daddy, i know that even though i have no boyfriend, i know that its not time. thank you for always being there for me. thank you for reminding me that i dont need acceptance from other people because you have alrdy accepted me. i dont need to feel that im not pretty because im glorious in christ. yeah i got really upset ytd and i think i cried all my worries and fears and low self esteem out. but daddy, thank you for being there for me really. i cant tell you how much i appreciate you for that. abba, thank u for loving me and giving me friends who truly appreciate me. i love you too and i know that i can look forward to blessed and happy days because of you. i know that sometimes i still feel low self esteem but i know i do not go by my feelings. i have faith in you to make ALL things right and to give me what i truly want. AMEN.blessed common tests too. amenamen.

yesterday, went for first with huizhi, serene, nicco, stan&sean. pastor mark preached and it was gooddddddd la. i didnt fall asleep. hehe. after service, i talked a little to sean and it was good too. lunch at kenny rogers and after that, me, huizhi, serene and nicco went to watch superman returns. wahhhhhhhhh, i think it was kinda boring. average only. like nothing really special. kinda like a waste of timeeeeee.

me and huizhi went to eat a bit more after that before settling down at starbucks to talk a little. then i went for tuition anddddd right, its super unproductive cuz i kept talking&talking&talking. got to know YAO GUANG and liwei. liwei is from sa too lehhhhhhhhh. haha i nvr knew that. they're all serene's friends la! damn funny. i also keep talking to alpha. hurhur. yeah went to meet huizhi at starbucks after tuition and we wanted to study but it wasnt successful cuz i was talking to dominic for a while onlyyyyyyy then the both of us started talking together again. after that, we went home.todayyyy was spent.....

*i stopped blogging halfway yesterday so im continuing today-monday* yeah went to study at starbucks with the two garys, gracia, huizhi and myself! did a bit of studying only. not very productive but at least i finished studying my cpe. yeah.then gary song went off halfway to meet his sister to watch superman which is :/ haha. studied, eat dinner, talked, walked and then we went homeeeee.

i think everytime i feel like blogging, something bad will happen and i wont feel like blogging anymore. i dont know why but it seem to happen everytime and im PISSED. okay, it shall neverrrr happen again. next time when i blog, ill not tell ppl im blogging. ahaha. okay so today, MONDAY, i woke up with a sore eye and sooo i had to wear my specs to sch and i didnt like it. everyone was asking if i cried yesterday. haha. nope i didnt.

had GP paper today and i have no comments. i dont know if its good or not cuz i totally have no idea. i juz go by my intuition. haha. i think i will update more later perhaps cuz for now, i have something to do............for my best friend. XD