lessons today were alright. rather productive. reached home at about 3 plus. took a nap from 4 to 630(yeah i always sleep) and then went for mrs khan tuition. did quite a lot of work and im beginning to get the hang of writing essays, but i think i need to practice more. the other two kids were watching the da vinci code and they dont understand whats going on either, juz like when i watched it. ^^

anyways, after that, mrs khan sent me home and we had a good talk. i juz told her how i felt towards JC life, and how i dont want my life to juz be normal. i want to do something special which would make my life meaningful and she gave me a lot of good advices. i told her im not sure what i wanna be when i grow up and she said some people might not even know what they want in life even until they are forty. they took up the job perhaps because they so happen to come across the job or because they have no choice. yeahhhh. and nahhhh im not gonna let my life go to waste. for now, i shall study and play but after As, during the six months holidays, ill somehow find a goal in life..if not, ill want to at least at that point of my life, enjoy life to the fullest fullest. haha yupp it always feel good to talk to her cuz she juz aspires me soo muchhh.

i think one of the best gift God can ever give to me in this life is to give me teachers who care(:

i think im gonna slp nowwww. goodnight world.