okay, that aside...




TODAY IS HUIZHI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY! so happy birthday sis! your the BEST SIS ever in this whole wide world! :D

remember the first day of sch in sec 1, we were sitting beside each other and then i went up to you and said,' hi, can i be your friend?' (cant believe i actually said that in sec 1 !!) and that sentence was actually the beginning of a God-given friendship!

we looked so klutz here! haha. remember all our various eyecandies which changes from sec 1 to sec4 (many many), how my skirt used to be damn long but you still kindly befriended me and tolerated me till sec 4, the smiles, the tears, the quarrels, for standing up for me, blue platess ('uncle, more curry, egg but dont break egg yolk!'), gossiping about everyBODY in secondary sch (well, almost everybody!), sports leader together, cheering for you in every interclass netball, hanging out with the different types of friends (literally, haha), sending pong off at the airport, seeing my most heartbroken moments! (ahems, sssssseeeeeeeee....), and many many more....

and look, where we are now (:

love you lots zhuanghuizhidawne. :D

BFF! more to come later!

re·spon·si·ble

–adjective
1.
answerable or accountable, as for something within one's power, control, or management

1.
liable to be required to give account, as of one's actions or of the discharge of a duty or trust.


somehow, this word 'responsibility' scares me...not as in im supposed to be responsible for my own things and stuff (i'm never really bothered about by this) , but its the responsibility of everything and everybody. and im so afraid i would screw things up (like how i always do when im handling things which really matters). i dont think you know how scared i feel. you know the feeling of incapability and the 'your-just-not-up-to-it-feeling'. although no one will say that your incapable right in your face, you just know it.

so im really praying that You will guide me through it and take my fear away...and bless me with a good one this time round. amen.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

(:

all the best huizhi and gracia for your A divs tmr! all the way! <3

hello to ALL who comes my blog JUST TO SEE MY FRIENDS. before i start off my post, i am going to post a picture of myself so i MAKE SURE at least you SEE me. haha (sammie!)

anyway, today morning i woke up.....yeahhh then i went to the airport to see coach gary off to israel with the rest of the leaders. yeap they'll be back only on the 6th of june. heh. after that met up with serene seah cause she's leaving for vietnam for her econs trip. vanessa's going with her too! and then we saw :D (i-dont-like-the-name-which-my-dear-friends-give) ! so yeah anyway, saw gracia too. hoho. so many people at the airport today. haaaa.





after that, i went back home..and on my way home, i did something super embarrassing which i never thought i would have done in my whole life.... but then again, in desparation, anything can happen!

yeah..thats probably the first day of my holidays. God bless!

PS, pls remind me to study hard okay! thankyouverymuch.

i'm finally homeeeee (:

today morning was spent doing recce for ltc at Jalan Bahtera. and who would have known that choa chu kang and lim chu kang are so far apart...well at least for an extreme easterner like me, i really have no idea. :/

after that, met up with huizhi and gary and went for arrow service. it was pretty good. talked about destiny...but you know like i always have this qns in my mind..whats the difference between fate and destiny? yeah...anyways, after service was dinner with the cg! saw the rest of the ppl too. heh. and im really happy to see them. i mean like old friends you know? and like 'NUSSSSS...!' :D dinner at marina square and cg dinner went pretty well..after that, went to topshop to walk around and then to meet huizhi and gary.....and gossiped a lot on our way back.

and you know what? the world is really filled with unexpected events !! i mean like the least expected things always happen. i happened to know a couple of stuff and im really shocked! like really. and i think that im pretty much over it now..since i can actually use myself as an example and joke about it. it isnt ever gonna be the same anymore. whats past is past. your never gonna be the one i know in the past. because why? its all in the past yeah.

anyway anyway! u know there's this chinese book which i borrowed under laoshi's name then i havent returned it for damn long (shakes head right, i know i know...) then laoshi called me up and like wanted to scold me but yeah i just avoided that topic as much as possible. but i returned it ytd and then she smsed and asked if i've returned it and im like yessss. then guess whats her reply to me? 'Good girl.' OMGZZZ couldnt stop laughing to myself. haha.

and thats about all. im gonna go to bed now. be missing my korean show today! but its okay! goodnight and God bless you ppl! (:

