HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

hello! chem lessons in the morning and im really confused about chem! haha just pretended that i knew some stuff. hoho. lunch at macs with dawnie and wen. heh. and dawnie eats soooooo sloooooooow. next up was tuition followed by attempting to do math = not much of a life but its okay...

well, anyways, here's pictures from ping's 18th birthday! (:

so yeah i went to meet them after ltc camp..couldnt really find them at first cause clarke quay looks the same at night! like everywhere looks just like the same.. hurhur and they took these photos before i came...

AND THEN I CAME. HAHA.. met them at tcc where they just had dinner. then we were just wandering about... wondering where to go.

group shot! - bg(birthday girl), wen, vaaaaal, keith, marcus, nicky, ME and dawnie!

then ping took out her shrek ears and made me wear it..so like okayyyy. i pretty much liked it anyway. hehe..with nicky the BUM! well, we finally decided to go to the asylum...

well yeap, then nicky, keith and marcus left...thus leaving ping, val, dawnie, wen and me. at twelve, we decided to leave the asylum and just walked around. then i pretended to be super amazed by the boats there and we just stood by the river for a while before singing ping a birthday song and giving her a group birthday hug! hoho. after that we just hanged around, trying to find an atm machine for dawnie and wen and we walked into a shopping mall which was closed....and pretended to be models. (dream come true! *ahems) and then it was home sweet home! haha well, hope you had a FAN-tastic 18th birthday ping! love you lots! heh.

been trying to pack ALL my notes today and gosh, i didnt realise that all my notes are in sucha mess!

and i havent finish packing all of them yet, but at least i've filed some of them and its so nice to see all your notes in place. ha ha.

okay im being totally random now. byeeeeee.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HUIPING!

and hello! im back from ltc camp! its been a good camp and so im a very happy girl (: im really glad that everything went on quite smoothly even though i know that improvements can be made in some areas, but overall, i would say that it turned out well. (:

okay, so on huizhi's birthday which is on the 6th of june, in the morning i went to see the doctor cause i was having flu and cough (but im now healed by His stripes!). serene and gracia were at raffles at about twelve to queue up for donuts at the donut factory. i reached there about an hour later...and we queued for the donuts for about three hours! haha the queue was longer this time round, probably cause its the holidays...

saw this two weird creatures while walking to the donut factory..


serene, me and gracia queuing for the donuts!


after getting the donuts, we went to huizhi's house to give her a birthday surprise! heh. and it went well and she was really shocked and we were really happy that our plan worked! :D

so cute right, 18 donuts with 18 small little umbrellas..


gracia, huizhi, vic, serene and me - the ladies..(hello, im a lady too haha)




we had bbq at huizhi's place and it was funnnn. i can bbq well alrights! heh.

the cake and the birthday girl...




the six of us :D




individual shots!














so yeah, that's huizhi's 18th birthday! haha then the next day was gary's birthday. so i gave him a box of donuts too cause i bought two boxes of it and since i have camp the next day, i figured that i cant finish them all in a day so i gave one to him.

then it was ltc camp from thurs to sat. ended odac at about 7pm plus and then i rushed home (due to some ahems some reasons...ahems...thanks qi for saving me AGAIN) haha then i went to meet ping and the rest (nicky, dawn, wenyi, val, keith & marcus) at clarke quay to celebrate ping's 18th birthday! qi couldnt come cause she's sick. and it was funnn. heh. i miss my classmates during this holidays. yeap pictures be up soon!

had a good night rest. i missed my bed during the camp period. haha. went for third with huizhi and gary and it was gooooooood too. so yeah, thats my second week of holidays.

tmr's the start of the third week and i really have to get serious alrdy. lets jia you everybody! we're all in this together! first thing first tmr: CHEM LESSONS. :/ haha. okayyy byeee and God bless ya all!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GARY SONG ZHE WEN! (:

the ONLY photo i took with you this year. tsk tsk. have a blessed birthday!

anyway, i will update more when i come back from ltc camp! bye and God bless ya people!

Trusting God. its not about your circumstances, but how you look at your circumstances...I will remember that.

okay, that aside...




