no one said that life was gonna be problem free eh? i find that sometimes i'm troubled by matters because i feel that i don't deserve the best. maybe its because of the past which made me feel this way and because of the insecurities i have. for now, i'm stuck because i dont know what to do. it's not right for me to do anything. actually i secretly wish that you knew but i guess thats not the way it is. so...nvm. i'm still learning.. (:

anyway, met up with gracia and huizhi today for dinner and to catch up. its always nice and comfortable to hang out with girl friends. there's just something special about girl friends and i really thank God for the girl friends that they have put in my life. its like, they understand what you are going through and you know that if you fall, they will be there to catch you and if you need to cry, they will cry with you. that's why im really thankful to daddy.

and i got my first decent pay! was like so excited when i got my pay!! -jumps around like a small girl- and i got my new specs..its making me feel giddy cause its new. hurr..and tmr's my off day! like yay! im just gonna laze in my bed and sleep and put my phone on silent mode so that i am going to have a good and blessed rest! (prays that the re-roofing progress thingy will NOT be on) alright, blessed day ahead to everyone! cheers! ciao! (: