im back from LTC! (:

and LTC is definitely a camp where i experienced ALOT of mixed emotions. it was good and bad in some ways. good cause i've learnt a lot of new things such as how to write proposals, conduct station games and all the new friendships made. bad cause i felt that i didnt meet up to others expectations and it hurts to know that it doesnt even matter how hard you tried cause your never good enough as compare as to some others. like qi said, "just because you lack experience as compared to the others which is why you lose out." well, i guess its true..i really dont have as much experience as compared to the other ppl out there.

its like the one thing which you like the most when hurt you, can hurt you REAL bad. i guess that was how i felt. yeah but thank God who gave me friends and odac seniors who truly care for me, im better. and today, i was reading through the daily devotional thingy and i came across this part, "So when you fall, dont be conscious of your failure and feel bad or condemned. Instead, be conscious of who you are in Christ, pick yourself up, dust yourself and continue your walk with God!" yeah i guess that was what cheered me up the most. its like Jesus has never forsaken me in anyway. i might not why im going through all these disappointments in life but i know that He still loves me no matter what. sooo yeah im gonna pick myself up, dust myself, and continue my walk with Him.

after LTC ytd, i went home, took a bath and went to suntec to meet the mt ophir grp to buy food. after that, the whole odac met for dinner at seoul garden. haha it was pretty goooddd.

the LTC grp 2 - yuda, weihao, me, richelynn, geok and xiuhui(:


the mt ophir grp 4 - lester, yuda, geok, me and qi(:


J1 odac-ers(most of us)


qi, me and wanlingggg, with ziyi and edmund trying to act like ghost(?)


today, met up with qi, min qi and edmund to discuss about the mt ophir filler game. then we went to buy the equipments needed. took about 4 hours plus in total. :X nowww, im gonna pack my stuff for ophir trip tmr and be backkkk some time later.

to gracia, huizhi and serene: im reallyyyy sorry i cant go for today's party. i know things wouldnt be the same without me HAHA but i will be really tired for the ophir trip if i went tonight. so yeah nonetheless, i hope you guys have fun and you guys are the BESTEST in my life!