okay, will be off for oec camp for the next few days so hm, take care people! (:

oh, before that, this is the picture of the week!

LOVES!

haiyah, this week is really veryveryvery busy man.

probably do a proper update sometime next week! i hope you guys are having a good week!

bye!

super shagged day but fulfilling and happy day (:

im off to bed, will update soon!

okay, so clarice always have a soft spot for korean shows...




the new found love. haha. anyways, have a blessed week ahead people! (:

remember last year we were one of the 2 J1 classes who got into the finals, and we were in the 6th or 7th position. and then we said we'll do better for next year?

and that 'next year' which we said last year was today. AND WE GOT FIRST OVERALL FOR THE 10X200M RUN. (:

im REALLYreally proud of you guys! it was really nice cheering for you all man. gosh, haha.

i believe that if we really set our hearts out to do something as a class, we're gonna so excel in it. so lets all work hard together and get good grades for As! and help each other out in every other thing (:

happiest day in the month of april = today.

:D

photo taken after sch ends when we saw greg (: *audrey FASTER GRAB!*

anyway, i am very excited for sports day this friday. hahaha because a3/a4 will be participating in the 10x200m run. ^-^

erm, went to get my hair cut today. hahaha and its pretty short now. (but still can tie!) right gracia & huizhi? lol. school was the usual. after tt was macs with audrey, dawnie & wenyi. had a fantastic time laughing. haha eh i tell you audrey is damn funny la! what with eraser dust, shit, cannot shit, pee yada yada.. haha.

and on my way to cut my hair, i saw zj!! (: we talked quite a bit. took shuttle bus to millenia then walked to suntec. yeah. it was great talking to him. kinda encouraged and motivated me to study harder for As. they were having a leaders meeting. yeah then i saw erm some poly leaders, coach andy and weiling.

after that, went to meet gracia & huizhi (after like so long!). miss them lots. century square can be my favorite hangout place now. oh, suntec too. cause you know why......because there's pepper lunch at these two places!! yeap. alrights, off to do my proposals now. byebye!

P.S, huizhi, no more best friend k? XD

although im feeling super tired today, i must say today is one of my happiest day in the month of april. haha. and the smiley face is exactly how im feeling. i dont know why, but i just feel happy. oh, today there's the rugby match between sa and cj i saw alvan, moses, victor, matthieu and weikann! :D :D they're still as funny as ever! so heartwarming to see them all again!

alright, im going off to bed now cause im so so tired. goodnight everybody. God bless (:

okays, so like nicco is off to london. he's probably feeling buttache now since the flight is like 15 hours long. ahhhhh, so anyways, geez sending a friend off is always so upsetting. just like when rach went back to canada. dear serene was really upset, but i hope your feeling better now bestie! ninja family always here for you (:

nicco: take care in london! take more pictures, blog more, DONT delete your friendster, and you owe me a thousand bucks when u come back! :D hahaha, and come back soon alrights! your one of the bestest guy friend i've ever had!

HAPPY 17th AMELIA! (: haha, planned a surprise birthday for her and it was successful! yay! anyways, today is a pretty good day until the last part. gosh, was quite horrifying but nicco and serene kept laughing! not funny k! and here are some of the pictures..plus i get to see nicco off tmr! (:

omg, im finally feeling a bit better now, after going to the doctor for the second time. so i missed out on ytd's tuition and cg outing ): and maran's tuition this morning. throat and heads hurts so bad.

so like shucks, i havent touched any of my hw yet. :/ which is really bad cause theres really a lot of hw to do (someonePLEASEhelpme!).

anyway, just a random thought. i think i love a3 the most when we're having pe, despite us always wanting to skip pe and all. haha. its during pe that we really get to see the funniest side of all of us (:

and nicco is leaving for london to study on monday ): no one who will call me ah sim anymore, no one who will irritate me like mad but still help me carry my crumpler, and no one who will TRY to match make me up with all his 123456 friends. geez, gotta say i will miss u nicco! (although ur still an ass) i hope monday the teacher will give me green slip so that i can leave sch earlier to see you off!

throat infection and fever ):

what a way to spend my good friday.

these past few days have kinda been like a roller coaster ride for me, contrary to what i have prayed for. i prayed for one of the best week to happen because there's good friday but monday and tuesday have already proven me so wrong. but im really thankful for friends out there who care (you know who you are), for just being there for me. it really made my life a lot better. so from where i fall, im gonna pick myself up, dust myself, and continue my journey in life.

and now i finally know how much a glimpse of hope could do for a person in desperation. '...your very much needed...' could have been just a normal sentence, but to someone else, i guess sometimes it just meant a lot.

anyway, all that aside, weien just showed me a really cute video on youtube! (:




and then right, mj's having a movie marathon tmr in sch from like 9.30pm to 5.30am. haha so i bet weien's gonna enjoy himself there, he's doing a presentation on the causes of terrorism and he showed it to me and his presentation is so funny. haha, i think he's gonna kill me or something if he sees this. :X

alrighty, God bless ya all for the rest of the week!


