close to the As and wonder how we made it though..and how we stayed so close to the end and i definitely will remember it was you(all my friends) and me. (:

dont act like you care when you dont,
AND
dont act like you dont care when you actually do.

OKAY?

kthxbye.

aloha!

first with gracia, huizhi and serene and sermon was one of the best i've ever heard this year! its so awesomeeeee! saw them and i think i feel really okay about it now. after service was lunchhh and then went to study at starbucks! then serene went to look for her parents and gracia left for tuition. soooo me and huizhi went to ps bk to study. before that, she got herself a pair of slippers cuz her feet were hurting from her shoes. so yeah we studied a bit more before she left for maran and i, studied alone.. but not for long...hahaha my mind began to wander off in less than an hour after i attempted to study alone...but i still managed to do some work...haha and cuz it was raining today so i bought an umbrella which was hot pink cuz they didnt have like other colors...and went for econs tuition! and that sums up my day.

you know sometimes you ask God why do such things happen to you, like why you of all people? but then we really dont see God's point of view at that very moment...but at the end of the day, i guess everything will turn out well.. so im really glad that nothing happened! or else i guess i would be a very sad girl almost everyday (ifyouknowwhatimean) and you know you wouldnt want me to be like that! XD

school tmr and a week more to the start of prelims! haha God bless everyone!
and all the best for prelims!
go go go! JIA YOU!

hello people! hope you guys are all surviving well! and to huizhi and qi: you guys must really take care of yourselves okay! cause its like nearing prelims and health is very very important!

so like today is thursday and school (S-C-H-O-O-L) for me, at least, is getting more serious! ha ha. no joke. have chem lesson from monday to friday almost every week now (have to chiong for chem alrdy dawnie and wen) and like prelims is one week plus three days away from today and im not scaring anybody! just to remind myself that prelims is in like a weeks time. but thank goodness, school is made more bearable with classmates who really really really brighten up my life in school. even though i get bullied most of the time. tsktsktsk.

and i've been having dreams lately, usually i sleep without having dreams okayyy. and they make me feel more tired when i wake up cause i felt like that dream really took place and i was really a part of it. sometimes when i dreamt that i cried, my eyes are really filled with tears when i wake up. funny......

okay, nvm about that. so lets press on together people and jia you for prelims! byeeeee!

die cramps dieeeeeeee!
):

went for arrow service yesterday and service was really good! the next time i go for arrow, it will be two more days to prelims. ahmygawddd. AND I SO CANNOT WAIT FOR CAMP! *screamssss!* and christmas! haha. okay better not drift any further. after service, had cluster dinner at rooftop terrace at esplanade and it was good too (:



TODAY, first with gracia and serene and i think sermon's really good! sometimes i feel that we're too well-fed to the extent that we think we know it all but really, its the simplicity of God's word that really open up your eyes..huizhi didnt come cuz she wasnt feeling well. hope your feeling okay now alrdy sis! and then lunch at crystal jade. home after that and it was rolling over the floor (not literally) and lying on the bed for the rest of the day because of the cramps. and i didnt go for tuition ): I HATE CRAMPS!!!

okay, bye now...and hopefully tmr everything will be alright!

first of all, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ZHUANG!
your the nicest person to sit beside to in 4e3 and the bestest person to talk to in tuition! :D



next up, RIP my tamagotchi. you've been my faithful friend for 45 days.



and today, i had one of the longest yet most exciting bus rides ever! cause i was going home from tuition and was in the bus. then there was this really really bad traffic jam at sengkang cuz a double deck bus broke down and it was in a pretty bad shape. so i was stuck for like TWO hours. in between the passengers were all getting irritated i guess so they started making calls and their conversations were so funny. 'today is my unlucky day'.....'i dont care, if they ask me to pay im gonna ask them to call the bus station up....' okay i know this probably dont sound funny to you but trust me, its really funny. haha. after the jam at a random bus stop, the bus driver started to keep the number sign and everything else (i dont know why) so technically, passengers cannot go up to the bus.....and because the jam was so bad and it affected the other buses, the bus stops were filled with a lot of people....and when they saw the bus which i was in with no number sign, their expressions were like WTF_WTF and they looked like they wanted to confront the bus driver! hahaha.

okay, that probably sums up my day i guess....so like yeah... bye!

happy national day!

went for maran today and saw qi! you know whenever i go for maran i have to change bus to bus 89. so today i got off the bus and the front bus blocked the second bus so i could only see the second digit of the bus which was 9. so im like okay take that bus, confirm 89. so can you IMAGINE the horror when the bus went pass sengkang and continue travelling pass ANG MO KIO to YIO CHU KANG to YISHUN!! cause all the other bus stops looks damn ulu la so i only alighted at yishun. and i found out that i took 39 instead of 89! in the end, i had to cab down to maran's place. tsktsk and ended up being late when i was early. hurhur.

so this year, national day was spent having tuition and then dinner with the family at home. steamboattttt! i love steamboats (:

qi&huizhi: hope you are feeling better now yeah..must take care of yourselves!

so like okay...bye for now!