today was pretty well spent (:

slept till 10am plus in the morning (luxury good!), had breakfast, and just bummed around, watching tv prog and using the com.....after that, went to meet huizhi to get our stuff (good deal!) then we went to eastpoint bk to studyyyy. and right, i was really distracted the whole time! cause i felt like i only have one paper left to study so i just felt really distracted...attention span was less than half an hour.....and my mind will start wandering off..looking at the people and the DOGS around me...and today, i got the closest to a BIG dog...like less than a metre away? :D but of course, with a glass in between us. haha. after that, went to popular to get stationaries...thanks sis, for giving me ONE knock knock!

met the family after that and went to parkway for dinner! steamboatttt! my favorite! heh. dinner was great..then me and cousin (lilian) went shopping! (: heh..then mum called cause it was getting a bit late and i didnt wanna pick up the phone call..haha neither did lilian (she switched her phone to silent mode!). met back with the family and had dessert at andersons..and then it was home sweet home.

so like you can see that i didnt study much today. but i attempted doing math. and i tell you right, probability is really tough.....like really...i keep drawing the diagram and i still get the answer wrong. tsktsk. oh well, shall try harder tmr!

God bless ya all and first tmr with fellow God's daughters! yay! byeeeeeee.

P.S,

i havent been to eastpoint for the longest time ever and the last time that i went there, it was to send pong off cause he was going back to thailand and we had lunch together. geez..me and huizhi were just reminiscing about it..and you know what? i really miss them all. you know that they're friends who have left footprints in your heart and somehow or another, they've impacted your life in secondary school and that made everything so beautiful and memorable. and im really thankful that in this lifetime of mine, God placed them in my life. (:

after 5 long arduous day of exams, im finally left with one math stats paper on tuesday. been sleeping really late the past five days...which explains why today after econs paper 2, had breakfast with the class at macs, took a ride from val to simei (thanks!), took a bus home, and.........

slept from 11am to 5pm. shiok! :D

it certainly felt good.

heh. after that, met the cg for dinner. coach couldnt make it so zj took over our for cg today. and it was greattttt. haha. supper at macs with the cg after that and then it was cab ride home with jo and charlene.

and tmr is sat! yay! haha, okay God bless!

life....

is always full of unexpected events, isnt it?

tired X2

today morning+afternoon was spent studying with gracia, huizhi and serene. before gracia came, we were studying at starbucks and it was in the open air area..then it started to drizzle a bit and starbucks was full, so we had to go to another place.. and there's like this maple story thingy at suntec, and im amazed that there are actually so many people queuing to play the games or something..its funny.

so anyway, we walked past the mango shop and then they were having sale....and then huizhi and serene wanted to go check it out.....so we went in...and..became happy girls when we got out..i got a pair of shorts (: well, we were supposed to be studying but i guess a little break wont do much harm, would it? heh. we then went to subway (i keep calling subway as starhub i dont know why) to continue studying and gracia joined us. studied until 4.45pm and then we went for service. service's good (:

dinner after that at level ONE and then serene went home while me, gracia and huizhi went to a different subway to study, again...until like 10pm..and now, im home.. first tmr! so goodnight and God bless ya people!

its SATURDAY alrdy..how time flies! two more days to the start of block test 2!


anyhow, today trish gave all of us wake up calls at 7am but i guess we all went back to sleep after that. haha. met jj and reuben in the bus and we mass sent messages to trish! heh. breakfast at macs (hotcakes!!) and to start off the day, we talked crap, as usual...hurhur. this is what cousins do when they get together eh? cant wait for after A levels so that we (hey reuben!) can do what we want to do and show them kids what is life. hahaha.



after having breakfast, we went to bk to study. zhou joined us later onnn. studying went pretty okay. and im now neither here nor there for all my revision of the different subjects. and its really vexing cause its like everyday you ponder about what you are going to study..i need more TIME, more TIME! and i think that i really use up a lot of time just to study for a topic/chapter. and it really irks me cause you wonder where has all the time gone suddenly...

