Bittersweet Endings...

i used to wonder how bittersweet feeling feels like, cause its like bitter yet sweet at the same time? but i guess today i know from the movie Becoming Jane. its really a...bittersweet ending. i wonder if next time i'll name my son after you. :/ anyways, with KT (i still think it sounds really funny hahaha) around, everything feels so.........coke light. :p

well, last week was one of the best weeks ever since a long time because i get to meet everybody! thurs was spent meeting up with gracia, huizhi and serene for dinner! food was awesome, ambience was awesome but the company was the most awesome (: ill send you three the photos online! thurs was spent meeting up with ping and dawnieeee for dinner at ASTON and then nicky joined us for ice cream at ice cream chef. and i MISS them SO SO much..gosh feels so good to sit down and catch up with one another..hoho nicky says we should have a healthy day out to like east coast park or something the next time we meet up.. yes yes? :D met up with shaik on sat for dessert!

and sunday was churchday! it was really good cause pastor said that God told him that some of us actually came in the nick of time for service because that worry or something was going to prosper and we know who we are..and immediately i knew that i was one of them. throughout the past whole week, i've been thinking about something which is quite impossible for me to get an answer and my heart was really gripped with fear and it made me feel really distant from God..but i just felt something changed after service and though i wouldnt deny the fact that i sometimes still feel scared, i know that He will give me a revelation about it to change my mindset. yeap and the talk with charles was really good! it really opened up my eyes to some stuff which i've never seen or thought about.

YESTERDAY, i went for smu interview. i wont talk about the content cause if you want to know, ask me! (: but the professors are like one of the friendliest people around and they are like so approachable and nice! the journey there alone was scary and nervous though. :/ thank God He was always there for me. met up with bobo for lunch after that before heading off to work feeling very tired cause my energy were almost drained from the interview. hurhur.

well, blessed week to everyone and God bless!

note to Dad: Dad, i feel really honoured. that despite the fact that i really am nothing, you saw something out of me. that they would look for me. i really have nothing to offer in and out of myself. and sometimes i dont even know why i pop into their minds. but whatever it is, that love has never vanished no matter what, no matter how often i tried to deny or hide it. i dont believe that its by chance. i just know that no matter what, i feel really honoured.