ANDANDAND, i aint gonna do an essay which resembles econs too much ever again! lesson learnt! bye!

'We learn from history that we learn nothing from history'

-George Bernard Shaw

sat started off with going to cj for a history seminar. and it was pretty good. should have more of such seminars to make history more exciting. haha saw a couple of friends there =) and i realised that there are really a lot more people from other schools who are wayyyyy smarter than me. haha :/ bummed around with windri before meeting huizhi, gracia and serene (ninjaturtlesunite) for campus. campus was really good and i think the message applied to all of us in one way or another. i really hope that it will really turn out well for me from on now (youknowwhatimean). serene then left for YUKI (!!!!!) and we had dinner before going to esplanade for a walk and we just chilled yo. (:

TODAY,

first with gracia, huizhi, serene and gary. cj for lunch and then we went lido to catch...

haha yup, you got it right, happily N'ever after. hoho. the cinema was a joke and the people *ahems* we met was a joke too. but the show was pretty good. better than TMNT i guess. then i left for tuition and im back home now. and im really tired......

goodnight people, and lets maintain a good balance about everything in our life! (:

so today was a date with gracia, huizhi, gary and the four ninja turtles (raphael, donatello, michelangelo and leonardo) then bs, supper and just reminiscing about good old secondary school days. and its like what huizhi says, 'we never do run out of topics to talk about' =)

more to be continued...

yay! block test is finally over! =)

Packing up the dreams

God planted

In the fertile soil of you

Cant believe the hopes hes granted

Means a chapter in your life is through

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever

If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never

cause the welcome will not end

Though its hard to let you go

In the fathers hands we know

That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

With the faith and love gods given

Springing from the hope we know

We will pray the joy youll live in

Is the strength that now you show

But well keep you close as always

It wont even seem youve gone

cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends

well, this song has been constantly on my mind while i was bathing.

thank YOU for everything you've done. there's really nothing in this world that i could ever do to have friends like YOU =) for spending your precious time teaching me chem even though your block test ended today.

huizhi: although the day didnt turn out very well for you, i hope the night's put a smile on your face (: and thank youuuuu for teaching me chem! gracia: thank you for teaching me chem too! and omg, thanks^ infinity for staying until 11.30pm plusplus with me and also for volunteering to wake up and continue teaching me chem when i wake up in the morning. awwwww.. (:

I learned later that some of the answers I had been looking for were in the silence I heard as I waited for God's response to my pleas for help.

what other better way is there... to end the day off with having supper at glutton bay with three of your most favorite people after service and half a day of studying? simply none (:

our language
oyster omelette
+ stingray
+ kaya fondue
+ teh tarik
+ ice kachang
+ lots of laughter and fun

= LOVE!

goodnight people. God bless ya all.

wow, so these few days been pretty cool/fun/emo/yada yada...

going to math tuition for 3 hours (was momentarily retarded after that), meeting up with serene for lunch plus vivo trip and asking the lady to give me the sweets when she was not willing to (cause dear serene wanted it), being emokid after campus but thank goodness for best girlfriends around, sunday service with huizhi/gracia/serene/jiaying/gary/nicco, QUEUING UP for donuts for TWO freaking hours at the donut factory and then feeling like we've won the first prize for buying our donuts and would kill anyone who topple our donuts, not being able to pay attention during econs for the last fifteen mins, encountering a scary tuition friend!! (yucks), not loving YUKI at all, wasted an hour or so because of some stupid policy (bouncer ahhhhh), HAVING A BLAST WITH THE BEST FRIENDS!!, (best family everxzxz, GHOST, GIANT..what have you not), sleeping for 8 hours (luxury good!), meeting serene and nicco to get my stuff, catching seducing mr perfect (NICKY AND JESS, DANIEL HENNEY IS REALLYY GOOD LOOKING IN THIS MOVIEE!! you guys must go watch this movie k!), dinner at ljs (haha, audrey what is ljs hurhur), getting my new pencil box (loveeee!),

AND revising for block test. i wouldnt really like to include this in..

thats my sat, sun and monday for you guys out there.

if im not having my block test next monday, i would say this would have been the best holidays since my jc life started. ha ha.