:D

hello! sch today is so tiring...cause i've been staying up late from mon to wed to watch my channel 8 show (my date with a vampire 3) haha. total klutz i know. so yeah today's lessons were alright i guess..with great classmates, lessons are never boring! (:

sch ended at 1.30pm today for everybody cause the sch wanted us to go support our sch soccer 3rd and 4th placing and hockey finals, against vjc. so yeap, off we went to watch the hockey match to give our support to cui! me, val and sammie were wondering whose the jinx who always cause us not to get a cab. :/ hoho. yeah so the match started at 3pm and me and val cheered damn loudly. :D we lost to vj 0-1 in the end though. haha but its okay! i think we put up a good fight. and soccer lost to vj too, 1-2. its okayyyyyy! saw serene, amelia and vanessa! heh.

after the match, me and serene headed down to vivo to catch pirates of the caribbean and it was good! albeit the movie lasted for 3 hours...captain jack sparrow! <3 then we walked around, shopped a bit, had dinner at ljs and did silly stuff together. haha. enjoyed myself thoroughly! so like yeah, im home nowww..feeling super tired.. i think i better go sleep now, or else tmr morning would be a mind battle for me again. haha will post pictures up tmr or something!

bye people and HAPPY HOLIDAYSSS! XD

hello people..this is like the last week of school. so like im here nowwww. this term is like one of the busiest term everrrr...thank goodness the holidays are coming soon! at least i dont have to wake up so early....

anyway, this is a super random entry. lets see...i have no idea what to say...but anyways, i was just looking through all my photos and i saw this picture! geez, my FIRST TEENZEAL (like hello TEENZEAL yeah) CAMP. hoho...we all looked so cute and innocent back then... haha all the sweet memories. (:


and look, how much we've grown over the years! God bless!

wow, blogger is finally okay!

anyways, the weekends are finally here! what a hectic week it has been. but im really glad that i didnt skip school the whole of this week. hahaha.

and i think its good to end today with cg. yeap, managed to go for cg at george's house since it was at potong pasir. it was really good. (: and HELLO, *waves!*

k, time for a good break to rest during the weekends. bye and God bless.

somethings to make my week happier even though im feeling VERY tired and lazy.

candies from nicky:


tlc sushi from cui:


(:

today's such a brain-draining and tiring day. been working my brain non-stop since 8am. :/

this week has been a good one. i had my rest which i think i badly needed. most importantly, i've finally found the answer to all my questions. the one which i've been struggling with throughout all these months.

first with serene and gracia then lunch at pepper lunch (taken by her NEW phone btw! and her phone has a game which is pretty addictive)


and it feels good to catch up once in a while with your friend whom you havent been in contact with. and the constant surprises that God gives. -saw my first three months cj classmate during maran's tuition! -seeing seetoh during arrow! -finally able to talk in the capacity as friends.

arrow service on sat and it was good too! miss seeing everybody. even if its just a smile, a hi, a bye, a hug..it feels just like home. speaking of which, i miss dare too.





that pretty much sums up my weekend. God bless ya all. even when life has hit the bottom, cling unto Jesus. 'He who did not spare His own Son, but delievered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?' (im reminding myself of this too) cyah!

i feel like i have a lot to say.

but its this whole mix of emotions inside of me that i dont know how to express myself.

(unorganised thoughts)

hello! been lazy to blog these past few days because i was like really busy. anyways, here are some highlights of the month:

-CLASS OUTING on labour day! it was really fun. haha but im quite lazy to update it here so right, go read KEITH'S blog! and i really love 06a03 <3

-met up with huizhi, gracia and serene after what felt like ages (:

-sunday's sermon was really good. its kinda like a summary of what i've been going through in my life. and like i was feeling quite dry the past few weeks cause i havent been going to church. so sunday's sermon was really good for me. i think God really will restore what you've lost and when He restores everything back to you, it comes with much more than you could ever imagine.

-yay, for once i got gold for napfa! haha okay cause i always cant do my standing broad jump. :/ and today i puked after doing my 2.4! yuckkk. but thanks a3 for cheering me on and qi and jess for running with me!

