these few days havent been exactly good for me even though i had good company.

you know sometimes shit really do happen. and you ask God why. why you of all people. its like, you really really look forward to things only to be disappointed in the end.



like almost every single fucking time.


maybe its just me. im never exactly good in anything. im just AVERAGE. freaking AVERAGE in everything and it sucks. in my life, studies, sports, friendship or whatever. sometimes i really feel very pathetic.