sch has been pretty exciting these few days. (;

yesterday we felt the tremors of the earthquake in indonesia. haha although i was asleep (both times when it happened) it still feels exciting to have this kind of once in a lifetime experience. and i learnt a bit about earthquake from nicky! haha for once, i was really really interested in geography. heh. well, it also made me realise about the fragility of life. you really never know whats gonna happen next. maybe one moment your studying in your classroom, and then the next your just...gone. so people, live a fulfilling life! btw, amelia came to sa yesterday too. haha.

and today, performed for crc!! because of this crc performance, i havent been really able to sleep in peace these few days because every night before i actually go to bed, i would rehearse what i gotta do in my head. :/ i guess everything went pretty alright (thankyouJesus!) and im glad that its overrrr. haha amanda, dominic, weiliang and george are all in sa! (:

after sch, i met mdm kwan on my way home and we took the same train. she said some stuff to me and i dont know why, but it kinda just struck me that really, we're not just competing among each other in school, but also among those in other schools and those who are much better than us. plus some other stuff that she said, it really makes me realise quite a bit of things. and on my way home, i saw this banner......

well, heres some of the pictures we took on reuben's birthday! haha. i like the third picture the most, cause its like so...nice. haha. cousin and his friends all very sporting! haha if cousin reads this hes gonna kill me for sure, but STILL, REUBEN, PLEASE DO SOMETHING SOON!! otherwise batman will never ever be able to find his robin! HAHAH.

today morning was spent at church with huizhi, serene and nicco. then lunch at the usual place before studying with huizhi at town and then tuition. haha i think thats how i like my sundays done. but it would have been better if gracia was here! heh.

anyway, all the best to serene for her common test next week! go girl! and i think one of the funniest signboard i've ever seen in my whole life is this...

"THIS SHOP HAS LESS THAN $200 AFTER 7PM"

i dont know why, but i just cant stop laughing when i saw it. maybe cuz i saw it at a petrol station near central at around 4am. heeeee XD God bless ya all.

if i could turn back time, there are some things that i would definitely change about my life.

and if i could choose, i definitely would choose to want to talk.

sometimes its not even about you trying your best or not, its about whether you are given a chance to try it out. whats the use of trying to open a door when the door has obviously been locked.

wow, this week have been really really busy for me!

fri - reuben's 18th bday! so after sch and odac, i headed down for his bday party at his house despite having a throbbing headache. and as usual, cousin only invited all guys! plus 3 miserable girls (who are his cousins btw) but it was great fun cause his friends are really a sporting and funny bunch of people. haha. took some photos but i havent got the pictures yet cause its in shirlynn's camera.

sat - ss teambuilding. i broke my record and woke up the earliest at 540am and got ready to go to sch. reached sch at like 630am :/ was the facilitator for the scholars and at first, i was really scared cause i didnt know any scholars at all. but then, things turned out pretty good. the scholars were all so sporting and nice! and i really enjoyed myself for the ss teambuilding (: after tt, went for campus and then dinner with the cg.

today was church with the lovelies and i was feeling very very VERY tired. so yeah, fell asleep during service. had lunch at kenny rogers, then we studied at starbucks (i slept all the way) and then went for tuition. hahaha and now, im home with still quite a lot of things to do. :X

so its like 24 more days to block test ONE.

gp
math
econs
hisotry
chem

haha, okay everybody JIA YOU!

yesterday, i didnt go out for any visiting cause i had some work to finish up and also to study for econs test. (which i dont really know how to do anyway) then i met up with gracia and huizhi for dinner at pastamania and just hanging out together, talking about almost everything. (:

today was as usual. sch, odac and stuff. after odac, while on my way home, i suddenly thought of . (i dont know why either) and i realised that for me, some things, no matter how hard i try to forget, traces still linger in my heart.

Ill never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

Ive got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Youll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

Ill wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears

I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

this song feels so applicable to me even till now although it has alrdy been sucha long time ago...

photos taken on v-day! there's two of my most fav ppl in this world plus two of my fav bears! (:

anyway, day 2 of cny was pretty good too. as usual, ATE a lot la. haha. nothing much happened, just the usual visiting, EATING, collecting angbaos and yada yada. oh, but the cousins (me, tricia, shirlynn, reuben, justinn and bryan) with some of the parents went to watch just follow law at 12 midnight, and boy was i surprised to find that the WHOLE cinema was filled up. i thought the cinema would be empty but i guess i was wrong. the show's pretty much retarded and lame. (YES, NO LEGS) HAHA.

schs starting tmr and i shall not slack anymore! (cross fingers) and its damn amazing how my cousin now know my PRIMARY sch friends, my sec sch friends and my jc friends and how my dad friend's son know my cousin and my sec sch friends. haha to cut the long story short, it feels like everyone knows everyone! so friendster like! you know like first degree, second degree friends etc. hee, alrighty im going to count my angbao money now!

God bless ya all! (:

happpy chinese new year to all!

the above pic is part of the cousins united. haha okay, so today's been pretty busy, with all the visiting, ANGBAOS (i could make do with more) plusplus i ate super freaking A LOT! omg, like really a lot. and tmr, i'm gonna eat more again because morning ill be going to my babysitter house (EAT) then to aunty's sally house (EAT AGAIN) and then to pinpin's house (EAT AGAIN AGAIN!)

NICEEEE, suddenly i thought of standing broad jump and...someone really needs to teach me how to jump :/

and my room is once again, yes, in a mess so i feel like cleaning up my room tonight haha or else later all the relatives come they're gonna get a shock of their life seeing how messy my room is XD thats about all. hope all of u guys are having a fun time too! God bless. ^-^

P.S, some say i look chubby and i just looked up the dictionary for the word 'chubby' and this is what it says...

–adjective,

round and plump: a chubby child; a chubby face.

GGXX. OWNAGE. X_X

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

and then from friends to strangers.

after all these years...

happy \/ day people! yozzzz.

sch today was pretty happy! almost everyone gave everyone small little gifts for valentine's day in a3 <3 so sweeeeeeeet. heh. thanks all for the gifts and i hope you guys like the gifts too! haha. after that was odac orienteering. learnt quite a lot of things like using a compass, tying different kinds of knots, reading a map etc. (eh geog people, dont laugh ah) then we had gift exchange for odac. got gift from yumin. (:

AND the rest of the day was a JOKE. met up with huizhi and gracia at tm for dinner at pizza hut. yesterday, huizhi wanted to book a place at pizza hut but then the waiter said dont have to cause he didnt think that there will be a lot of ppl at THIS time (NICEEEEE, just what was he thinking about, its v-day man.) and then huizhi got damn pissed today cause the queue was like SO long. SO the waiter gave us priority to the seats. and then, the waiter spilled COKE on me (!!!) and worst still, my precious BEARS. OMGGG. so right now, my bears uniforms are being washed. but then they gave us discount so...haha.

dinner was good. took photos and also a funny video ^-^ then we juz walked around a bit and wanted to go home. while waiting for a cab, theres this guy who came up to us and he said he wanted to ask us some qns, something like a survey. and then u know what he asked? he asked what was our opinions if a guy just ask a girl for her number on the streets. so we were like obviously NOOO. and then he repeated his qns again which is quite stupid. haha. sooooo retarded.

i THINK that singapore is really a small country. TSK. i THINK i wanna take bus to school with huizhi and gracia from now on. HAHAHA.

btw, im naming my bears valentina and valentino respectively. haha. tina and tino YO. huizhi came up with their names. XD alrighty, goodnight and God bless ya all!

P.S, GRACIA AND HUIZHI, DONT COPY ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG. ITS COPYWRITED.

today is miss wong's birthday! and we wanted to give her a surprise birthday and it WORKED! haha. we pretended that val fainted and cui hurried her to the cafe to check out on val. gosh, her face was so hilarious when she ran towards all of us. hehehe. then we sang her a birthday song, gave her a balloon and dedicate a song to her. (:

FINALLY bought almost all of my chinese new year clothes and stuff ^-^ NICEEEEEE. and tmr is valentine's day. SO, happy valentine/friendship day to YOU!


love me for a reason
and let the reason be love.

hello! today was a pretty okay day (:

sch was alright, except tt math lecture was really tiring! after that, msp..and then...i went off to buy SOME stuff for SOME people. <3 haha.

just got back home. heh. btw, i saw 3 juniors today and they told me quite a lot of people coming to sa this year..yay! haha. and then right, khai (junior sports leader) also coming! NICEEEE.

k la, byeeeee.

actually i have pretty much quite a bit to say but then i guess shit just happens sometimes.


sadly to say, this world works in a way thats way too unfair sometimes.

what about a fair chance in everything that we do? you SERIOUSLY think all of us are given a FAIR chance in EVERYTHING?

i thought i gave my best this time round,

and what did i get back in the end?


but i guess sometimes its really not about myself, but its just all about Him and really seeking joy in whatever you are doing.

nonetheless, sundays with gracia, huizhi, serene, nicco and gary are the best <3

wow, so another week just passed by.

today was spent meeting with ODACers early in the morning (815am) at changi jetty to go to pulau ubin for orienteering. woah, i walked like almost the whole of pulau ubin man, for like 4 hours. after tt, i just came back home, took a bath and knock out until 10pm. hahaha

anyway, congrats to gracia and huizhi for getting third in the touch rug competition! (: proud of u girls! hee. XD

today i realised that the world is actually a reality freak.

survival of the fittest. so true huh.

on another totally random note, school is so tiring today! keep falling asleep during gp lesson. then after sch while eating with ping, val and mal, miss lye saw us and came over and asked why i kept falling asleep. :/ and then i did four freaking hours of msp! omg, really wanted to rot. it felt as though time was ticking SO slowly. gosh.. then had ltc meeting, and then tuition. and now, i have quite a bad headache and im going to bed soon.

