well, heres some of the pictures we took on reuben's birthday! haha. i like the third picture the most, cause its like so...nice. haha. cousin and his friends all very sporting! haha if cousin reads this hes gonna kill me for sure, but STILL, REUBEN, PLEASE DO SOMETHING SOON!! otherwise batman will never ever be able to find his robin! HAHAH.

today morning was spent at church with huizhi, serene and nicco. then lunch at the usual place before studying with huizhi at town and then tuition. haha i think thats how i like my sundays done. but it would have been better if gracia was here! heh.

anyway, all the best to serene for her common test next week! go girl! and i think one of the funniest signboard i've ever seen in my whole life is this...

"THIS SHOP HAS LESS THAN $200 AFTER 7PM"

i dont know why, but i just cant stop laughing when i saw it. maybe cuz i saw it at a petrol station near central at around 4am. heeeee XD God bless ya all.

if i could turn back time, there are some things that i would definitely change about my life.

and if i could choose, i definitely would choose to want to talk.

sometimes its not even about you trying your best or not, its about whether you are given a chance to try it out. whats the use of trying to open a door when the door has obviously been locked.

wow, this week have been really really busy for me!

fri - reuben's 18th bday! so after sch and odac, i headed down for his bday party at his house despite having a throbbing headache. and as usual, cousin only invited all guys! plus 3 miserable girls (who are his cousins btw) but it was great fun cause his friends are really a sporting and funny bunch of people. haha. took some photos but i havent got the pictures yet cause its in shirlynn's camera.

sat - ss teambuilding. i broke my record and woke up the earliest at 540am and got ready to go to sch. reached sch at like 630am :/ was the facilitator for the scholars and at first, i was really scared cause i didnt know any scholars at all. but then, things turned out pretty good. the scholars were all so sporting and nice! and i really enjoyed myself for the ss teambuilding (: after tt, went for campus and then dinner with the cg.

today was church with the lovelies and i was feeling very very VERY tired. so yeah, fell asleep during service. had lunch at kenny rogers, then we studied at starbucks (i slept all the way) and then went for tuition. hahaha and now, im home with still quite a lot of things to do. :X

so its like 24 more days to block test ONE.

gp
math
econs
hisotry
chem

haha, okay everybody JIA YOU!

yesterday, i didnt go out for any visiting cause i had some work to finish up and also to study for econs test. (which i dont really know how to do anyway) then i met up with gracia and huizhi for dinner at pastamania and just hanging out together, talking about almost everything. (:

today was as usual. sch, odac and stuff. after odac, while on my way home, i suddenly thought of . (i dont know why either) and i realised that for me, some things, no matter how hard i try to forget, traces still linger in my heart.

Ill never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

Ive got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Youll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

Ill wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears

I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

this song feels so applicable to me even till now although it has alrdy been sucha long time ago...

photos taken on v-day! there's two of my most fav ppl in this world plus two of my fav bears! (:

anyway, day 2 of cny was pretty good too. as usual, ATE a lot la. haha. nothing much happened, just the usual visiting, EATING, collecting angbaos and yada yada. oh, but the cousins (me, tricia, shirlynn, reuben, justinn and bryan) with some of the parents went to watch just follow law at 12 midnight, and boy was i surprised to find that the WHOLE cinema was filled up. i thought the cinema would be empty but i guess i was wrong. the show's pretty much retarded and lame. (YES, NO LEGS) HAHA.

schs starting tmr and i shall not slack anymore! (cross fingers) and its damn amazing how my cousin now know my PRIMARY sch friends, my sec sch friends and my jc friends and how my dad friend's son know my cousin and my sec sch friends. haha to cut the long story short, it feels like everyone knows everyone! so friendster like! you know like first degree, second degree friends etc. hee, alrighty im going to count my angbao money now!

God bless ya all! (:

happpy chinese new year to all!

the above pic is part of the cousins united. haha okay, so today's been pretty busy, with all the visiting, ANGBAOS (i could make do with more) plusplus i ate super freaking A LOT! omg, like really a lot. and tmr, i'm gonna eat more again because morning ill be going to my babysitter house (EAT) then to aunty's sally house (EAT AGAIN) and then to pinpin's house (EAT AGAIN AGAIN!)

