you know these few days havent been exactly good because i was battling with my mind. i havent finish studying my history because there are seriously A LOT to study for and i cant seem to memorise the points even after reading them and i got really upset. then i thought about maths and i felt like crying because if theres TWO subjects i really cant do, its maths and chem. then i got reallyreally upset and i felt guilty. i kept wishing that i had more time to study and ill make sure i study if i had more time. well, the fact is i dont have enough time and history is just one day away. :/

BUTTTTT thank God He kept reminding me of his love for me. fri bs was good and i just returned home from campus. it was really super good and pastor chin preached about condemnation, guilt and shame. yeah then i got prayed for and well..now, im just gonna really try my best and do what i can for history and math and the rest is up to God. i love how daddy reminds me that he has alrdy paid for all my sins and that he loves me A LOT. haha. so im a happy girl nowwww.

you never know what the anchors worth until a storm comes.

taking my sin my cross my shame
rising again i bless your name
you are my all in all
when i fall down you pick me up
when i am dry you fill my cup
you are my all in all...

and because of Jesus, i really can rejoice and be happy because i know that even if the whole world were to leave me out, daddy will never fail me. ^^