AND, all the best for everyone's who taking back their O levels results tmr! God bless ya all! (:

my best 'cousin' haha. monday evening was spent studying with gracia, huizhi, gary, jiaying and their friends and they're really a bunch of nice people. studied till about ten and then gary's dad came and fetched all of us home. its really nice to study with them (:


tuesday was spent meeting sereneseahforest in the evening and just have a bestiedate. haha ate chicken rice and i think tt the chicken rice there was really good! geez, all of you must go try the chicken rice sometime k? its at far east. u can date me out and ill bring u there! then we walked around and talked a lot a lot a lot and then ate again. (:

TODAY, we all went to vivo to watch An Inconvient Truth and it was pretty good, just tt i was really tired so i dozed off a while. :/ before tt was lunch with the class ^-^ and i made a new friend today. LOL.

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee and God bless ya all!

didnt go to church today cause i woke up with a really really bad sore eye. so i rested a while more until like 10am plus before meeting gracia and huizhi for lunchhhhhh. heh. they're both two retarded asses who really can make everything becomes (: ! haha. after lunch, we went to macs to study and saw teoweiennnnnnn! he went to the toilet like 4 times within an hour! hurhur. *reminds me of someone who goes toilet very often in school*

after that was tuitiontime. it was pretty okay. after tuition was back to macs to look for gracia and huizhi and then had dinner plus study a bit more. and NOW, im home. gonna sleep soon and get ready for school tmr! daddy, bless everyone with a good and blessed week ahead, especially mine! amen.

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh dont lose your head'
Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

hello all. havent been updating for quite some time huh. alrighty, i just finished my rafting proposal draft one and i hope its gonna be good.

anyway, i really hate cramps. they make me feel so annoyed/pissed/upset for i-dont-know-what-reasons. and then they hurt so badly i literally had to squat down.

yeah, my life's been pretty random so far. church tmr! (:

hello people! i havent been blogging for quite some time because ive been really busy with schoolwork and cca that i dont have much time to blog. well, sometimes thats a lie. i just dont feel like blogging. so the weekdays mostly consist of sch, cca, msp and tuition. and my weekend is reserved for church and tuitions. and hardly anything exciting happened (not that i can think of) so (: im not watching my korean show now because i watched them on the internet already! but i havent finish watching all the episodes yet though.

today was cca teambuilding day and it went pretty well, considering the number of dry runs and preparation that we had. was the facilitator for CRC and at first, i was kinda scared that i wouldnt make a good facilitator at all. but then all glory to God, everything went well and im really glad that i got to know everyone in CRC better! (jess, windri, tiffany, jiexin, teri and celine) its a pity chandra was sick or else he could have join us. overall, im really really glad that everything went well and i guess everytime after such an activity, i come out a stronger girl. a more independent lady. i dont deny that im such a weakling at times with my rollercoaster emotions but thank God He never gives up hope on me and thank God for all the lovely friends who had been there for me. no words could ever express how much i really thank daddy for friends like that.

there's pretty much a lot of work to do for me but im really such a procrastinator. always delaying my work, telling myself that theres still tmr and when tmr comes, theres still another tmr. bad habit clarice. today, im gonna give myself a good rest and then wake up tmr morning for church. i gotta admit that i really do miss church and services. yeah, and two tasks coming up for clarice would be first aid refresher course and LTC and im giving it to daddy that He will make everything right for me. goodnight ppl and God bless!

btw, today while taking the train home after cca teambuilding, i was so tired that i fell asleep and my head landed on this lady's shoulder beside me (somehow or rather). but i was too embarrassed to wake up so i pretended to move my head up and pretended to sleep until i reach pasir ris. haha.

the feeling of helplessness is when you stare at your work and nothing comes into your mind. when you look at your question paper and realise that you actually cant do any of your chemistry questions. and you wonder why. and then you pray but there's no reply.



