hello people! i havent been blogging for quite some time because ive been really busy with schoolwork and cca that i dont have much time to blog. well, sometimes thats a lie. i just dont feel like blogging. so the weekdays mostly consist of sch, cca, msp and tuition. and my weekend is reserved for church and tuitions. and hardly anything exciting happened (not that i can think of) so (: im not watching my korean show now because i watched them on the internet already! but i havent finish watching all the episodes yet though.

today was cca teambuilding day and it went pretty well, considering the number of dry runs and preparation that we had. was the facilitator for CRC and at first, i was kinda scared that i wouldnt make a good facilitator at all. but then all glory to God, everything went well and im really glad that i got to know everyone in CRC better! (jess, windri, tiffany, jiexin, teri and celine) its a pity chandra was sick or else he could have join us. overall, im really really glad that everything went well and i guess everytime after such an activity, i come out a stronger girl. a more independent lady. i dont deny that im such a weakling at times with my rollercoaster emotions but thank God He never gives up hope on me and thank God for all the lovely friends who had been there for me. no words could ever express how much i really thank daddy for friends like that.

there's pretty much a lot of work to do for me but im really such a procrastinator. always delaying my work, telling myself that theres still tmr and when tmr comes, theres still another tmr. bad habit clarice. today, im gonna give myself a good rest and then wake up tmr morning for church. i gotta admit that i really do miss church and services. yeah, and two tasks coming up for clarice would be first aid refresher course and LTC and im giving it to daddy that He will make everything right for me. goodnight ppl and God bless!

btw, today while taking the train home after cca teambuilding, i was so tired that i fell asleep and my head landed on this lady's shoulder beside me (somehow or rather). but i was too embarrassed to wake up so i pretended to move my head up and pretended to sleep until i reach pasir ris. haha.

the feeling of helplessness is when you stare at your work and nothing comes into your mind. when you look at your question paper and realise that you actually cant do any of your chemistry questions. and you wonder why. and then you pray but there's no reply.



'there's a story behind everything. how a picture got on a wall. how a scar got on your face. sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. but behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin'.

its only the second day of school and i feel like its nearing the mid year alrdy. history test, math test, chem test, econs test. aiya, u name it they have it. like what marc says, 'the jcs now all super enthu' haha and when msp starts, my sch ends on the average at 6PM on mon, tues and thurs and about 8PM on wed and fri. today, i was walking to the train station with jess and i realised that its one of the FEW times that i get to go home on a bright and sunny day cuz usually whenever im going home, the sky is usually dark.

haha, alright i think i should go back to doing my math. math. math.

mmmmmmm (: God bless ya all people.

weeeee, so like school's starting in a few hours time. gosh, this holiday really just fly by huh. so ive been staying at home trying to finish up my hw. bet many of you are doing about the same thing as me XD

geez, 2006's been pretty good, although not exactly good. and i know year 2007's gonna be a better year yo. haha. the thought of turning eighteen in ten months four days time makes me feel old, but excited. like hi, clarice's eighteen now (:

okayyy, so God bless everyone and hope you guys will have a good and fun time in school ming tian! (:

HAPPY BLESSED YEAR 2007 TO ALL! (:

haha, i think im into this whole korean drama thingy again. HOHO. the show 'MY GIRL' is reallyyyyyyy good. ohmygawd. makes me wanna cry and laugh. i like both the actors. they're both so cute. ^-^

(:

primary school class gathering on wed was pretty good (: haha DUH, what ya expect. i organised it OKAY. night at the museum was funny and i liked it. heh. you dumb dumb give me gum gum. hoho. then it was dinner at marina bay and lotsa fun catching up with everybody.

the GUYS.


thats part of the class whom i still have their contacts. hahaha. and so many of them are in mjc. :/ christmas was good too. hehehe. spending time with close friends and family couldnt make it any better. rachel's back to canada and i heard she's feeling sick. hope shes feeling much better now. hurhur.

less than a week to sch reopening!!!

NVM, before that, A3 outing first! XD

Shout praises to the Holy One
God makes us strong we'll see His will be done
From the highest place
He came to save us
We stand in the power of His name
Salvation's work in our lives proclaim,
Living from the kingdom of hope within us

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Colours flowing through my life
I'm not the same now my heart desire
To see the whole world come to know You
I'll shine my light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna let it out
Shout shout we're gonna shout Jesus is Lord

Shine Your light
Be that city of light

We're gonna shout out loud
It's time to let it out
It's Your life in me for all to see
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

He's the Lord of all
He's the Lord of all the Earth
Cause' our God reigns always
Till the end of days
We’re gonna stand strong, stand tall
Cause Jesus Christ is Lord of all

this is currently my favorite song. everytime i hear this song, i feel a sense of victory. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!