TODAY IS HUIZHI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY! so happy birthday sis! your the BEST SIS ever in this whole wide world! :D

remember the first day of sch in sec 1, we were sitting beside each other and then i went up to you and said,' hi, can i be your friend?' (cant believe i actually said that in sec 1 !!) and that sentence was actually the beginning of a God-given friendship!

we looked so klutz here! haha. remember all our various eyecandies which changes from sec 1 to sec4 (many many), how my skirt used to be damn long but you still kindly befriended me and tolerated me till sec 4, the smiles, the tears, the quarrels, for standing up for me, blue platess ('uncle, more curry, egg but dont break egg yolk!'), gossiping about everyBODY in secondary sch (well, almost everybody!), sports leader together, cheering for you in every interclass netball, hanging out with the different types of friends (literally, haha), sending pong off at the airport, seeing my most heartbroken moments! (ahems, sssssseeeeeeeee....), and many many more....

and look, where we are now (:

love you lots zhuanghuizhidawne. :D

BFF! more to come later!

re·spon·si·ble

–adjective
1.
answerable or accountable, as for something within one's power, control, or management

1.
liable to be required to give account, as of one's actions or of the discharge of a duty or trust.


somehow, this word 'responsibility' scares me...not as in im supposed to be responsible for my own things and stuff (i'm never really bothered about by this) , but its the responsibility of everything and everybody. and im so afraid i would screw things up (like how i always do when im handling things which really matters). i dont think you know how scared i feel. you know the feeling of incapability and the 'your-just-not-up-to-it-feeling'. although no one will say that your incapable right in your face, you just know it.

so im really praying that You will guide me through it and take my fear away...and bless me with a good one this time round. amen.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

(:

all the best huizhi and gracia for your A divs tmr! all the way! <3

hello to ALL who comes my blog JUST TO SEE MY FRIENDS. before i start off my post, i am going to post a picture of myself so i MAKE SURE at least you SEE me. haha (sammie!)

anyway, today morning i woke up.....yeahhh then i went to the airport to see coach gary off to israel with the rest of the leaders. yeap they'll be back only on the 6th of june. heh. after that met up with serene seah cause she's leaving for vietnam for her econs trip. vanessa's going with her too! and then we saw :D (i-dont-like-the-name-which-my-dear-friends-give) ! so yeah anyway, saw gracia too. hoho. so many people at the airport today. haaaa.





after that, i went back home..and on my way home, i did something super embarrassing which i never thought i would have done in my whole life.... but then again, in desparation, anything can happen!

yeah..thats probably the first day of my holidays. God bless!

PS, pls remind me to study hard okay! thankyouverymuch.

i'm finally homeeeee (:

today morning was spent doing recce for ltc at Jalan Bahtera. and who would have known that choa chu kang and lim chu kang are so far apart...well at least for an extreme easterner like me, i really have no idea. :/

after that, met up with huizhi and gary and went for arrow service. it was pretty good. talked about destiny...but you know like i always have this qns in my mind..whats the difference between fate and destiny? yeah...anyways, after service was dinner with the cg! saw the rest of the ppl too. heh. and im really happy to see them. i mean like old friends you know? and like 'NUSSSSS...!' :D dinner at marina square and cg dinner went pretty well..after that, went to topshop to walk around and then to meet huizhi and gary.....and gossiped a lot on our way back.

and you know what? the world is really filled with unexpected events !! i mean like the least expected things always happen. i happened to know a couple of stuff and im really shocked! like really. and i think that im pretty much over it now..since i can actually use myself as an example and joke about it. it isnt ever gonna be the same anymore. whats past is past. your never gonna be the one i know in the past. because why? its all in the past yeah.

anyway anyway! u know there's this chinese book which i borrowed under laoshi's name then i havent returned it for damn long (shakes head right, i know i know...) then laoshi called me up and like wanted to scold me but yeah i just avoided that topic as much as possible. but i returned it ytd and then she smsed and asked if i've returned it and im like yessss. then guess whats her reply to me? 'Good girl.' OMGZZZ couldnt stop laughing to myself. haha.

and thats about all. im gonna go to bed now. be missing my korean show today! but its okay! goodnight and God bless you ppl! (:

:D

hello! sch today is so tiring...cause i've been staying up late from mon to wed to watch my channel 8 show (my date with a vampire 3) haha. total klutz i know. so yeah today's lessons were alright i guess..with great classmates, lessons are never boring! (:

sch ended at 1.30pm today for everybody cause the sch wanted us to go support our sch soccer 3rd and 4th placing and hockey finals, against vjc. so yeap, off we went to watch the hockey match to give our support to cui! me, val and sammie were wondering whose the jinx who always cause us not to get a cab. :/ hoho. yeah so the match started at 3pm and me and val cheered damn loudly. :D we lost to vj 0-1 in the end though. haha but its okay! i think we put up a good fight. and soccer lost to vj too, 1-2. its okayyyyyy! saw serene, amelia and vanessa! heh.