NICEEEE, suddenly i thought of standing broad jump and...someone really needs to teach me how to jump :/

and my room is once again, yes, in a mess so i feel like cleaning up my room tonight haha or else later all the relatives come they're gonna get a shock of their life seeing how messy my room is XD thats about all. hope all of u guys are having a fun time too! God bless. ^-^

P.S, some say i look chubby and i just looked up the dictionary for the word 'chubby' and this is what it says...

–adjective,

round and plump: a chubby child; a chubby face.

GGXX. OWNAGE. X_X

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

and then from friends to strangers.

after all these years...

happy \/ day people! yozzzz.

sch today was pretty happy! almost everyone gave everyone small little gifts for valentine's day in a3 <3 so sweeeeeeeet. heh. thanks all for the gifts and i hope you guys like the gifts too! haha. after that was odac orienteering. learnt quite a lot of things like using a compass, tying different kinds of knots, reading a map etc. (eh geog people, dont laugh ah) then we had gift exchange for odac. got gift from yumin. (:

AND the rest of the day was a JOKE. met up with huizhi and gracia at tm for dinner at pizza hut. yesterday, huizhi wanted to book a place at pizza hut but then the waiter said dont have to cause he didnt think that there will be a lot of ppl at THIS time (NICEEEEE, just what was he thinking about, its v-day man.) and then huizhi got damn pissed today cause the queue was like SO long. SO the waiter gave us priority to the seats. and then, the waiter spilled COKE on me (!!!) and worst still, my precious BEARS. OMGGG. so right now, my bears uniforms are being washed. but then they gave us discount so...haha.

dinner was good. took photos and also a funny video ^-^ then we juz walked around a bit and wanted to go home. while waiting for a cab, theres this guy who came up to us and he said he wanted to ask us some qns, something like a survey. and then u know what he asked? he asked what was our opinions if a guy just ask a girl for her number on the streets. so we were like obviously NOOO. and then he repeated his qns again which is quite stupid. haha. sooooo retarded.

i THINK that singapore is really a small country. TSK. i THINK i wanna take bus to school with huizhi and gracia from now on. HAHAHA.

btw, im naming my bears valentina and valentino respectively. haha. tina and tino YO. huizhi came up with their names. XD alrighty, goodnight and God bless ya all!

P.S, GRACIA AND HUIZHI, DONT COPY ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG. ITS COPYWRITED.

today is miss wong's birthday! and we wanted to give her a surprise birthday and it WORKED! haha. we pretended that val fainted and cui hurried her to the cafe to check out on val. gosh, her face was so hilarious when she ran towards all of us. hehehe. then we sang her a birthday song, gave her a balloon and dedicate a song to her. (:

FINALLY bought almost all of my chinese new year clothes and stuff ^-^ NICEEEEEE. and tmr is valentine's day. SO, happy valentine/friendship day to YOU!


love me for a reason
and let the reason be love.

hello! today was a pretty okay day (:

sch was alright, except tt math lecture was really tiring! after that, msp..and then...i went off to buy SOME stuff for SOME people. <3 haha.

just got back home. heh. btw, i saw 3 juniors today and they told me quite a lot of people coming to sa this year..yay! haha. and then right, khai (junior sports leader) also coming! NICEEEE.

k la, byeeeee.

actually i have pretty much quite a bit to say but then i guess shit just happens sometimes.


sadly to say, this world works in a way thats way too unfair sometimes.

what about a fair chance in everything that we do? you SERIOUSLY think all of us are given a FAIR chance in EVERYTHING?

i thought i gave my best this time round,

and what did i get back in the end?


but i guess sometimes its really not about myself, but its just all about Him and really seeking joy in whatever you are doing.

nonetheless, sundays with gracia, huizhi, serene, nicco and gary are the best <3

wow, so another week just passed by.

today was spent meeting with ODACers early in the morning (815am) at changi jetty to go to pulau ubin for orienteering. woah, i walked like almost the whole of pulau ubin man, for like 4 hours. after tt, i just came back home, took a bath and knock out until 10pm. hahaha

anyway, congrats to gracia and huizhi for getting third in the touch rug competition! (: proud of u girls! hee. XD

today i realised that the world is actually a reality freak.

survival of the fittest. so true huh.

on another totally random note, school is so tiring today! keep falling asleep during gp lesson. then after sch while eating with ping, val and mal, miss lye saw us and came over and asked why i kept falling asleep. :/ and then i did four freaking hours of msp! omg, really wanted to rot. it felt as though time was ticking SO slowly. gosh.. then had ltc meeting, and then tuition. and now, i have quite a bad headache and im going to bed soon.