(:


go watch this! http://www.furryfish.com/gallery.html# ----> a furry christmas - the one with the black sheep.

here are some pictures i took from hm6..haha i realised that its quite little photos actually because im quite lazy to take them. hee.

thats the back view from my room. its quite err..empty.
thats my room! room 703 and the person standing outside is actually eunice, my roommate (:
thats eunice and me. shes really nice, easy going and friendly.
thats on the finale night where we had to dress up. my cg's theme was punk office wear. XD
the whole jc south cg! except for eunice cuz she was not feeling well.
weeeeeee. lionel and meeeee (:

jc south girls and still without eunice.
the bestie since childhood (:

kaiyannnn!

gary and kanna. haha im like standing beside two muscularrrr man.

kaiyan and denise. two of my favorite ppl in dare (:

ruoyun (:

me, eunice and kailin.and finally, the whole jc south cg! XD

yeahhhh. and thats the photos taken with my favorite people during hm6. missed out some though. heh. it was good seeing all the old friends again. somehow, they just put a smile in my heart. our group was called billabong when we played games and i really liked our cheer! it goes like this...

B for Billa

B for Bong

B for BillaBong

Billabong BONG!

BILLABONG!

it has this very bongy feeling. hahaha. today, i went christmas shopping with rachel and it was quite fruitful! hee. i just hope i have enough time to buy ALL the presents i wanna give to all my love ones! then met up with parents and brother for dinner and went to the new ikea to walk around. the place is hugeeeee. so yeahhhh thats about all. God bless ya all. (:

*waves* im back! (: (: (:

HM6 was definitely a blast. it was my first history maker camp and boy, the experience was definitely different.

im glad that i get to know my cg ppl better and it feels great to just feed on the word of God everyday.

too much to say, but lazy to write it here. hehehe.

now, its time for CHRISTMAS!

churchcamp in a few hours time.

must sleep. need sleep. want to sleep.

NOWWWWW.

people, dont miss me! you know who you are! *SMILES*

HELLO PEOPLE!

my grp name has been changed to BILLABONG! XD

actually was supposed to meet serene for bs but then kanna secretly followed us (HAHA) and we bum into him twice. so in the end, bs was with serene, serene's ma and pa, kanna and junxiong. SERENE SEAH as usual, was being a bummy. TSKTSK.

bs was good today (:

me: at least your group name is better than mine, mine is like the worst la

kannan: whats your group name? THIS FASHION AH?

when other jc clusters feel that their group names are bad, they hear mine and they immediately feel much better. THANKS AH PEOPLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

its 5.27AM now and im awake (: fully awake. hohoho. i have no idea whyyyyyyy. maybe its because i didnt do much in the day or maybe its because im enjoying the too-excited-for-churchcamp syndrome. hahaha.

and i realised that i actually have a set of naruto's cd set which was UNOPENED (!!!) while i was looking through my letters XD and stuff. so yeah i watched like eight episodes of the show. and zzz the eight episodes which i watched right, its damn niceeeeeee okay! im like WOW. haha. and i actually cried a bit cuzzzz its so touching. but then again, u know i find that anime are kinda long winded? i mean they used like eight episodes to finish ONE battle. wahlao ehhhh ONE battle okayyyy. and then im listening to edison chen's album now. and and and since its the christmas season, i just thought ill put the links up in red and green. hohoho.


i think im very random today.

"but then why do you want to be a great great great great great grandmother?"

"maybe cuz it just shows how great you are la."

okay, im sorry but i thought this is really funny. hahah. i can imagine a lot of people shaking their heads. hoho. ITS FUNNY OKAY. and its even funnier to hear boys, especially weien, talk about girls. TSKTSKTSK.

met up with nicky and jess today and boy, do i miss the both of them A LOT. hurhur. the both of them, still being the same old them. HAHAHA. (the most relaxing CIP ever ah!) now im missing qi too but shes in krabi. i really hope shes having fun! nvm, we'll all go out after im back from churchcamp. teehee.

huizhi and gracia are in touch rug camp. bet they're gonna miss me lots. XD

these few days havent been exactly good for me even though i had good company.

you know sometimes shit really do happen. and you ask God why. why you of all people. its like, you really really look forward to things only to be disappointed in the end.



like almost every single fucking time.


maybe its just me. im never exactly good in anything. im just AVERAGE. freaking AVERAGE in everything and it sucks. in my life, studies, sports, friendship or whatever. sometimes i really feel very pathetic.

went for jess youth camp bbq today. it was overall super good.

because of the praise and worship. gosh, i have never felt God's presence so real for quite a while. and i've never cried so much for a long long time. yeah. its like pastor talked about the spirit of rejection and im like wow..just what i needed. because of that particular thing, i have been feeling like shit a lot lately. it kinda makes me think all the negative thoughts. and when the leaders prayed for me, i cant help it but cry like a baby. they prayed and spoke blessings into my life and stuff.

and no words can express the peace which i felt after that. and its not like words can express the whole experience. it was just simply awesome. i know things have changed, but i dont know what or where or when. i just knew it. because GOD is LOVE.

thanks jess for inviting me. i really appreciate it lots. (: food, company and presence of God was great. hee. i really like jess church cuz its small and really, everybody knows everybody well. and they are so friendly and nice (: but it also made me realise that no matter where i am, daddy is always there. because at first i thought it was just gonna be another usual session, but before i know it, poof there He was. it felt like my own church camp and like it could last forever..His presence was really strong and i just could bask in it forever. i really love tonight. really, nothing beats being in the house of God because it satisfies my needs and wants and my cry and hunger for this thing called love.

BTW, my phone is spoilt SUDDENLY and so ALL MY CONTACTS ARE GONE. NICEEEEE. if your reading this, pls send me your name together with your number please? XD thank you! hehehe.


CHANGE IS GOOD.


goodnight.