ANYWAYS, theres gonna be a youth concert organised by my church and planet shakers will be coming! OMG, EXCITING OKAY!

date: 15th june, friday
time: 7.30pm
venue: singapore expo
price: 5 bucks
speaker: pastor prince

so if you wanna go right, let me know k! i can get tickets for you and we can all go together for a smashing good time with Jesus! (: alrights, i be off now. haha bye and God bless ya!

okay, so like while i was sleeping, my left ear bled. and its not my ear piercing. its like the inside you know. so like i got freaked out and i rushed to the doc. and because my left ear felt funny when i talked, i was like 'shit, im gonna be semi-deaf'. i was really on the verge of tears so i guess you could actually imagine me crying all the way from my home to the doc yeah. but i didnt cry la. just felt damn freaking scared. yeah saw the doc alrdy and he said my eardrum aint bleeding (thank god, like seriously!) so i just gotta eat medicine and see him again next week. but if the blood seeps out, then just clean it away. okayyyy, so like my ear is still bleeding inside and its very very blocked because the blood is all inside. its like when water is inside your ears and you hear echo when you talk.

and i think thats all for now. i just want my ears to be unblocked because i dislike having blocked ears, makes me very irritated. ill update the rest another time.

yeahbye.

hello! im back from oec! (:

anyways, on tues, me, jess and nicky went to qi's house to give her a birthday surprise! haha and it was damn funny cause we got lost trying to find qi's house. we walked like almost the whole estate. OMG! thank goodness qi's mum saved us! haha plus nicky's conversation with qi's dad (HAHA) and the oyster omelette...which didnt turned out very oyster omelette-ly buy nvm jess, we still had a great time eating cuz we're so hungry!

one of qi's present - a handmade photo frame from me, jess and nicky.
the four of us at qi's house
jess and nicky! haha the two ultimateS.
XD and then friday we celebrated qi's birthday in sch. bought a cake for her! so happy 18th birthday qi! (:

reached home at like 5pm plus ytd and then i slept from 6pm to 6am! too tired alrdy. gosh. and i still felt very tired. nonetheless, i still went to sch because...

1) gotta ask the class about class outing tmr!

2) laoshi is leaving for some course for quite a long period of time and we're holding a farewell kinda thing for her.

3) SA VS VJ SOCCER MATCH!

haha yeap. so everything's almost settled. met val, marcus and sammie at bugis. we took damn long to get a cab! hoho :X the agony of getting a cab when we're rushing for time.. and then we kept quarrelling in the cab and we were so noisy. i was quite afraid that the uncle was gonna stop the cab and ask us to get out cuz we're making too much noise. haha. met up with serene (thanks for saving seats for us!) then and we all sat together and watched the match! the score's 1-1. not bad, quite exciting. lol after the match, serene and i went to parkway to have dinner at sakae and talked a lot. and then something super funny happened. (serene SO strong!) but i really had a great time with her. (:

alrights, so like im going off to bed now. super ultra tired! goodnight ppl. God bless! (:

okay, will be off for oec camp for the next few days so hm, take care people! (:

oh, before that, this is the picture of the week!

LOVES!

haiyah, this week is really veryveryvery busy man.

probably do a proper update sometime next week! i hope you guys are having a good week!

bye!

super shagged day but fulfilling and happy day (:

im off to bed, will update soon!

okay, so clarice always have a soft spot for korean shows...




the new found love. haha. anyways, have a blessed week ahead people! (:

remember last year we were one of the 2 J1 classes who got into the finals, and we were in the 6th or 7th position. and then we said we'll do better for next year?

and that 'next year' which we said last year was today. AND WE GOT FIRST OVERALL FOR THE 10X200M RUN. (:

im REALLYreally proud of you guys! it was really nice cheering for you all man. gosh, haha.

i believe that if we really set our hearts out to do something as a class, we're gonna so excel in it. so lets all work hard together and get good grades for As! and help each other out in every other thing (:

happiest day in the month of april = today.

:D

photo taken after sch ends when we saw greg (: *audrey FASTER GRAB!*

anyway, i am very excited for sports day this friday. hahaha because a3/a4 will be participating in the 10x200m run. ^-^

erm, went to get my hair cut today. hahaha and its pretty short now. (but still can tie!) right gracia & huizhi? lol. school was the usual. after tt was macs with audrey, dawnie & wenyi. had a fantastic time laughing. haha eh i tell you audrey is damn funny la! what with eraser dust, shit, cannot shit, pee yada yada.. haha.

and on my way to cut my hair, i saw zj!! (: we talked quite a bit. took shuttle bus to millenia then walked to suntec. yeah. it was great talking to him. kinda encouraged and motivated me to study harder for As. they were having a leaders meeting. yeah then i saw erm some poly leaders, coach andy and weiling.

after that, went to meet gracia & huizhi (after like so long!). miss them lots. century square can be my favorite hangout place now. oh, suntec too. cause you know why......because there's pepper lunch at these two places!! yeap. alrights, off to do my proposals now. byebye!

