sometimes we all have our bad days.

and TODAY, happens to be one of them. i really need to stop condemning myself about myself. because everytime i feel that way, i start to condemn myself and i didnt even realise that it was a problem until just now, and i think too much. like way too much. i feel like sucha dumbass because i always make my own deductions and it seems like i always make the WRONG ones, which always cause me to get very upset with myself in the end and blaming myself for landing myself in this whole mess (when everything was totally unnecessary). sitting alone and just thinking about how my life's like crap under the dark blue sky and just gazing at how beautiful the stars were. but i finally straightened out my thoughts. i just rattled and grumbled about my life to God. ha ha ha. then gracia and huizhi came to pick me up and we had a really good heart to heart talk and yeah im okay now. thank God for putting friends in my life to cheer me up and most importantly, point me back to God.

the portion is there and they dont have legs, so it cant run away.
-quoted from huizhi

and i thought it was really really cool. so yeah, im really trusting God for a lot of things now and its not just about hoping but its hoping and really believing in it. and also to stop condemning myself. thanks for seeing something out of me when i really dont see anything. and for being there. i'm really excited for ALL of us (everyone) in this year. two zero zero eight - the year of manifested blessings. cool.

and i miss 06A03.

We’ll run away together
We’ll spend some time forever
We’ll never feel bad anymore

P.S, im so glad my camera is finally sent for repair. if you've noticed, there hasnt been much photos :/