AND, all the best for everyone's who taking back their O levels results tmr! God bless ya all! (:

my best 'cousin' haha. monday evening was spent studying with gracia, huizhi, gary, jiaying and their friends and they're really a bunch of nice people. studied till about ten and then gary's dad came and fetched all of us home. its really nice to study with them (:


tuesday was spent meeting sereneseahforest in the evening and just have a bestiedate. haha ate chicken rice and i think tt the chicken rice there was really good! geez, all of you must go try the chicken rice sometime k? its at far east. u can date me out and ill bring u there! then we walked around and talked a lot a lot a lot and then ate again. (:

TODAY, we all went to vivo to watch An Inconvient Truth and it was pretty good, just tt i was really tired so i dozed off a while. :/ before tt was lunch with the class ^-^ and i made a new friend today. LOL.

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee and God bless ya all!

didnt go to church today cause i woke up with a really really bad sore eye. so i rested a while more until like 10am plus before meeting gracia and huizhi for lunchhhhhh. heh. they're both two retarded asses who really can make everything becomes (: ! haha. after lunch, we went to macs to study and saw teoweiennnnnnn! he went to the toilet like 4 times within an hour! hurhur. *reminds me of someone who goes toilet very often in school*

after that was tuitiontime. it was pretty okay. after tuition was back to macs to look for gracia and huizhi and then had dinner plus study a bit more. and NOW, im home. gonna sleep soon and get ready for school tmr! daddy, bless everyone with a good and blessed week ahead, especially mine! amen.

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh dont lose your head'
Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

hello all. havent been updating for quite some time huh. alrighty, i just finished my rafting proposal draft one and i hope its gonna be good.

anyway, i really hate cramps. they make me feel so annoyed/pissed/upset for i-dont-know-what-reasons. and then they hurt so badly i literally had to squat down.

yeah, my life's been pretty random so far. church tmr! (:

hello people! i havent been blogging for quite some time because ive been really busy with schoolwork and cca that i dont have much time to blog. well, sometimes thats a lie. i just dont feel like blogging. so the weekdays mostly consist of sch, cca, msp and tuition. and my weekend is reserved for church and tuitions. and hardly anything exciting happened (not that i can think of) so (: im not watching my korean show now because i watched them on the internet already! but i havent finish watching all the episodes yet though.

today was cca teambuilding day and it went pretty well, considering the number of dry runs and preparation that we had. was the facilitator for CRC and at first, i was kinda scared that i wouldnt make a good facilitator at all. but then all glory to God, everything went well and im really glad that i got to know everyone in CRC better! (jess, windri, tiffany, jiexin, teri and celine) its a pity chandra was sick or else he could have join us. overall, im really really glad that everything went well and i guess everytime after such an activity, i come out a stronger girl. a more independent lady. i dont deny that im such a weakling at times with my rollercoaster emotions but thank God He never gives up hope on me and thank God for all the lovely friends who had been there for me. no words could ever express how much i really thank daddy for friends like that.

there's pretty much a lot of work to do for me but im really such a procrastinator. always delaying my work, telling myself that theres still tmr and when tmr comes, theres still another tmr. bad habit clarice. today, im gonna give myself a good rest and then wake up tmr morning for church. i gotta admit that i really do miss church and services. yeah, and two tasks coming up for clarice would be first aid refresher course and LTC and im giving it to daddy that He will make everything right for me. goodnight ppl and God bless!

btw, today while taking the train home after cca teambuilding, i was so tired that i fell asleep and my head landed on this lady's shoulder beside me (somehow or rather). but i was too embarrassed to wake up so i pretended to move my head up and pretended to sleep until i reach pasir ris. haha.

the feeling of helplessness is when you stare at your work and nothing comes into your mind. when you look at your question paper and realise that you actually cant do any of your chemistry questions. and you wonder why. and then you pray but there's no reply.



