re·spon·si·ble

–adjective
1.
answerable or accountable, as for something within one's power, control, or management

1.
liable to be required to give account, as of one's actions or of the discharge of a duty or trust.


somehow, this word 'responsibility' scares me...not as in im supposed to be responsible for my own things and stuff (i'm never really bothered about by this) , but its the responsibility of everything and everybody. and im so afraid i would screw things up (like how i always do when im handling things which really matters). i dont think you know how scared i feel. you know the feeling of incapability and the 'your-just-not-up-to-it-feeling'. although no one will say that your incapable right in your face, you just know it.

so im really praying that You will guide me through it and take my fear away...and bless me with a good one this time round. amen.