well, this past week have definitely been of one of the bestest bestest week in year 2006.

6th june(tues) - huizhi's birthday. if you want to know more details like what we do and stuff, go and read gracia's blog. haha but in all, we went to eat at pepper lunch and watched x-men 3. (i know im wols again) then we went to esplanade and walked ard and just slacked and took photos. then i went over for keith's stayover. thought a lot of ppl would be there but it ended up with only me, jane, jesse, mal, greg and keith. haha but still, it was funnnnnnn. did quite a lot of stupid stuff and just talking before slping at like around 5am.

7th june(wed) - woke up at like 11 and took a cab down to ws to meet huizhi and gracia cause it was gary's birthday! sooo we went to his house with the card and the cake, sneaked into his room while he was sleeping and attempted to pounce on him before he woke up but attempt failed. hurhur. yeah but he was really surprised and we were happy. heehee. well, stupid bum thought he was dreaming when he saw me entering the room. hurhur. went home after that for a while before meeting some of A3 peeps at downtown. yupp class chalet. haha it was funnn once again and then we had stayover.

8th june(thurs) - went home to sleep and sleep and err still sleep. haha slept almost the whole day. hurhur.

fri, went to sch for econs lessons for like 3 half hours. could have rot there. yeah then some of the classmates and me went to eat at pepper lunch at town before having ice creamm. sat campus with huizhi and gracia. AND yesterday first with them againnnn. haha never get sick of them do i? darlene led praise and worship and sermon was good i tell you. yupp.

so i guess its studying time starting from nowww.

sometimes i feel really really emo and i wish i could stop feeling the way im feeling now.i know where my problems lies but i dont know how to handle, much less solve it. how could you ask the memories to go away just like that? it makes me upset to think that theres something which ill NEVER be able to have no matter how hard i pray/wish/work for. it also makes me upset because honestly, i dont like what im doing. the life that i want is totally opposite from what im doing now. and because i cannot see the plans You have for me, it just makes everything more upsetting. i hate the fact that this is a dream never to come true...