P.S, huizhi, no more best friend k? XD

although im feeling super tired today, i must say today is one of my happiest day in the month of april. haha. and the smiley face is exactly how im feeling. i dont know why, but i just feel happy. oh, today there's the rugby match between sa and cj i saw alvan, moses, victor, matthieu and weikann! :D :D they're still as funny as ever! so heartwarming to see them all again!

alright, im going off to bed now cause im so so tired. goodnight everybody. God bless (:

okays, so like nicco is off to london. he's probably feeling buttache now since the flight is like 15 hours long. ahhhhh, so anyways, geez sending a friend off is always so upsetting. just like when rach went back to canada. dear serene was really upset, but i hope your feeling better now bestie! ninja family always here for you (:

nicco: take care in london! take more pictures, blog more, DONT delete your friendster, and you owe me a thousand bucks when u come back! :D hahaha, and come back soon alrights! your one of the bestest guy friend i've ever had!

HAPPY 17th AMELIA! (: haha, planned a surprise birthday for her and it was successful! yay! anyways, today is a pretty good day until the last part. gosh, was quite horrifying but nicco and serene kept laughing! not funny k! and here are some of the pictures..plus i get to see nicco off tmr! (:

omg, im finally feeling a bit better now, after going to the doctor for the second time. so i missed out on ytd's tuition and cg outing ): and maran's tuition this morning. throat and heads hurts so bad.

so like shucks, i havent touched any of my hw yet. :/ which is really bad cause theres really a lot of hw to do (someonePLEASEhelpme!).

anyway, just a random thought. i think i love a3 the most when we're having pe, despite us always wanting to skip pe and all. haha. its during pe that we really get to see the funniest side of all of us (:

and nicco is leaving for london to study on monday ): no one who will call me ah sim anymore, no one who will irritate me like mad but still help me carry my crumpler, and no one who will TRY to match make me up with all his 123456 friends. geez, gotta say i will miss u nicco! (although ur still an ass) i hope monday the teacher will give me green slip so that i can leave sch earlier to see you off!

throat infection and fever ):

what a way to spend my good friday.

these past few days have kinda been like a roller coaster ride for me, contrary to what i have prayed for. i prayed for one of the best week to happen because there's good friday but monday and tuesday have already proven me so wrong. but im really thankful for friends out there who care (you know who you are), for just being there for me. it really made my life a lot better. so from where i fall, im gonna pick myself up, dust myself, and continue my journey in life.

and now i finally know how much a glimpse of hope could do for a person in desperation. '...your very much needed...' could have been just a normal sentence, but to someone else, i guess sometimes it just meant a lot.

anyway, all that aside, weien just showed me a really cute video on youtube! (:




and then right, mj's having a movie marathon tmr in sch from like 9.30pm to 5.30am. haha so i bet weien's gonna enjoy himself there, he's doing a presentation on the causes of terrorism and he showed it to me and his presentation is so funny. haha, i think he's gonna kill me or something if he sees this. :X

alrighty, God bless ya all for the rest of the week!


ANDANDAND, i aint gonna do an essay which resembles econs too much ever again! lesson learnt! bye!

'We learn from history that we learn nothing from history'

-George Bernard Shaw

sat started off with going to cj for a history seminar. and it was pretty good. should have more of such seminars to make history more exciting. haha saw a couple of friends there =) and i realised that there are really a lot more people from other schools who are wayyyyy smarter than me. haha :/ bummed around with windri before meeting huizhi, gracia and serene (ninjaturtlesunite) for campus. campus was really good and i think the message applied to all of us in one way or another. i really hope that it will really turn out well for me from on now (youknowwhatimean). serene then left for YUKI (!!!!!) and we had dinner before going to esplanade for a walk and we just chilled yo. (:

TODAY,

first with gracia, huizhi, serene and gary. cj for lunch and then we went lido to catch...

haha yup, you got it right, happily N'ever after. hoho. the cinema was a joke and the people *ahems* we met was a joke too. but the show was pretty good. better than TMNT i guess. then i left for tuition and im back home now. and im really tired......

goodnight people, and lets maintain a good balance about everything in our life! (:

so today was a date with gracia, huizhi, gary and the four ninja turtles (raphael, donatello, michelangelo and leonardo) then bs, supper and just reminiscing about good old secondary school days. and its like what huizhi says, 'we never do run out of topics to talk about' =)

more to be continued...