after the match, me and serene headed down to vivo to catch pirates of the caribbean and it was good! albeit the movie lasted for 3 hours...captain jack sparrow! <3 then we walked around, shopped a bit, had dinner at ljs and did silly stuff together. haha. enjoyed myself thoroughly! so like yeah, im home nowww..feeling super tired.. i think i better go sleep now, or else tmr morning would be a mind battle for me again. haha will post pictures up tmr or something!

bye people and HAPPY HOLIDAYSSS! XD

hello people..this is like the last week of school. so like im here nowwww. this term is like one of the busiest term everrrr...thank goodness the holidays are coming soon! at least i dont have to wake up so early....

anyway, this is a super random entry. lets see...i have no idea what to say...but anyways, i was just looking through all my photos and i saw this picture! geez, my FIRST TEENZEAL (like hello TEENZEAL yeah) CAMP. hoho...we all looked so cute and innocent back then... haha all the sweet memories. (:


and look, how much we've grown over the years! God bless!

wow, blogger is finally okay!

anyways, the weekends are finally here! what a hectic week it has been. but im really glad that i didnt skip school the whole of this week. hahaha.

and i think its good to end today with cg. yeap, managed to go for cg at george's house since it was at potong pasir. it was really good. (: and HELLO, *waves!*

k, time for a good break to rest during the weekends. bye and God bless.

somethings to make my week happier even though im feeling VERY tired and lazy.

candies from nicky:


tlc sushi from cui:


(:

today's such a brain-draining and tiring day. been working my brain non-stop since 8am. :/

this week has been a good one. i had my rest which i think i badly needed. most importantly, i've finally found the answer to all my questions. the one which i've been struggling with throughout all these months.

first with serene and gracia then lunch at pepper lunch (taken by her NEW phone btw! and her phone has a game which is pretty addictive)


and it feels good to catch up once in a while with your friend whom you havent been in contact with. and the constant surprises that God gives. -saw my first three months cj classmate during maran's tuition! -seeing seetoh during arrow! -finally able to talk in the capacity as friends.

arrow service on sat and it was good too! miss seeing everybody. even if its just a smile, a hi, a bye, a hug..it feels just like home. speaking of which, i miss dare too.





that pretty much sums up my weekend. God bless ya all. even when life has hit the bottom, cling unto Jesus. 'He who did not spare His own Son, but delievered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?' (im reminding myself of this too) cyah!

i feel like i have a lot to say.

but its this whole mix of emotions inside of me that i dont know how to express myself.

(unorganised thoughts)

hello! been lazy to blog these past few days because i was like really busy. anyways, here are some highlights of the month:

-CLASS OUTING on labour day! it was really fun. haha but im quite lazy to update it here so right, go read KEITH'S blog! and i really love 06a03 <3

-met up with huizhi, gracia and serene after what felt like ages (:

-sunday's sermon was really good. its kinda like a summary of what i've been going through in my life. and like i was feeling quite dry the past few weeks cause i havent been going to church. so sunday's sermon was really good for me. i think God really will restore what you've lost and when He restores everything back to you, it comes with much more than you could ever imagine.

-yay, for once i got gold for napfa! haha okay cause i always cant do my standing broad jump. :/ and today i puked after doing my 2.4! yuckkk. but thanks a3 for cheering me on and qi and jess for running with me!

ANYWAYS, theres gonna be a youth concert organised by my church and planet shakers will be coming! OMG, EXCITING OKAY!

date: 15th june, friday
time: 7.30pm
venue: singapore expo
price: 5 bucks
speaker: pastor prince

so if you wanna go right, let me know k! i can get tickets for you and we can all go together for a smashing good time with Jesus! (: alrights, i be off now. haha bye and God bless ya!

okay, so like while i was sleeping, my left ear bled. and its not my ear piercing. its like the inside you know. so like i got freaked out and i rushed to the doc. and because my left ear felt funny when i talked, i was like 'shit, im gonna be semi-deaf'. i was really on the verge of tears so i guess you could actually imagine me crying all the way from my home to the doc yeah. but i didnt cry la. just felt damn freaking scared. yeah saw the doc alrdy and he said my eardrum aint bleeding (thank god, like seriously!) so i just gotta eat medicine and see him again next week. but if the blood seeps out, then just clean it away. okayyyy, so like my ear is still bleeding inside and its very very blocked because the blood is all inside. its like when water is inside your ears and you hear echo when you talk.

and i think thats all for now. i just want my ears to be unblocked because i dislike having blocked ears, makes me very irritated. ill update the rest another time.

yeahbye.