'there's a story behind everything. how a picture got on a wall. how a scar got on your face. sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. but behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin'.

its only the second day of school and i feel like its nearing the mid year alrdy. history test, math test, chem test, econs test. aiya, u name it they have it. like what marc says, 'the jcs now all super enthu' haha and when msp starts, my sch ends on the average at 6PM on mon, tues and thurs and about 8PM on wed and fri. today, i was walking to the train station with jess and i realised that its one of the FEW times that i get to go home on a bright and sunny day cuz usually whenever im going home, the sky is usually dark.

haha, alright i think i should go back to doing my math. math. math.

mmmmmmm (: God bless ya all people.

weeeee, so like school's starting in a few hours time. gosh, this holiday really just fly by huh. so ive been staying at home trying to finish up my hw. bet many of you are doing about the same thing as me XD

geez, 2006's been pretty good, although not exactly good. and i know year 2007's gonna be a better year yo. haha. the thought of turning eighteen in ten months four days time makes me feel old, but excited. like hi, clarice's eighteen now (:

okayyy, so God bless everyone and hope you guys will have a good and fun time in school ming tian! (:

HAPPY BLESSED YEAR 2007 TO ALL! (:

haha, i think im into this whole korean drama thingy again. HOHO. the show 'MY GIRL' is reallyyyyyyy good. ohmygawd. makes me wanna cry and laugh. i like both the actors. they're both so cute. ^-^

(:

primary school class gathering on wed was pretty good (: haha DUH, what ya expect. i organised it OKAY. night at the museum was funny and i liked it. heh. you dumb dumb give me gum gum. hoho. then it was dinner at marina bay and lotsa fun catching up with everybody.

the GUYS.


thats part of the class whom i still have their contacts. hahaha. and so many of them are in mjc. :/ christmas was good too. hehehe. spending time with close friends and family couldnt make it any better. rachel's back to canada and i heard she's feeling sick. hope shes feeling much better now. hurhur.

less than a week to sch reopening!!!

NVM, before that, A3 outing first! XD

Shout praises to the Holy One
God makes us strong we'll see His will be done
From the highest place
He came to save us
We stand in the power of His name
Salvation's work in our lives proclaim,
Living from the kingdom of hope within us

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Colours flowing through my life
I'm not the same now my heart desire
To see the whole world come to know You
I'll shine my light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna shout Jesus is Lord

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

He's the Lord of all
He's the Lord of all the Earth
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

this is currently my favorite song. everytime i hear this song, i feel a sense of victory. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!


(:


go watch this! http://www.furryfish.com/gallery.html# ----> a furry christmas - the one with the black sheep.

here are some pictures i took from hm6..haha i realised that its quite little photos actually because im quite lazy to take them. hee.

thats the back view from my room. its quite err..empty.
thats my room! room 703 and the person standing outside is actually eunice, my roommate (:
thats eunice and me. shes really nice, easy going and friendly.
thats on the finale night where we had to dress up. my cg's theme was punk office wear. XD
the whole jc south cg! except for eunice cuz she was not feeling well.
weeeeeee. lionel and meeeee (:

jc south girls and still without eunice.
the bestie since childhood (:

kaiyannnn!

gary and kanna. haha im like standing beside two muscularrrr man.

kaiyan and denise. two of my favorite ppl in dare (:

ruoyun (:

me, eunice and kailin.and finally, the whole jc south cg! XD

yeahhhh. and thats the photos taken with my favorite people during hm6. missed out some though. heh. it was good seeing all the old friends again. somehow, they just put a smile in my heart. our group was called billabong when we played games and i really liked our cheer! it goes like this...

B for Billa

B for Bong

B for BillaBong

Billabong BONG!

BILLABONG!

it has this very bongy feeling. hahaha. today, i went christmas shopping with rachel and it was quite fruitful! hee. i just hope i have enough time to buy ALL the presents i wanna give to all my love ones! then met up with parents and brother for dinner and went to the new ikea to walk around. the place is hugeeeee. so yeahhhh thats about all. God bless ya all. (:

*waves* im back! (: (: (:

HM6 was definitely a blast. it was my first history maker camp and boy, the experience was definitely different.

im glad that i get to know my cg ppl better and it feels great to just feed on the word of God everyday.

too much to say, but lazy to write it here. hehehe.

now, its time for CHRISTMAS!

churchcamp in a few hours time.

must sleep. need sleep. want to sleep.