yay! block test is finally over! =)

Packing up the dreams

God planted

In the fertile soil of you

Cant believe the hopes hes granted

Means a chapter in your life is through

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever

If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never

cause the welcome will not end

Though its hard to let you go

In the fathers hands we know

That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

With the faith and love gods given

Springing from the hope we know

We will pray the joy youll live in

Is the strength that now you show

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

well, this song has been constantly on my mind while i was bathing.

thank YOU for everything you've done. there's really nothing in this world that i could ever do to have friends like YOU =) for spending your precious time teaching me chem even though your block test ended today.

huizhi: although the day didnt turn out very well for you, i hope the night's put a smile on your face (: and thank youuuuu for teaching me chem! gracia: thank you for teaching me chem too! and omg, thanks^ infinity for staying until 11.30pm plusplus with me and also for volunteering to wake up and continue teaching me chem when i wake up in the morning. awwwww.. (:

I learned later that some of the answers I had been looking for were in the silence I heard as I waited for God's response to my pleas for help.

what other better way is there... to end the day off with having supper at glutton bay with three of your most favorite people after service and half a day of studying? simply none (:

our language
oyster omelette
+ stingray
+ kaya fondue
+ teh tarik
+ ice kachang
+ lots of laughter and fun

= LOVE!

goodnight people. God bless ya all.

wow, so these few days been pretty cool/fun/emo/yada yada...

going to math tuition for 3 hours (was momentarily retarded after that), meeting up with serene for lunch plus vivo trip and asking the lady to give me the sweets when she was not willing to (cause dear serene wanted it), being emokid after campus but thank goodness for best girlfriends around, sunday service with huizhi/gracia/serene/jiaying/gary/nicco, QUEUING UP for donuts for TWO freaking hours at the donut factory and then feeling like we've won the first prize for buying our donuts and would kill anyone who topple our donuts, not being able to pay attention during econs for the last fifteen mins, encountering a scary tuition friend!! (yucks), not loving YUKI at all, wasted an hour or so because of some stupid policy (bouncer ahhhhh), HAVING A BLAST WITH THE BEST FRIENDS!!, (best family everxzxz, GHOST, GIANT..what have you not), sleeping for 8 hours (luxury good!), meeting serene and nicco to get my stuff, catching seducing mr perfect (NICKY AND JESS, DANIEL HENNEY IS REALLYY GOOD LOOKING IN THIS MOVIEE!! you guys must go watch this movie k!), dinner at ljs (haha, audrey what is ljs hurhur), getting my new pencil box (loveeee!),

AND revising for block test. i wouldnt really like to include this in..

thats my sat, sun and monday for you guys out there.

if im not having my block test next monday, i would say this would have been the best holidays since my jc life started. ha ha.

sch has been pretty exciting these few days. (;

yesterday we felt the tremors of the earthquake in indonesia. haha although i was asleep (both times when it happened) it still feels exciting to have this kind of once in a lifetime experience. and i learnt a bit about earthquake from nicky! haha for once, i was really really interested in geography. heh. well, it also made me realise about the fragility of life. you really never know whats gonna happen next. maybe one moment your studying in your classroom, and then the next your just...gone. so people, live a fulfilling life! btw, amelia came to sa yesterday too. haha.

and today, performed for crc!! because of this crc performance, i havent been really able to sleep in peace these few days because every night before i actually go to bed, i would rehearse what i gotta do in my head. :/ i guess everything went pretty alright (thankyouJesus!) and im glad that its overrrr. haha amanda, dominic, weiliang and george are all in sa! (:

after sch, i met mdm kwan on my way home and we took the same train. she said some stuff to me and i dont know why, but it kinda just struck me that really, we're not just competing among each other in school, but also among those in other schools and those who are much better than us. plus some other stuff that she said, it really makes me realise quite a bit of things. and on my way home, i saw this banner......

well, heres some of the pictures we took on reuben's birthday! haha. i like the third picture the most, cause its like so...nice. haha. cousin and his friends all very sporting! haha if cousin reads this hes gonna kill me for sure, but STILL, REUBEN, PLEASE DO SOMETHING SOON!! otherwise batman will never ever be able to find his robin! HAHAH.

today morning was spent at church with huizhi, serene and nicco. then lunch at the usual place before studying with huizhi at town and then tuition. haha i think thats how i like my sundays done. but it would have been better if gracia was here! heh.

anyway, all the best to serene for her common test next week! go girl! and i think one of the funniest signboard i've ever seen in my whole life is this...