left the airport at about 6pm plus and then headed for maran's tuition and ended at like 11pm yeah... and tomorrow, CHURCH! (: but before that, its time to study, againnnn.

oh wells.

at least you know that your not alone..many others are with you.

and its really funny what students can do when they're stressed out. (;

alrights, bye and God bless!

im feeling really tired today!

so anyhow, today i woke up at 8am and gave morning wake up calls to trish, cousin and zhou...yeah.. in the end, the girls reached earlier than the guys (!!) whats becoming of guys nowadays huh. tsktsk. yeah macs for breakfast at the airport and while we were going to start studying, i asked reuben for my blue file which i left it at his house on tues and he said he forgot to bring it! ahhhhhhh, omgzz so he went back home to take it and jj accompanied him...

and they didnt bring their bags along. so we had to carry their bags for them when we got out of macs and we made zhou a very embarrassesd boy. haha. oh wells, nothing much actually..we merely placed all our bags on the trolley..after the cousins came back with my blue file, we found out that zhou and reuben lost their bday present for their friend! (it slipped off the trolley) so on we went in the quest to find the lost present..........and we finally found it! (at the info counter)

okayyyy, so we went to bk to study and boy, there were so many people studying. and as usual, saw lotsa cousin's friends. tjc aura once againnnnnn..... and today! i finally started on my chem! i know its really late to start chem like only now but u know i always have this psychological barrier about chem inside of me which tells me that i cant do chem for nuts.. yeah i started on organic chem first...well..h2 ppl say that h1 chem has muchhhhh lesser stuff so it shouldnt be that hard right? haha asked reuben and zhou to help me mark out the necessary and important things to study for chem. necessary = put a star/ circle the page. important = put a big star. very important = put a big big star. haha and studying went pretty alright i guess... took breaks in between to hear jj getting conned by the aunty (cause he didnt know about the student meal), seeing reuben and zhou quarrelling and fighting over one yam pie (i forgot the name but it taste yuckyyyy), feeling tired but cannot sleep......

after that, trish went to meet her parents cause her aunt's giving birth..reuben and zhou went to meet their friends to celebrate a friend's birthday, jj went home and i went for tuition. took bus with jj and he walked me to my tutor's place. yeap saw zhuang on the way.....anyhow tuition's okayyyyyyy. and thats about all. im turning in soon..goodnight people! God bless.

btw, i miss huizhi, gracia and a3!



my current fav songggg (:

hey oh! had history consultation with mr tan in the morning, then met bestie to study at cathay. caught shrek 3 (ha ha that was a break!) and i hate complicated doors. after that, bestie went for chem tuition while i went to study on my own for a bit...dont you feel like no matter how much you study, you just cant finish studying? hm....

okay, bye& God bless!

hello!

havent blogged for the past week and i cant really remember what happened except for feeling really scared the night before math mock papers to the extent that i couldnt fall asleep...and i realised that i really hated that feeling. and planet shakers was a blast! (met sa seniors whom i've never met before ha ha) caught the fantastic four with serene and its pretty good and meeting up with chenpei and roy for a good catch up session.

other than that.........ive been up to nothing much.

this week's been pretty good..maybe because its the last week of holidays and i havent really started studying for the past three weeks and i felt pretty scared. so yeah ytd and today have been pretty fruitful. after econs tuition, met up with reuben, tricia and qixiang to study at the airport. saw david, jingming and cousin's tj friends....ohhhh the tj aura..

yeap, dinner at aunty peg's house and i just realised that i left my BLUE FILE at her house !! my......notes...... okay nvm, ill get it back..

anyhow, people, i hope u guys are studying hard! and dont give up even when your notes are bad, your morale is zerooooo or when ur just so irritated by not understanding a single thing cause we're all in this together! so JIA YOU! (:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

hello! chem lessons in the morning and im really confused about chem! haha just pretended that i knew some stuff. hoho. lunch at macs with dawnie and wen. heh. and dawnie eats soooooo sloooooooow. next up was tuition followed by attempting to do math = not much of a life but its okay...

well, anyways, here's pictures from ping's 18th birthday! (:

so yeah i went to meet them after ltc camp..couldnt really find them at first cause clarke quay looks the same at night! like everywhere looks just like the same.. hurhur and they took these photos before i came...