'there's a story behind everything. how a picture got on a wall. how a scar got on your face. sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. but behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin'.

its only the second day of school and i feel like its nearing the mid year alrdy. history test, math test, chem test, econs test. aiya, u name it they have it. like what marc says, 'the jcs now all super enthu' haha and when msp starts, my sch ends on the average at 6PM on mon, tues and thurs and about 8PM on wed and fri. today, i was walking to the train station with jess and i realised that its one of the FEW times that i get to go home on a bright and sunny day cuz usually whenever im going home, the sky is usually dark.

haha, alright i think i should go back to doing my math. math. math.

mmmmmmm (: God bless ya all people.

weeeee, so like school's starting in a few hours time. gosh, this holiday really just fly by huh. so ive been staying at home trying to finish up my hw. bet many of you are doing about the same thing as me XD

geez, 2006's been pretty good, although not exactly good. and i know year 2007's gonna be a better year yo. haha. the thought of turning eighteen in ten months four days time makes me feel old, but excited. like hi, clarice's eighteen now (:

okayyy, so God bless everyone and hope you guys will have a good and fun time in school ming tian! (:

HAPPY BLESSED YEAR 2007 TO ALL! (:

haha, i think im into this whole korean drama thingy again. HOHO. the show 'MY GIRL' is reallyyyyyyy good. ohmygawd. makes me wanna cry and laugh. i like both the actors. they're both so cute. ^-^

(:

primary school class gathering on wed was pretty good (: haha DUH, what ya expect. i organised it OKAY. night at the museum was funny and i liked it. heh. you dumb dumb give me gum gum. hoho. then it was dinner at marina bay and lotsa fun catching up with everybody.

the GUYS.


thats part of the class whom i still have their contacts. hahaha. and so many of them are in mjc. :/ christmas was good too. hehehe. spending time with close friends and family couldnt make it any better. rachel's back to canada and i heard she's feeling sick. hope shes feeling much better now. hurhur.

less than a week to sch reopening!!!

NVM, before that, A3 outing first! XD

Shout praises to the Holy One
God makes us strong we'll see His will be done
From the highest place
He came to save us
We stand in the power of His name
Salvation's work in our lives proclaim,
Living from the kingdom of hope within us

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Colours flowing through my life
I'm not the same now my heart desire
To see the whole world come to know You
I'll shine my light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna shout Jesus is Lord

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

He's the Lord of all
He's the Lord of all the Earth
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

this is currently my favorite song. everytime i hear this song, i feel a sense of victory. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!


(:


go watch this! http://www.furryfish.com/gallery.html# ----> a furry christmas - the one with the black sheep.

here are some pictures i took from hm6..haha i realised that its quite little photos actually because im quite lazy to take them. hee.

thats the back view from my room. its quite err..empty.
thats my room! room 703 and the person standing outside is actually eunice, my roommate (:
thats eunice and me. shes really nice, easy going and friendly.
thats on the finale night where we had to dress up. my cg's theme was punk office wear. XD
the whole jc south cg! except for eunice cuz she was not feeling well.
weeeeeee. lionel and meeeee (:

jc south girls and still without eunice.
the bestie since childhood (:

kaiyannnn!

gary and kanna. haha im like standing beside two muscularrrr man.

kaiyan and denise. two of my favorite ppl in dare (:

ruoyun (:

me, eunice and kailin.and finally, the whole jc south cg! XD

yeahhhh. and thats the photos taken with my favorite people during hm6. missed out some though. heh. it was good seeing all the old friends again. somehow, they just put a smile in my heart. our group was called billabong when we played games and i really liked our cheer! it goes like this...

B for Billa

B for Bong

B for BillaBong

Billabong BONG!

BILLABONG!

it has this very bongy feeling. hahaha. today, i went christmas shopping with rachel and it was quite fruitful! hee. i just hope i have enough time to buy ALL the presents i wanna give to all my love ones! then met up with parents and brother for dinner and went to the new ikea to walk around. the place is hugeeeee. so yeahhhh thats about all. God bless ya all. (:

*waves* im back! (: (: (:

HM6 was definitely a blast. it was my first history maker camp and boy, the experience was definitely different.

im glad that i get to know my cg ppl better and it feels great to just feed on the word of God everyday.

too much to say, but lazy to write it here. hehehe.

now, its time for CHRISTMAS!

churchcamp in a few hours time.

must sleep. need sleep. want to sleep.