"THIS SHOP HAS LESS THAN $200 AFTER 7PM"

i dont know why, but i just cant stop laughing when i saw it. maybe cuz i saw it at a petrol station near central at around 4am. heeeee XD God bless ya all.

if i could turn back time, there are some things that i would definitely change about my life.

and if i could choose, i definitely would choose to want to talk.

sometimes its not even about you trying your best or not, its about whether you are given a chance to try it out. whats the use of trying to open a door when the door has obviously been locked.

wow, this week have been really really busy for me!

fri - reuben's 18th bday! so after sch and odac, i headed down for his bday party at his house despite having a throbbing headache. and as usual, cousin only invited all guys! plus 3 miserable girls (who are his cousins btw) but it was great fun cause his friends are really a sporting and funny bunch of people. haha. took some photos but i havent got the pictures yet cause its in shirlynn's camera.

sat - ss teambuilding. i broke my record and woke up the earliest at 540am and got ready to go to sch. reached sch at like 630am :/ was the facilitator for the scholars and at first, i was really scared cause i didnt know any scholars at all. but then, things turned out pretty good. the scholars were all so sporting and nice! and i really enjoyed myself for the ss teambuilding (: after tt, went for campus and then dinner with the cg.

today was church with the lovelies and i was feeling very very VERY tired. so yeah, fell asleep during service. had lunch at kenny rogers, then we studied at starbucks (i slept all the way) and then went for tuition. hahaha and now, im home with still quite a lot of things to do. :X

so its like 24 more days to block test ONE.

gp
math
econs
hisotry
chem

haha, okay everybody JIA YOU!

yesterday, i didnt go out for any visiting cause i had some work to finish up and also to study for econs test. (which i dont really know how to do anyway) then i met up with gracia and huizhi for dinner at pastamania and just hanging out together, talking about almost everything. (:

today was as usual. sch, odac and stuff. after odac, while on my way home, i suddenly thought of . (i dont know why either) and i realised that for me, some things, no matter how hard i try to forget, traces still linger in my heart.

Ill never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

Ive got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Youll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

Ill wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears

I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

this song feels so applicable to me even till now although it has alrdy been sucha long time ago...

photos taken on v-day! there's two of my most fav ppl in this world plus two of my fav bears! (:

anyway, day 2 of cny was pretty good too. as usual, ATE a lot la. haha. nothing much happened, just the usual visiting, EATING, collecting angbaos and yada yada. oh, but the cousins (me, tricia, shirlynn, reuben, justinn and bryan) with some of the parents went to watch just follow law at 12 midnight, and boy was i surprised to find that the WHOLE cinema was filled up. i thought the cinema would be empty but i guess i was wrong. the show's pretty much retarded and lame. (YES, NO LEGS) HAHA.

schs starting tmr and i shall not slack anymore! (cross fingers) and its damn amazing how my cousin now know my PRIMARY sch friends, my sec sch friends and my jc friends and how my dad friend's son know my cousin and my sec sch friends. haha to cut the long story short, it feels like everyone knows everyone! so friendster like! you know like first degree, second degree friends etc. hee, alrighty im going to count my angbao money now!

God bless ya all! (:

happpy chinese new year to all!

the above pic is part of the cousins united. haha okay, so today's been pretty busy, with all the visiting, ANGBAOS (i could make do with more) plusplus i ate super freaking A LOT! omg, like really a lot. and tmr, i'm gonna eat more again because morning ill be going to my babysitter house (EAT) then to aunty's sally house (EAT AGAIN) and then to pinpin's house (EAT AGAIN AGAIN!)

NICEEEE, suddenly i thought of standing broad jump and...someone really needs to teach me how to jump :/

and my room is once again, yes, in a mess so i feel like cleaning up my room tonight haha or else later all the relatives come they're gonna get a shock of their life seeing how messy my room is XD thats about all. hope all of u guys are having a fun time too! God bless. ^-^

P.S, some say i look chubby and i just looked up the dictionary for the word 'chubby' and this is what it says...

–adjective,

round and plump: a chubby child; a chubby face.