NOWWWWW.

people, dont miss me! you know who you are! *SMILES*

HELLO PEOPLE!

my grp name has been changed to BILLABONG! XD

actually was supposed to meet serene for bs but then kanna secretly followed us (HAHA) and we bum into him twice. so in the end, bs was with serene, serene's ma and pa, kanna and junxiong. SERENE SEAH as usual, was being a bummy. TSKTSK.

bs was good today (:

me: at least your group name is better than mine, mine is like the worst la

kannan: whats your group name? THIS FASHION AH?

when other jc clusters feel that their group names are bad, they hear mine and they immediately feel much better. THANKS AH PEOPLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

its 5.27AM now and im awake (: fully awake. hohoho. i have no idea whyyyyyyy. maybe its because i didnt do much in the day or maybe its because im enjoying the too-excited-for-churchcamp syndrome. hahaha.

and i realised that i actually have a set of naruto's cd set which was UNOPENED (!!!) while i was looking through my letters XD and stuff. so yeah i watched like eight episodes of the show. and zzz the eight episodes which i watched right, its damn niceeeeeee okay! im like WOW. haha. and i actually cried a bit cuzzzz its so touching. but then again, u know i find that anime are kinda long winded? i mean they used like eight episodes to finish ONE battle. wahlao ehhhh ONE battle okayyyy. and then im listening to edison chen's album now. and and and since its the christmas season, i just thought ill put the links up in red and green. hohoho.


i think im very random today.

"but then why do you want to be a great great great great great grandmother?"

"maybe cuz it just shows how great you are la."

okay, im sorry but i thought this is really funny. hahah. i can imagine a lot of people shaking their heads. hoho. ITS FUNNY OKAY. and its even funnier to hear boys, especially weien, talk about girls. TSKTSKTSK.

met up with nicky and jess today and boy, do i miss the both of them A LOT. hurhur. the both of them, still being the same old them. HAHAHA. (the most relaxing CIP ever ah!) now im missing qi too but shes in krabi. i really hope shes having fun! nvm, we'll all go out after im back from churchcamp. teehee.

huizhi and gracia are in touch rug camp. bet they're gonna miss me lots. XD

these few days havent been exactly good for me even though i had good company.

you know sometimes shit really do happen. and you ask God why. why you of all people. its like, you really really look forward to things only to be disappointed in the end.



like almost every single fucking time.


maybe its just me. im never exactly good in anything. im just AVERAGE. freaking AVERAGE in everything and it sucks. in my life, studies, sports, friendship or whatever. sometimes i really feel very pathetic.

went for jess youth camp bbq today. it was overall super good.

because of the praise and worship. gosh, i have never felt God's presence so real for quite a while. and i've never cried so much for a long long time. yeah. its like pastor talked about the spirit of rejection and im like wow..just what i needed. because of that particular thing, i have been feeling like shit a lot lately. it kinda makes me think all the negative thoughts. and when the leaders prayed for me, i cant help it but cry like a baby. they prayed and spoke blessings into my life and stuff.

and no words can express the peace which i felt after that. and its not like words can express the whole experience. it was just simply awesome. i know things have changed, but i dont know what or where or when. i just knew it. because GOD is LOVE.

thanks jess for inviting me. i really appreciate it lots. (: food, company and presence of God was great. hee. i really like jess church cuz its small and really, everybody knows everybody well. and they are so friendly and nice (: but it also made me realise that no matter where i am, daddy is always there. because at first i thought it was just gonna be another usual session, but before i know it, poof there He was. it felt like my own church camp and like it could last forever..His presence was really strong and i just could bask in it forever. i really love tonight. really, nothing beats being in the house of God because it satisfies my needs and wants and my cry and hunger for this thing called love.

BTW, my phone is spoilt SUDDENLY and so ALL MY CONTACTS ARE GONE. NICEEEEE. if your reading this, pls send me your name together with your number please? XD thank you! hehehe.


CHANGE IS GOOD.


goodnight.