AND THEN I CAME. HAHA.. met them at tcc where they just had dinner. then we were just wandering about... wondering where to go.

group shot! - bg(birthday girl), wen, vaaaaal, keith, marcus, nicky, ME and dawnie!

then ping took out her shrek ears and made me wear it..so like okayyyy. i pretty much liked it anyway. hehe..with nicky the BUM! well, we finally decided to go to the asylum...

well yeap, then nicky, keith and marcus left...thus leaving ping, val, dawnie, wen and me. at twelve, we decided to leave the asylum and just walked around. then i pretended to be super amazed by the boats there and we just stood by the river for a while before singing ping a birthday song and giving her a group birthday hug! hoho. after that we just hanged around, trying to find an atm machine for dawnie and wen and we walked into a shopping mall which was closed....and pretended to be models. (dream come true! *ahems) and then it was home sweet home! haha well, hope you had a FAN-tastic 18th birthday ping! love you lots! heh.

been trying to pack ALL my notes today and gosh, i didnt realise that all my notes are in sucha mess!

and i havent finish packing all of them yet, but at least i've filed some of them and its so nice to see all your notes in place. ha ha.

okay im being totally random now. byeeeeee.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HUIPING!

and hello! im back from ltc camp! its been a good camp and so im a very happy girl (: im really glad that everything went on quite smoothly even though i know that improvements can be made in some areas, but overall, i would say that it turned out well. (:

okay, so on huizhi's birthday which is on the 6th of june, in the morning i went to see the doctor cause i was having flu and cough (but im now healed by His stripes!). serene and gracia were at raffles at about twelve to queue up for donuts at the donut factory. i reached there about an hour later...and we queued for the donuts for about three hours! haha the queue was longer this time round, probably cause its the holidays...

saw this two weird creatures while walking to the donut factory..


serene, me and gracia queuing for the donuts!


after getting the donuts, we went to huizhi's house to give her a birthday surprise! heh. and it went well and she was really shocked and we were really happy that our plan worked! :D

so cute right, 18 donuts with 18 small little umbrellas..


gracia, huizhi, vic, serene and me - the ladies..(hello, im a lady too haha)




we had bbq at huizhi's place and it was funnnn. i can bbq well alrights! heh.

the cake and the birthday girl...




the six of us :D




individual shots!














so yeah, that's huizhi's 18th birthday! haha then the next day was gary's birthday. so i gave him a box of donuts too cause i bought two boxes of it and since i have camp the next day, i figured that i cant finish them all in a day so i gave one to him.

then it was ltc camp from thurs to sat. ended odac at about 7pm plus and then i rushed home (due to some ahems some reasons...ahems...thanks qi for saving me AGAIN) haha then i went to meet ping and the rest (nicky, dawn, wenyi, val, keith & marcus) at clarke quay to celebrate ping's 18th birthday! qi couldnt come cause she's sick. and it was funnn. heh. i miss my classmates during this holidays. yeap pictures be up soon!

had a good night rest. i missed my bed during the camp period. haha. went for third with huizhi and gary and it was gooooooood too. so yeah, thats my second week of holidays.

tmr's the start of the third week and i really have to get serious alrdy. lets jia you everybody! we're all in this together! first thing first tmr: CHEM LESSONS. :/ haha. okayyy byeee and God bless ya all!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GARY SONG ZHE WEN! (:

the ONLY photo i took with you this year. tsk tsk. have a blessed birthday!

anyway, i will update more when i come back from ltc camp! bye and God bless ya people!

Trusting God. its not about your circumstances, but how you look at your circumstances...I will remember that.

okay, that aside...