GGXX. OWNAGE. X_X

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

and then from friends to strangers.

after all these years...

happy \/ day people! yozzzz.

sch today was pretty happy! almost everyone gave everyone small little gifts for valentine's day in a3 <3 so sweeeeeeeet. heh. thanks all for the gifts and i hope you guys like the gifts too! haha. after that was odac orienteering. learnt quite a lot of things like using a compass, tying different kinds of knots, reading a map etc. (eh geog people, dont laugh ah) then we had gift exchange for odac. got gift from yumin. (:

AND the rest of the day was a JOKE. met up with huizhi and gracia at tm for dinner at pizza hut. yesterday, huizhi wanted to book a place at pizza hut but then the waiter said dont have to cause he didnt think that there will be a lot of ppl at THIS time (NICEEEEE, just what was he thinking about, its v-day man.) and then huizhi got damn pissed today cause the queue was like SO long. SO the waiter gave us priority to the seats. and then, the waiter spilled COKE on me (!!!) and worst still, my precious BEARS. OMGGG. so right now, my bears uniforms are being washed. but then they gave us discount so...haha.

dinner was good. took photos and also a funny video ^-^ then we juz walked around a bit and wanted to go home. while waiting for a cab, theres this guy who came up to us and he said he wanted to ask us some qns, something like a survey. and then u know what he asked? he asked what was our opinions if a guy just ask a girl for her number on the streets. so we were like obviously NOOO. and then he repeated his qns again which is quite stupid. haha. sooooo retarded.

i THINK that singapore is really a small country. TSK. i THINK i wanna take bus to school with huizhi and gracia from now on. HAHAHA.

btw, im naming my bears valentina and valentino respectively. haha. tina and tino YO. huizhi came up with their names. XD alrighty, goodnight and God bless ya all!

P.S, GRACIA AND HUIZHI, DONT COPY ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG. ITS COPYWRITED.

today is miss wong's birthday! and we wanted to give her a surprise birthday and it WORKED! haha. we pretended that val fainted and cui hurried her to the cafe to check out on val. gosh, her face was so hilarious when she ran towards all of us. hehehe. then we sang her a birthday song, gave her a balloon and dedicate a song to her. (:

FINALLY bought almost all of my chinese new year clothes and stuff ^-^ NICEEEEEE. and tmr is valentine's day. SO, happy valentine/friendship day to YOU!


love me for a reason
and let the reason be love.

hello! today was a pretty okay day (:

sch was alright, except tt math lecture was really tiring! after that, msp..and then...i went off to buy SOME stuff for SOME people. <3 haha.

just got back home. heh. btw, i saw 3 juniors today and they told me quite a lot of people coming to sa this year..yay! haha. and then right, khai (junior sports leader) also coming! NICEEEE.

k la, byeeeee.

actually i have pretty much quite a bit to say but then i guess shit just happens sometimes.


sadly to say, this world works in a way thats way too unfair sometimes.

what about a fair chance in everything that we do? you SERIOUSLY think all of us are given a FAIR chance in EVERYTHING?

i thought i gave my best this time round,

and what did i get back in the end?


but i guess sometimes its really not about myself, but its just all about Him and really seeking joy in whatever you are doing.

nonetheless, sundays with gracia, huizhi, serene, nicco and gary are the best <3

wow, so another week just passed by.

today was spent meeting with ODACers early in the morning (815am) at changi jetty to go to pulau ubin for orienteering. woah, i walked like almost the whole of pulau ubin man, for like 4 hours. after tt, i just came back home, took a bath and knock out until 10pm. hahaha

anyway, congrats to gracia and huizhi for getting third in the touch rug competition! (: proud of u girls! hee. XD

today i realised that the world is actually a reality freak.

survival of the fittest. so true huh.

on another totally random note, school is so tiring today! keep falling asleep during gp lesson. then after sch while eating with ping, val and mal, miss lye saw us and came over and asked why i kept falling asleep. :/ and then i did four freaking hours of msp! omg, really wanted to rot. it felt as though time was ticking SO slowly. gosh.. then had ltc meeting, and then tuition. and now, i have quite a bad headache and im going to bed soon.

AND, all the best for everyone's who taking back their O levels results tmr! God bless ya all! (:

my best 'cousin' haha. monday evening was spent studying with gracia, huizhi, gary, jiaying and their friends and they're really a bunch of nice people. studied till about ten and then gary's dad came and fetched all of us home. its really nice to study with them (:


tuesday was spent meeting sereneseahforest in the evening and just have a bestiedate. haha ate chicken rice and i think tt the chicken rice there was really good! geez, all of you must go try the chicken rice sometime k? its at far east. u can date me out and ill bring u there! then we walked around and talked a lot a lot a lot and then ate again. (:

TODAY, we all went to vivo to watch An Inconvient Truth and it was pretty good, just tt i was really tired so i dozed off a while. :/ before tt was lunch with the class ^-^ and i made a new friend today. LOL.