NOWWWWW.

people, dont miss me! you know who you are! *SMILES*

HELLO PEOPLE!

my grp name has been changed to BILLABONG! XD

actually was supposed to meet serene for bs but then kanna secretly followed us (HAHA) and we bum into him twice. so in the end, bs was with serene, serene's ma and pa, kanna and junxiong. SERENE SEAH as usual, was being a bummy. TSKTSK.

bs was good today (:

me: at least your group name is better than mine, mine is like the worst la

kannan: whats your group name? THIS FASHION AH?

when other jc clusters feel that their group names are bad, they hear mine and they immediately feel much better. THANKS AH PEOPLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

its 5.27AM now and im awake (: fully awake. hohoho. i have no idea whyyyyyyy. maybe its because i didnt do much in the day or maybe its because im enjoying the too-excited-for-churchcamp syndrome. hahaha.

and i realised that i actually have a set of naruto's cd set which was UNOPENED (!!!) while i was looking through my letters XD and stuff. so yeah i watched like eight episodes of the show. and zzz the eight episodes which i watched right, its damn niceeeeeee okay! im like WOW. haha. and i actually cried a bit cuzzzz its so touching. but then again, u know i find that anime are kinda long winded? i mean they used like eight episodes to finish ONE battle. wahlao ehhhh ONE battle okayyyy. and then im listening to edison chen's album now. and and and since its the christmas season, i just thought ill put the links up in red and green. hohoho.


i think im very random today.

"but then why do you want to be a great great great great great grandmother?"

"maybe cuz it just shows how great you are la."

okay, im sorry but i thought this is really funny. hahah. i can imagine a lot of people shaking their heads. hoho. ITS FUNNY OKAY. and its even funnier to hear boys, especially weien, talk about girls. TSKTSKTSK.

met up with nicky and jess today and boy, do i miss the both of them A LOT. hurhur. the both of them, still being the same old them. HAHAHA. (the most relaxing CIP ever ah!) now im missing qi too but shes in krabi. i really hope shes having fun! nvm, we'll all go out after im back from churchcamp. teehee.

huizhi and gracia are in touch rug camp. bet they're gonna miss me lots. XD

these few days havent been exactly good for me even though i had good company.

you know sometimes shit really do happen. and you ask God why. why you of all people. its like, you really really look forward to things only to be disappointed in the end.



like almost every single fucking time.


maybe its just me. im never exactly good in anything. im just AVERAGE. freaking AVERAGE in everything and it sucks. in my life, studies, sports, friendship or whatever. sometimes i really feel very pathetic.

went for jess youth camp bbq today. it was overall super good.

because of the praise and worship. gosh, i have never felt God's presence so real for quite a while. and i've never cried so much for a long long time. yeah. its like pastor talked about the spirit of rejection and im like wow..just what i needed. because of that particular thing, i have been feeling like shit a lot lately. it kinda makes me think all the negative thoughts. and when the leaders prayed for me, i cant help it but cry like a baby. they prayed and spoke blessings into my life and stuff.

and no words can express the peace which i felt after that. and its not like words can express the whole experience. it was just simply awesome. i know things have changed, but i dont know what or where or when. i just knew it. because GOD is LOVE.

thanks jess for inviting me. i really appreciate it lots. (: food, company and presence of God was great. hee. i really like jess church cuz its small and really, everybody knows everybody well. and they are so friendly and nice (: but it also made me realise that no matter where i am, daddy is always there. because at first i thought it was just gonna be another usual session, but before i know it, poof there He was. it felt like my own church camp and like it could last forever..His presence was really strong and i just could bask in it forever. i really love tonight. really, nothing beats being in the house of God because it satisfies my needs and wants and my cry and hunger for this thing called love.

BTW, my phone is spoilt SUDDENLY and so ALL MY CONTACTS ARE GONE. NICEEEEE. if your reading this, pls send me your name together with your number please? XD thank you! hehehe.


CHANGE IS GOOD.


goodnight.

TODAY, i followed my brother to the childcare again, until 2pm. as usual, the kids are lovable. learnt how to play heart attack without using cards and using hands! (:

after that, went home to change and then met chen pei to study. haha supposedly. i thought we were going to the library so i only brought my history qns paper to do research there but then the dear girl changed her mind last min. so we went to coffee bean in the end. heh. had a bit of lunch at taka and i saw SAW shamir. before that, we went to popular to get some stuff and i think i made her 'lose' 15 bucks. hahaha. but then again, CHENPEI, ITS ALL ABOUT HONESTY AND INTEGRITY. (go read your ngeeann foolscap k!)

she did her work, but i had no work to do. so i took a short nap and then she introduced me to a game called CRAZYTAXI and its really CRAZY. OMG. eh, damn fun la. i was so engrossed and played so skillfully that the com hanged for ONCE and it ran out of batt in about 30 mins when it was supposed to run out of batt only in an hour. after that, i read the newspaper and copied an article out. heh. went to heeren at about 8.30pm and she and i both got some stuff and then dinner = wanton noodle + bubble tea = satisfied clarice.