TODAY, i followed my brother to the childcare again, until 2pm. as usual, the kids are lovable. learnt how to play heart attack without using cards and using hands! (:

after that, went home to change and then met chen pei to study. haha supposedly. i thought we were going to the library so i only brought my history qns paper to do research there but then the dear girl changed her mind last min. so we went to coffee bean in the end. heh. had a bit of lunch at taka and i saw SAW shamir. before that, we went to popular to get some stuff and i think i made her 'lose' 15 bucks. hahaha. but then again, CHENPEI, ITS ALL ABOUT HONESTY AND INTEGRITY. (go read your ngeeann foolscap k!)

she did her work, but i had no work to do. so i took a short nap and then she introduced me to a game called CRAZYTAXI and its really CRAZY. OMG. eh, damn fun la. i was so engrossed and played so skillfully that the com hanged for ONCE and it ran out of batt in about 30 mins when it was supposed to run out of batt only in an hour. after that, i read the newspaper and copied an article out. heh. went to heeren at about 8.30pm and she and i both got some stuff and then dinner = wanton noodle + bubble tea = satisfied clarice.

SO, it was good okay. heehee.

on a totally random note, you know sometimes i really hate being in a place where i know everybody but yet i dont know anyone. you know the feeling really sucks when i dread it so damn much. i keep telling myself that the next time it would be better and then the next time it just become worst. and i wonder is it me or is it me? its not that i yearn for any attention but maybe you could at least use your eyes and see that this poor girl here does exist and spare a thought for her feelings? and i feel like this is just gonna get worst.

seriously, i cant wait for this to end because i really feel very tortured.

TODAY is seriously a very meaningful day for me indeed.

WHY?

because i followed my brother to the childcare. he was like crying and didnt wanna go so i, being the nicest sister ever, followed him to the childcare from 9am to 6pm. bye 9 hours. but it was quite fun. hahah. we went to watch happy feet (again) and then had lunch at macs, playing at the playground, teaching the kids how to DRAW, taking photos (they wanted to take with me), watching them learn hip hop dance, playing soccer and lastly, playing hide and catch. and they didnt wanna me to go yet when my mum came. hahah. sign of grace and favor YO. ^_^

wahhhh, damn nice. some of the kids are like really really cute. hoho. and i thank you daddy for the grace and favor to get along well with them (: really, i dont think i will get along well with them without you. so im a happy girl overall today though i was quite grouchy at first. i have a soft spot for kids who goes 'jie jie, can you help me......' (in their sweetest voice) i cant say no. haha. yup think i shld go get a good rest now. and best thing is, mummy says she dont mind giving me money for helping her look after isaac. heh. byeeeee!

PS, i finally found people who truly appreciate my drawing and coloring! HEE HEE HEE.

two little burnt girls.

nonethess, kayaking was good today. haha finally got one star kayaking. (: but as usual, i feel giddy all over again. so im going to bed now! goodnight world.

dare grad was today and denise asked me to help out with it. boy, saw peeps who used to be in the same cg as me when i was in dare and some others all graduating now. so sweet. made me think of how last year, i was like one of them with the rest of my batch peeps getting to know campus for the very first time in my life. and i know that during this one year, ive grown and learnt much more from God.

so we played games and mingled with them. my goodness, theres this one game whereby 5 ppl had to finish up two tubs of ice cream and it was like a competition to see which grp could finish up the ice cream faster. so everyone was like chionging to see who could finish the ice cream faster. ice cream torture i tell you!! i dont think ill touch ice cream for at least a week. but then again, i think i always change my mind. haha.

after that, i went home and got ready for cg. hee. made sandwiches for potblessing. then i met up with the rest of the cg for potblessing at eunice's house. the world is like so super small i tell you, because this girl called sheryl in my cg..shes in the same class as shamir now and used to be in the same class as qi during first three months. im like wow. so qi said if she had stayed in cj, then she probably be in the same class as shamir..but then again, everything would be oh so different.

cg was good. we discussed about a lot of weird qns and it kinda feels good to know that at least your not the only one who thinks 'weirdly' because at one point or another, we all ask ourselves weird qns. we got too carried away and thus we didnt manage to finish today's cg message. but it was still good anyhow. then rach and me went to meet huizhi at ang mo kio mrt station (makes me think of jess suddenly) and rach went back home with her parents. me and huizhi wanted to take train but the train stopped at toapayoh (now it makes me think of nicky) and told all of us to get off..so we didnt manage to get to city hall and had to take a cab home in the end.

i really really think that this world work in a very unpredictable manner and sometimes i really think that boys are doltish. haha okay, goodnight and God bless you world.

wow, i just received an email from denise which was sent by zj and it just answered all which im going thru right now.