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee and God bless ya all!

didnt go to church today cause i woke up with a really really bad sore eye. so i rested a while more until like 10am plus before meeting gracia and huizhi for lunchhhhhh. heh. they're both two retarded asses who really can make everything becomes (: ! haha. after lunch, we went to macs to study and saw teoweiennnnnnn! he went to the toilet like 4 times within an hour! hurhur. *reminds me of someone who goes toilet very often in school*

after that was tuitiontime. it was pretty okay. after tuition was back to macs to look for gracia and huizhi and then had dinner plus study a bit more. and NOW, im home. gonna sleep soon and get ready for school tmr! daddy, bless everyone with a good and blessed week ahead, especially mine! amen.

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh dont lose your head'
Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

hello all. havent been updating for quite some time huh. alrighty, i just finished my rafting proposal draft one and i hope its gonna be good.

anyway, i really hate cramps. they make me feel so annoyed/pissed/upset for i-dont-know-what-reasons. and then they hurt so badly i literally had to squat down.

yeah, my life's been pretty random so far. church tmr! (:

hello people! i havent been blogging for quite some time because ive been really busy with schoolwork and cca that i dont have much time to blog. well, sometimes thats a lie. i just dont feel like blogging. so the weekdays mostly consist of sch, cca, msp and tuition. and my weekend is reserved for church and tuitions. and hardly anything exciting happened (not that i can think of) so (: im not watching my korean show now because i watched them on the internet already! but i havent finish watching all the episodes yet though.

today was cca teambuilding day and it went pretty well, considering the number of dry runs and preparation that we had. was the facilitator for CRC and at first, i was kinda scared that i wouldnt make a good facilitator at all. but then all glory to God, everything went well and im really glad that i got to know everyone in CRC better! (jess, windri, tiffany, jiexin, teri and celine) its a pity chandra was sick or else he could have join us. overall, im really really glad that everything went well and i guess everytime after such an activity, i come out a stronger girl. a more independent lady. i dont deny that im such a weakling at times with my rollercoaster emotions but thank God He never gives up hope on me and thank God for all the lovely friends who had been there for me. no words could ever express how much i really thank daddy for friends like that.

there's pretty much a lot of work to do for me but im really such a procrastinator. always delaying my work, telling myself that theres still tmr and when tmr comes, theres still another tmr. bad habit clarice. today, im gonna give myself a good rest and then wake up tmr morning for church. i gotta admit that i really do miss church and services. yeah, and two tasks coming up for clarice would be first aid refresher course and LTC and im giving it to daddy that He will make everything right for me. goodnight ppl and God bless!

btw, today while taking the train home after cca teambuilding, i was so tired that i fell asleep and my head landed on this lady's shoulder beside me (somehow or rather). but i was too embarrassed to wake up so i pretended to move my head up and pretended to sleep until i reach pasir ris. haha.

the feeling of helplessness is when you stare at your work and nothing comes into your mind. when you look at your question paper and realise that you actually cant do any of your chemistry questions. and you wonder why. and then you pray but there's no reply.



'there's a story behind everything. how a picture got on a wall. how a scar got on your face. sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. but behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin'.

its only the second day of school and i feel like its nearing the mid year alrdy. history test, math test, chem test, econs test. aiya, u name it they have it. like what marc says, 'the jcs now all super enthu' haha and when msp starts, my sch ends on the average at 6PM on mon, tues and thurs and about 8PM on wed and fri. today, i was walking to the train station with jess and i realised that its one of the FEW times that i get to go home on a bright and sunny day cuz usually whenever im going home, the sky is usually dark.

haha, alright i think i should go back to doing my math. math. math.

mmmmmmm (: God bless ya all people.

weeeee, so like school's starting in a few hours time. gosh, this holiday really just fly by huh. so ive been staying at home trying to finish up my hw. bet many of you are doing about the same thing as me XD

geez, 2006's been pretty good, although not exactly good. and i know year 2007's gonna be a better year yo. haha. the thought of turning eighteen in ten months four days time makes me feel old, but excited. like hi, clarice's eighteen now (:

okayyy, so God bless everyone and hope you guys will have a good and fun time in school ming tian! (:

HAPPY BLESSED YEAR 2007 TO ALL! (: