went for jess youth camp bbq today. it was overall super good.

because of the praise and worship. gosh, i have never felt God's presence so real for quite a while. and i've never cried so much for a long long time. yeah. its like pastor talked about the spirit of rejection and im like wow..just what i needed. because of that particular thing, i have been feeling like shit a lot lately. it kinda makes me think all the negative thoughts. and when the leaders prayed for me, i cant help it but cry like a baby. they prayed and spoke blessings into my life and stuff.

and no words can express the peace which i felt after that. and its not like words can express the whole experience. it was just simply awesome. i know things have changed, but i dont know what or where or when. i just knew it. because GOD is LOVE.

thanks jess for inviting me. i really appreciate it lots. (: food, company and presence of God was great. hee. i really like jess church cuz its small and really, everybody knows everybody well. and they are so friendly and nice (: but it also made me realise that no matter where i am, daddy is always there. because at first i thought it was just gonna be another usual session, but before i know it, poof there He was. it felt like my own church camp and like it could last forever..His presence was really strong and i just could bask in it forever. i really love tonight. really, nothing beats being in the house of God because it satisfies my needs and wants and my cry and hunger for this thing called love.

BTW, my phone is spoilt SUDDENLY and so ALL MY CONTACTS ARE GONE. NICEEEEE. if your reading this, pls send me your name together with your number please? XD thank you! hehehe.


CHANGE IS GOOD.


goodnight.