SO, it was good okay. heehee.

on a totally random note, you know sometimes i really hate being in a place where i know everybody but yet i dont know anyone. you know the feeling really sucks when i dread it so damn much. i keep telling myself that the next time it would be better and then the next time it just become worst. and i wonder is it me or is it me? its not that i yearn for any attention but maybe you could at least use your eyes and see that this poor girl here does exist and spare a thought for her feelings? and i feel like this is just gonna get worst.

seriously, i cant wait for this to end because i really feel very tortured.

TODAY is seriously a very meaningful day for me indeed.

WHY?

because i followed my brother to the childcare. he was like crying and didnt wanna go so i, being the nicest sister ever, followed him to the childcare from 9am to 6pm. bye 9 hours. but it was quite fun. hahah. we went to watch happy feet (again) and then had lunch at macs, playing at the playground, teaching the kids how to DRAW, taking photos (they wanted to take with me), watching them learn hip hop dance, playing soccer and lastly, playing hide and catch. and they didnt wanna me to go yet when my mum came. hahah. sign of grace and favor YO. ^_^

wahhhh, damn nice. some of the kids are like really really cute. hoho. and i thank you daddy for the grace and favor to get along well with them (: really, i dont think i will get along well with them without you. so im a happy girl overall today though i was quite grouchy at first. i have a soft spot for kids who goes 'jie jie, can you help me......' (in their sweetest voice) i cant say no. haha. yup think i shld go get a good rest now. and best thing is, mummy says she dont mind giving me money for helping her look after isaac. heh. byeeeee!

PS, i finally found people who truly appreciate my drawing and coloring! HEE HEE HEE.

two little burnt girls.

nonethess, kayaking was good today. haha finally got one star kayaking. (: but as usual, i feel giddy all over again. so im going to bed now! goodnight world.

dare grad was today and denise asked me to help out with it. boy, saw peeps who used to be in the same cg as me when i was in dare and some others all graduating now. so sweet. made me think of how last year, i was like one of them with the rest of my batch peeps getting to know campus for the very first time in my life. and i know that during this one year, ive grown and learnt much more from God.

so we played games and mingled with them. my goodness, theres this one game whereby 5 ppl had to finish up two tubs of ice cream and it was like a competition to see which grp could finish up the ice cream faster. so everyone was like chionging to see who could finish the ice cream faster. ice cream torture i tell you!! i dont think ill touch ice cream for at least a week. but then again, i think i always change my mind. haha.

after that, i went home and got ready for cg. hee. made sandwiches for potblessing. then i met up with the rest of the cg for potblessing at eunice's house. the world is like so super small i tell you, because this girl called sheryl in my cg..shes in the same class as shamir now and used to be in the same class as qi during first three months. im like wow. so qi said if she had stayed in cj, then she probably be in the same class as shamir..but then again, everything would be oh so different.

cg was good. we discussed about a lot of weird qns and it kinda feels good to know that at least your not the only one who thinks 'weirdly' because at one point or another, we all ask ourselves weird qns. we got too carried away and thus we didnt manage to finish today's cg message. but it was still good anyhow. then rach and me went to meet huizhi at ang mo kio mrt station (makes me think of jess suddenly) and rach went back home with her parents. me and huizhi wanted to take train but the train stopped at toapayoh (now it makes me think of nicky) and told all of us to get off..so we didnt manage to get to city hall and had to take a cab home in the end.

i really really think that this world work in a very unpredictable manner and sometimes i really think that boys are doltish. haha okay, goodnight and God bless you world.

wow, i just received an email from denise which was sent by zj and it just answered all which im going thru right now.

"You know sometimes in life you meet people who disappoint, judge or even hurt you. And over some time your heart might put up "fences" to make sure that you don't get hurt. You don't dare to love again because you don't want to get hurt. You don't dare to be open again because you don't want to be judged.

But you know what? You don't have to fear. You don't have to put up "fences", you don't have to isolate yourself. Because Daddy is mighty to save. haha. He is really is! Daddy is a wise Dad. He gives you favor with everyone you meet but the favor comes with protection.

2 Corinthians 12:9And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Do you know sufficient ( G714) in Greek means::
1. to be possessed of unfailing strength
(a) to be strong, to suffice, to be enough to defend, ward off
(b) to be satisfied, to be contented

haha. When you're strong in yourself, Daddy want to but He can't protect you. Daddy didn't ask you to enjoy the weakness and wallow in it but in the midst of your weakness, know that His Hand is mighty to save. His Hand is strong and able to place that favor and blessing upon you even when you are in that valley."

thank you for speaking to me daddy. amen.