TODAY IS HUIZHI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY! so happy birthday sis! your the BEST SIS ever in this whole wide world! :D

remember the first day of sch in sec 1, we were sitting beside each other and then i went up to you and said,' hi, can i be your friend?' (cant believe i actually said that in sec 1 !!) and that sentence was actually the beginning of a God-given friendship!

we looked so klutz here! haha. remember all our various eyecandies which changes from sec 1 to sec4 (many many), how my skirt used to be damn long but you still kindly befriended me and tolerated me till sec 4, the smiles, the tears, the quarrels, for standing up for me, blue platess ('uncle, more curry, egg but dont break egg yolk!'), gossiping about everyBODY in secondary sch (well, almost everybody!), sports leader together, cheering for you in every interclass netball, hanging out with the different types of friends (literally, haha), sending pong off at the airport, seeing my most heartbroken moments! (ahems, sssssseeeeeeeee....), and many many more....

and look, where we are now (:

love you lots zhuanghuizhidawne. :D

BFF! more to come later!

re·spon·si·ble

–adjective
1.
answerable or accountable, as for something within one's power, control, or management

1.
liable to be required to give account, as of one's actions or of the discharge of a duty or trust.


somehow, this word 'responsibility' scares me...not as in im supposed to be responsible for my own things and stuff (i'm never really bothered about by this) , but its the responsibility of everything and everybody. and im so afraid i would screw things up (like how i always do when im handling things which really matters). i dont think you know how scared i feel. you know the feeling of incapability and the 'your-just-not-up-to-it-feeling'. although no one will say that your incapable right in your face, you just know it.

so im really praying that You will guide me through it and take my fear away...and bless me with a good one this time round. amen.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

(:

all the best huizhi and gracia for your A divs tmr! all the way! <3

hello to ALL who comes my blog JUST TO SEE MY FRIENDS. before i start off my post, i am going to post a picture of myself so i MAKE SURE at least you SEE me. haha (sammie!)

anyway, today morning i woke up.....yeahhh then i went to the airport to see coach gary off to israel with the rest of the leaders. yeap they'll be back only on the 6th of june. heh. after that met up with serene seah cause she's leaving for vietnam for her econs trip. vanessa's going with her too! and then we saw :D (i-dont-like-the-name-which-my-dear-friends-give) ! so yeah anyway, saw gracia too. hoho. so many people at the airport today. haaaa.





after that, i went back home..and on my way home, i did something super embarrassing which i never thought i would have done in my whole life.... but then again, in desparation, anything can happen!

yeah..thats probably the first day of my holidays. God bless!

PS, pls remind me to study hard okay! thankyouverymuch.

i'm finally homeeeee (:

today morning was spent doing recce for ltc at Jalan Bahtera. and who would have known that choa chu kang and lim chu kang are so far apart...well at least for an extreme easterner like me, i really have no idea. :/

after that, met up with huizhi and gary and went for arrow service. it was pretty good. talked about destiny...but you know like i always have this qns in my mind..whats the difference between fate and destiny? yeah...anyways, after service was dinner with the cg! saw the rest of the ppl too. heh. and im really happy to see them. i mean like old friends you know? and like 'NUSSSSS...!' :D dinner at marina square and cg dinner went pretty well..after that, went to topshop to walk around and then to meet huizhi and gary.....and gossiped a lot on our way back.

and you know what? the world is really filled with unexpected events !! i mean like the least expected things always happen. i happened to know a couple of stuff and im really shocked! like really. and i think that im pretty much over it now..since i can actually use myself as an example and joke about it. it isnt ever gonna be the same anymore. whats past is past. your never gonna be the one i know in the past. because why? its all in the past yeah.

anyway anyway! u know there's this chinese book which i borrowed under laoshi's name then i havent returned it for damn long (shakes head right, i know i know...) then laoshi called me up and like wanted to scold me but yeah i just avoided that topic as much as possible. but i returned it ytd and then she smsed and asked if i've returned it and im like yessss. then guess whats her reply to me? 'Good girl.' OMGZZZ couldnt stop laughing to myself. haha.

and thats about all. im gonna go to bed now. be missing my korean show today! but its okay! goodnight and God bless you ppl! (:

:D