"You know sometimes in life you meet people who disappoint, judge or even hurt you. And over some time your heart might put up "fences" to make sure that you don't get hurt. You don't dare to love again because you don't want to get hurt. You don't dare to be open again because you don't want to be judged.

But you know what? You don't have to fear. You don't have to put up "fences", you don't have to isolate yourself. Because Daddy is mighty to save. haha. He is really is! Daddy is a wise Dad. He gives you favor with everyone you meet but the favor comes with protection.

2 Corinthians 12:9And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Do you know sufficient ( G714) in Greek means::
1. to be possessed of unfailing strength
(a) to be strong, to suffice, to be enough to defend, ward off
(b) to be satisfied, to be contented

haha. When you're strong in yourself, Daddy want to but He can't protect you. Daddy didn't ask you to enjoy the weakness and wallow in it but in the midst of your weakness, know that His Hand is mighty to save. His Hand is strong and able to place that favor and blessing upon you even when you are in that valley."

thank you for speaking to me daddy. amen.

so today was meeting up with rachel and off to vivocity we went. my second time and her first. shopped a little and had lunch. then it was happy feet. the storyline was a bit weird but the penguins are really cuteeeeee. haha. then it was bus ride home and a good talk. all in all, today was a happy day just like happy feet.

"sshhhhhh, can you hear who are they calling?"

"MEEEEEEEEE!"

i really really really hope tmr will be good.

tonight was seriously the best night ever in year 2006. i wouldnt wanna trade anything in this world for tonight man. hillsong united, i heart you lots! hohoho. usually, i only listened to them on cds and stuff, but tonight they came over to ncc and had a worship concert at rock auditorium! the place was like full even though we were in the front queue.

and praise and worship was brought to a higher level for me. really. it touched me in many ways and made me think quite a bit again. haha for the good this time though. kinda heard Him talk to me and reaffirming me of some stuff. heh. it was just so......good to be in God's presence and i really could spend every night away like that. i wouldnt mind. coming to think of it, the only reason why i think im staying on this Earth is because of Jesus and i think my life is made to worship Him.

qi is back from china and nicky is off to hongkong, AND rach is coming back on monday! hopefully we can go fetch them but the thing is, i dont know if they're arriving at terminal one or two. oh nooooo, rach told me all the details but left this one out :/

i guess i finally know what my lovelies meant when they told me that there are many more fishes in the sea. i think i met quite a few good fishes recently. hahaha. today, i saw a pair of shoes which looks like yours and it made me think of you......but nvm, i think im fine now. thankyou.

goodnight ppl. first tmr, i hope i dont fall asleep during service! heh. God bless (:

this week had been good,

and i think i could make do with more of such holidays (:

i dont like to play pool because im not good at it, its kinda boring and i think most importantly, i hear you teaching me how to play and i dont like it.

REWIND BACK TO TUESDAY PLEASE. THANK YOU.

so tues, like i said, we went to dawn's house to get ready for val's surprise birthday party! here are the pictures!

arrival of the birthday girl... (:

next up was dinner and more pictures!
then was the dancing part. haha. HELLO, MEET THE TWO MOST CRAZY-MAD-FUNNY-PARTNERS, QI AND HUIPING.

playing with sparkles...

and then the cutting of cake (:

wednesday

went kayaking with the odac ppl. it was fun. i got forced to learn how to swim and i was like really slowwww. had fun for the first time being the first aider of odac. hahaha. was really scared for the capsizing of the raft part though. cuuz we had to tap the bottom of the raft three times before we can come out of the raft and i dont like staying underwater with my body upside down. overall, it was fun la. haha the second lesson's on 4th dec. heh. dinner at kfc with odacers. then took bus with qi. AND TOOK THE WRONG BUS. hohoho. k my bad. ended up at some unknown place and then qi was going mad because i said 135 and 136 goes to the same place since its only different by 1 number! haha she looks like she was ready to kill me anytime please. thank goodness i managed to send her to city hall so that she can go back home safely.

thursday

met up with sereneseahshuling. ice cream at island creamery. then crystal jade at holland v. wanted to catch a movie at tiong bahru after that but there wasnt any good timing for the shows so we went to cathay instead to watch a good year. was pretty boring. not very nice. dinner at wisma and long talks with the girl. haha was a good day spent. (:

friday

met up with odacers for prata before heading for trekking. played games and all. then we had to rush back cuz we were kinda late. and my gawd..i started to breathe so freaking fast i felt weird. my breathing was so fast and short it wasnt like going to all parts of my body. so i stopped and walked slowly back. dinner after that at thomson plaza. KFC BABY! heh and talked quite a bit to the odacers. hoho. bus ride back home was lonnnnnnggggggg.

"change is the only constant" so true huh.

i think that at times where i feel like im dragging everybody down and when i feel like i cant hold on much longer, it always warms my heart to hear people cheering me on, asking if i feel alright, holding my hand to pull thru together and carrying my bag so that i can run faster. its really at times like this where from the bottom of my heart, i really love where i am.

sometimes its so easy to know it in your head but so hard to believe it in your heart. but then again, maybe all you need is just a little faith in Him to put things right for you. take the first step out of your comfort zone and place ur trust in Him and see Him do wonders in your life. i think im beginning to learn and see that happening.

goodnight world(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

after kayaking today,

whenever i sit down,

i feel like im still floating on a raft and it feels so real and gi.....ddy.....

OMG.

i feel like puking.

:/

today was mad fun.

meeting up with jess, audrey and cui then headed to dawn's house, got ready the balloons, AUDREY IS SCARED OF BALLOONS, pictures, got ready the food and stuff, hid behind the wall to give val a surprise, sang val her birthday song, ate ate ate, talked talked talked,more pictures, the funniest ever performance by val, qi, ping and jane, learning dance steps from cui, tribal dance, just dancing, having people starting at us, moremore pictures, sparkles, AUDREY IS ONCE AGAIN SCARED OF SPARKLES, SCANDALSSSS, cutting of cake, lots of laughter and fun = one of the bestest day in the month of november.

ill post pictures up later on and btw,

HAPPY 17th birthday VAL! (:

YAY! rachel is coming back on the 6th of dec so that means she can celebrate christmas with me and the rest! heh. im really really happy! weeeeeee. cant wait cant wait!

MEANWHILE......
i think i better start doing some of my holiday homework now. lots to be done.

met up with charissa at plaza sing today and it was REALLYREALLY x1000000000 nice catching up with her. havent had a good talk with her for so super long. so we had lunch at long john and then we talked for like hours. mmm it was really nice and i miss her a lot. i think the next time we're gonna see each other would be like during history makers cuz shes like really really busy with her studies and dare stuff.

AND,
I
WENT
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CUT
MY
HAIR
TODAY.


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but it doesnt make much of a difference though.

tmr marks the official end of PW. i seriously hope they dont take pw out of our system anymore because, hey! pw is so fun and nice right! X)

wednesday

spend the day going back to sch for odac meeting. now i know what people mean when they say choose a JC nearer to your home? haha. goshhhh, but i still like my school (: just that sometimes travelling for one hour for a meeting which last twenty mins is...... :/ after that met up with serene to bake cookies! haha she wanted to bake for nicco and me, of course i bake for my lovely friends! the results as shown below..haha the cookies were mmm kinda thin though. hoho.

thursday

the end of OP! hehehe. no more written report and oral presentation! yayness x100000000 to that! hahaha. had lunch and watched step up with half the class and it was niceeee just hanging out with the classmates. heh. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: nicky and cui jumping on the trampoline. XD

after that, chomp chomp with the three other girls and it was good. haha food was never bad yo. and then tuition.

friday was juz slacking and stupid day. dinner with huizhi and then juz talked and talked and talked.

TODAY

today was the hip hop event and woah, it was funnnnnn. way cool. haha praise and worship was execptionally good(: sermon was short and sweeeeeeeeet. dinner with cg after that. overall, it was nice and fun. AND yay, im going for camp. my FIRST history maker camp YOOOO buddy.

goodnight ppl.

and i guess it didnt matter if i danced or not. cuz what matter most is i've learnt something out of this. its to go ahead and do what i like the next time without having to feel embarrassed or scared. i like it, ill take it. its not about having to excel, but its all about trusting God in areas where i am weak and just......enjoying myself and have fun. i think thats what i've learnt and its good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aVZ7upoq0k&eurl

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byebye.

PA, PLEASE LET THIS WORK.